me and him...
SAE X RIN-CHAN FOREVER ! ♡ ♡ ♡
This is Rin-chan. It's me and my boyfriend's 4th anniversary soon, and you have no idea how happy that makes me. I could not wait for it, however. Thus, I wanted to write something special for my dearest.
My dearest Sae,
I don't know where to begin, honestly; I have never been good at putting my love for you into words - as it feels too vast for paragraphs, too deep for sentences. You've always held a special place in my life. The impact you've had on my life is very big, and I wouldn't be able to put it all into words, but I'll try, just for you, my love. ♡
Every time I think of you, I feel my chest tighten in the softest, sweetest way. You carry the world's expectations on your shoulders with such cold elegance, and that alone makes me admire you endlessly. You are everything a person could wish for - a genius, a prodigy, untouchable in so many ways. But to me, you are more than all of that. To me, you are the one who holds my heart. I love you not only for your talent, your beauty, or your brilliance, but simply because you’re you, Sae. My Sae.
Our relationship wasn't all sunshine and lollipops; we've had our bad days too. I'd be lying if I said I never hated you in fleeting moments. Because, I had burned with it the day you praised Isagi. But those moments were temporary. Because, the truth is, no matter how much I try to lie to myself, no matter how sharp the bitterness is in those moments, at the end of the day you're the one who has my heart. You are, and will always be, the only one I belong to.
I love you, Sae. More than I can ever say, more than anyone else could ever imagine. No one will love you as much as I ever will, and we will be together for an eternity.