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02.28.26 𓐌 Dear Diary, today i feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude for my boyfriend. I had to hangout with my family which im not really complaining because ive learned to tolerate them but GOSHHH... i miss my boyfie so much. Hes the best boyfriend ive ever had. Im so grateful for him and honestly its not even the big things he does, its the small stuff. The way he listens to my overthinking and soothes me like a lip balm, LIKE WOW OMG!!! Hes so patient with me, it honestly baffles me. He can handle my feelings and dosent make them seem like theyre "too much." That means a lot to me, more than he probably realizes. I hope he knows how much he means to me. And I hope I make him feel as loved as he makes me feel. I’m just really, really thankful for him. Thats enough for today, Farewell. ♥︎
03.14.26 𓐌 I love my boyfriend, of course, but sometimes I still feel this constant sense of impending doom that I can’t seem to shake. It lingers in the back of my mind no matter how happy I try to be, and part of me worries that it might never truly go away. I never tell him when I’m feeling sad, though. We haven’t had any of those talks about my mental health yet so I stay quiet. I think it’s best if we just never touched that topic anyway. I feel like if we did, I’d end up crying, and I hate the thought of looking weak or vulnerable. But even though we dont talk about it directly, he always makes me feel better at the end of the day, thats when i realize ill always be okay as long as hes my sweet boy