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MY MAMA TOLD ME I'M AN ALIEN, ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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jackpot sad girl BUGSY !! they/it/neos ♡ alterhuman ♡ system my name and pronouns are often kin shift related, just check discord lol ⠀⠀⠀⠀

TABLE OF CONTENTS !

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KINFORMATION !

so i would describe myself as alterhuman, otherkin/fictionkin, or non-human. my beliefs are both spiritual and psychological, because to me they cannot be separated. i believe that there are infinite universes: some reflections of human imagination and creativity, some are created by our choices, and some are mirrors of this one. i think they are all real, but i think that the one we currently live in is the "most" real. i'm also christian and i believe that God created this world, and then gave us the gifts of creation and free will. i've referred to the multiverse as a series of "reflections" for a reason. i think different worlds contain souls that reflect each other. kin memories are actually us tapping into our knowledge from our soul reflections. it's the same soul in different worlds, or different versions of the same soul. i really don't have a better way of explaining it lol

KIN TROPES !

• identity crisis or confusion
• can't handle making mistakes
• book smart and/or gifted kid
• hides/denies emotions
  • doesn't recognize their own emotions
• main character
• self-worth fluctuates in extremes
• traumatic childhood
• purple
• nonhuman/special abilities/disconnected from humanity in some way
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ok kin time

ALIEN !

bug-like space alien literally me irl
alienkin + fictotherian
spiritual identity

i am an alien from a galaxy far away. i am not referencing another life. my body is shaped like a human, and i was conceived by humans, but my soul is that of an alien. i believe that's a significant cause of my health issues and my struggle to connect with "normal" people - i'm living in a world that wasn't made for beings like me.

phantom sensations: i often feel the way my anttenae should move. less often, i can feel insect-like wings fluttering behind me. i do have species dysphoria. gear: i wear a headband with 3D-printed antennae everywhere i go! i even have my antennae in my school id. i can get quite dysphoric without them. ⠀⠀⠀⠀
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apagender ++ pronoun apathetic (mostly she/they) asexual // aromantic borderline personality disorder ,, some kinda dissociative disorder kin tropes: identity crisis, hiding feelings, neurodivergent-coded, childhood trauma, gifted kid, monotone, needs therapy, loses their shit if they make one (1) mistake, book smart, doesn't recognize their own emotions, ourple

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NOW'S YOUR CHANCE TO BE A [ BIG SHOT ] !! #1 RATED SALESMAN [SPAMTON G. SPAMTON] !! man ++ he/him sexuality unknown some kinda psychotic disorder ,, dissociation/blackouts kin tropes: needs therapy

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i liked it when the voices were gone, i liked to be with you all alone Es - Alter Ego agender ++ pronoun apathetic (mostly she/they) sexuality unknown borderline personality disorder ,, depersonalization/derealization ,, psychosis kin tropes: identity crisis, monotone, needs therapy, book smart, doesn't recognize their own emotions

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permanent damage was not my intention, but i could not foresee the aftermath of my actions Michael Afton - FNAF cis(?) man ++ he/him sexuality unknown complex post-traumatic stress disorder ,, attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder kin tropes: hiding feelings, childhood trauma, needs therapy, doesn't recognize their own emotions, main character, ourple

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and then my mirror speaks with irreverence, like a soldier i can't command; it sees a frightened child in the body of a full grown man Giorno Giovanna - JJBA: Golden Wind man ++ he/they asexual i think complex post-traumatic stress disorder ,, some kinda dissociative disorder kin tropes: identity crisis, hiding feelings, childhood trauma, needs therapy, loses their shit if they make one (1) mistake, doesn't recognize their own emotions, main character

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you don't like the ending, then we'll find one that's yours Scout - The Arcana genderless ++ they/them literally just a dog

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catch the rhythm and we'll go for a ride, the only way to survive is to keep on playin' Roman of Reston - Roleslaying With Roman cis man ++ he/him homosexual attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder kin tropes: neurodivergent-coded (imo), needs therapy, main character

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lyric Edward Faisan - Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: Crimson Jungle nonbinary ++ they/he asexual(?) generalized anxiety disorder kin tropes: hiding feelings, needs therapy, loses their shit if they make one (1) mistake, book smart, ourple

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lyric Jack Skellington - The Nightmare Before Christmas man ++ he/him sexuality unknown autism, some kinda anxiety i think kin tropes: neurodivergent-coded (imo), loses their shit if they make one mistake, book smart, doesn't recognize their own emotions, main character

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lyric Pannacotta Fugo - JJBA: Golden Wind trans man ++ he/they sexuality unknown attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder ,, borderline personality disorder ,, obsessive-compulsive personality disorder ,, complex post-traumatic stress disorder ,, obsessive compulsive disorder kin tropes: hiding feelings, neurodivergent-coded, gifted kid, needs therapy, loses their shit if they make one (1) mistake, book smart, ourple haze

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lyrics Phoenix Wright - Ace Attorney cis man ++ he/him painfully bisexual (probably) attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder ,, dyslexia ,, anxiety kin tropes: hides feelings, doesn't recognize their own emotions, main character

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lyric Rui Kamishiro - Project SEKAI nonbinary ++ he/they asexual autism kin tropes: hides feelings, neurodivergent-coded, loses their shit if they make one (1) mistake, book smart, doesn't recognize their own emotions, ourple

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