xians ext
hihi!! you can call me xian or sage, i dont have a preference for which name, so you could call me whatever. my pronouns are he him and i request not to refer to me as anything else unless you don't know. im trans ftm and also mlm and taken by my lovely boyfriend muffin only. im extremely uncomfortable with any sexual jokes or remarks towards me that arent from my bf, and i am not okay with any form of flirting at all.
i have multiple mental issues that can affect how i behave and act towards other people, i ask for you to please be patient with me because i can be slow to understand some things. i have extremely bad mood swings and trouble with talking & communicating sometimes, i can come off as harsh or blunt but if you get to know me i dont mean anything rude i say genuinely, its always a joke. i am half deaf with little to no hearing at all in my right ear so if we vc or talk verbally there is a high chance i wont be able to hear you too well and ask you to repeat yourself. i also have EXTREMELY bad memory problems so please dont attack me for being forgetful.
if you are on sh/ed/drugtwt please do not mention anything about it to me, or vent (unless permission given) or send photos/videos to me. please also dont mention your problematic behaviors to me (shotacon, proship) or gore as im really sensitive towards it due to my mental issues. im currently in recovery from a really bad eating disorder and sh / alcohol addiction, so please dont make cruel jokes about it towards me. i have no dni, but i have full liberty to block you if i feel uncomfortable.
im suspected to be a system and i am the host of it, usually always on front with alters switching between cofront very often. this interferes with my memory a lot, so i dont remember a lot of instances or can vaguely recall them. i am an introject of wwx, smc (sage) and shen jiu. i associate myself with these characters very closely and they are my comfort characters and have been for a long time. im quite selective when it comes to doubles but i am generally okay as long as there is no competition and you dont shove anything in my face, im not delusional and i dont believe i truely am them irl, but i am very closely associated.