/mapiccishere

Hellooo
My name is Raymond ou Ramune but i go by many other names :-) nicknames much loved and appreciated ! i'm 14 years old and Turkish , i can speak English, Turkish & basic German . i go by he/him pronouns and masculine terms andd i'm an aroace bisexual boy 〜 ♪ #腐男子 #ツンデレ
if you couldnt tell already , i am nowhere near neurotypical → i have npd , autism and bpd . im also a fearful avoidant so sometimes i disappear and stop talking to everyone except likee three people . i miiiight warn you or not 〜 ! despite all i consider myself mentally well so dont be scared ♡( ᵔ ⩊ ᵔ )
no dni i am full of love and joy ❤︎
My friends describe me as funny , cool and lovely & theyre right ! once you get to really know me you'll like me a lot ! i really am a generally really nice & funny person just be patient with me because i have a hard time opening up , i lack empathy , im really apathetic , i might come off as blunt && im a very ambitious and competitive person ... i also probably have anger and trust issues despite how corny that sounds . i might get possessive and really jealous over a few of my friends . im a huge gatekeeper . i laddertype , spam and i overshare if i get comfortable and trust you ! i struggle a lot when talking about my feelings and mostly choose not to . i can avoid confrontation or communcation sometimes but i promise im working on that !! also im strongly attached to some of my faves im NOT normal about them Haha ... i can reply late and ghost ppl sometimes !! im also egoistical and have a god complex LOL
my typology is entp neti en(t) ile-2ti sp/so7(so/sp)3(sp/so)8 FLVE 4113 SCUEI sangchol chaotic evil !
i loooooooove all my friends
i wouldnt trade them for anything ! well . neevermind maybe i would but still
im a gachikoi , both with real people and fictional characters . i enjoy rpf
i dont care about proship , comship , or any of that stuff for that matter , i even enjoy dark media but i dont condone the things i read or watch IRL , i also dont romanticise it .
my boundaries are basic stuff — dont exclude me , respect me and my decisions , and dont be associated with someone that doesn't like me . respect and glaze me and i'll like you ❤︎
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