fattie!

"Worship me...? That's a bit of an exaggeration... This is just proof of everyone's undying faith in the God of Klein.'' - Olivine

hi. i’m luka. if we’re close, you can call me aima or alois, i’ll decide if you’ve earned it.../playful. i'm he/him only. i’m transmale, don’t call me anything feminine unless you want to see how fast i shut down a conversation.

my brain’s a collection of chaos: ADD, BPD, ASD, and covert, trauma-based narcissistic traits. i love bomb, i confuse platonic and romantic affection, and i flirt without intent. sometimes i’m charming, sometimes i’m cold, both are masks, neither are the real me. it’s how i learned to survive.

if i’m splitting and you try to talk to me before i’m ready, i’ll probably lash out. if i come to you first, it means i’m trying, really trying. i’m working on it, getting help, but progress isn’t linear and i won’t lie about that.

i can lose empathy fast if i decide you’ve crossed a line or disgust me. that doesn’t mean i’m heartless. it means my brain switches off what hurts too much to feel. i have BPD, and i can’t “control” it like people seem to expect. it’s a disorder, and i wish more people understood that.

I am an Eclectic Theistic Luciferian with LaVeyan philosophical influence. This means I follow a personal spiritual path where I work with Lucifer and other infernal figures as meaningful spiritual intelligences while also shaping my practice individually rather than following a single fixed tradition. I draw on philosophy associated with LaVeyan Satanism, such as personal responsibility, self-discipline, and critical thinking, while engaging in practices like reflection, shadow work, and tarot as tools for self-understanding. My beliefs may include mythological or symbolic narratives, which I interpret in a personal and spiritual way. This path is centered on self-knowledge, growth, and living consciously, and it does not involve harming others or the harmful stereotypes often associated with Satanism.

I believe in / work with entities > theistic

my goal is self-knowledge and empowerment > Luciferian-style

I borrow structure from LaVeyan writings > philosophical influence

i build my own system > eclectic

i ghost often. i can be selfish, hypocritical, and too honest for my own good. i hold grudges longer than i should because i’m petty and i know it. i can forgive, but i don’t forget/vlh

and just so we’re clear: i don’t send strawpage gimmicks if we’re on bad terms. if someone says i did...i didn’t?? raises eyebrow.

OMG THIS IS SO OLD DONT LOOK AT THIS - luka from 2026
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Pub: 11 Aug 2025 17:30 UTC

Edit: 30 Aug 2026 15:54 UTC

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