
marcus' lovemail
max , ronnie + abby , rain

max !!
hi max if youre reading this,, i just wanted to say that you're genuinely the most amazing person i've ever met. this may sound corny so my apologies but i love you so much,, more than anyone or anything else and honestly i don't know where i would be if i hadn't had met you. i'm so grateful that we get to spend time with eachother and i hope we can keep doing that, you're so fun to be around and you mean a lot to me. i often dream about you and it bewilders me because i honestly dont know how i managed to get with someone like you /pos you're really funny and such an awesome guy ^_^ also you're handsome but thats corny so shhh. ANYWAYS. you genuinely make me laugh so much,, usually i struggle with finding people funny and it's hard for me to actually laugh but that's not the case with you, youre the funniest person i know and you always make me laugh. you're also the only person i've felt genuine romantic feelings for, i wish we could meet up again because i wanna hug you so bad /r
its been a small while since i wrote here but god i miss you so bad,, even though we talk daily and spending hours doing things together i still cant help miss you. i wish i could hold your hand and hear your voice again,, just having the chance of seeing you brings me so much joy and i mean that. i always get so happy just thinking about you and i always smile when we talk,,, i know i may need some time alone sometimes because i feel drained or that i always fall asleep mid conversation but you dont care,, if anything youre there for me and you genuinely care about me,, it means so much knowing that you do and that youre okay with these things. and i dont think ive told you this but if you ever decide to read this again,, i used to be extremely suicidal before we met and meeting you and just. spending time with you and stuff has helped me so much, even if ive not been doing that well mentally recently, which isnt your fault, youve genuinely helped so much. which is like crazy for me to think about because i was doing so bad for like years ?? if i remember correctly but i wasnt doing that well at all. and im so glad i met you,, honestly i feel like ive matured a little since we first met ? even if i still make stupid jokes but i wish i could kiss you i love you so much max