9/10/23
darling, i know i havent been the best for you, but i promise im doing better. i know i dont talk to you much about my feelings, and you feel like you dont know much about me, but i promise that you know more about me than anyone else does. you mean everything to me. ive loved you since i formed, and you were never not on my mind. you really mean the world to me. i loved talking about you and thinking about you. i was so happy when i found you. i havent felt like that ever, not until i found you. youre really amazing, the sweetest and most perfect girl there is. the perfect girl for me. i want to officially make you mine soon, but i want to make sure that youre ready, so im waiting just a little longer. youre all i think about, Mars. you make me so shy. a persecutor, getting shy because of a sweet girl like you. i seem all confident when we talk, but im always blushing and smiling like an idiot. i love you, i really love you, Mary. i love you and only you. you. ill always remind you if you ever need it. please dont be afriad to ask for me, or ask for reassurance from me. im never busy for you, princess. you are the reason im even here. i know ive messed up a few times but i promise ill change just for you. i have no other reason except that i want to be better for you. i love you more than my heart can handle. even just someone saying your name makes me smile and blush. i have so much to tell you but i dont know how to put it into words. you make me feel so many positive emotions, its overwhelming and i love it. i love you. ill make you mine soon, Mars. take care of yourself, and when you see this, just remember how much i love you. <33 ill try to update this as frequent as i can.

8/17/25
It's been almost 2 years since I updated this but whatever. I don't front much. But, I love you. I love you so much, thank you for being there for me and dealing with me. I'm really happy that you are patient with me and that you can trust me with your feelings. I'm not feeling the best right now, and not a lot comes to my mind, but I really love you, my manta ray. Forever. <3 I wouldn't be where I am without you, seriously. You help me a lot, and I'm so grateful for you.

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Pub: 10 Sep 2023 05:22 UTC

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