THIS RENTRY CONTAINS THE FOLLOWING TRIGGERING CONTENT , IF THESE BOTHER YOU, PROCEED WITH CAUTION :

manipulation / gaslighting , topics of sexual cheating / sexual topics in general , topics of cannibalism and murder in sexual contexts , inappropriate interactions with minors , sexualization of ships and alters in systems , threatening harm on others , etc.

MELODY'S GARDEN

PREVIOUSLY NAMED THE TRAIN STATION & THE GRAVEYARD

THIS RENTRY WAS MADE BY TWO EX PARTNERS OF MELODY'S GARDEN , ACID (SMPLIVE SYSTEM) , AND CHEM (CLOCK'S VALKYRIE), WITH EXTRA INFORMATION FROM OLD FRIENDS / PARTNERS OF THEM AS WELL.

this is not just any "callout" rentry, and despite our personal grudges against her, me and chem will keep this rentry on topic and only include the genuinely harmful information to protect those and prevent from interacting with them as she is a genuinely harmful person that have hurt numerous people in the past and the present. despite me and chem making this rentry, we will be censoring any and all discord nick/usernames including our own, as well as other people's names mentioned, in a color coded order.

i also HIGHLY recommend reading into this carrd as there are statements and evidence of her actions dating all the way back in 2023 from another ex of hers. a lot of this stuff also has voice call counterparts, so there will be a lack of screenshots in some areas due to most of the stuff being said in vc. i highly recommend hovering over each image as i included explanations for each one.

you might have to refresh to see all the images, as it is a LOT............ sorry about that folks


UPDATE LOG (as requested by an anonymous user ! ty for ur suggestion)

PREVIOUS UPDATE : 12/10/2025 , updated social media profiles due to theme changes
NEW UPDATE : 12/20/2025 , added this & removed a section due to the people involved all being broken up. they are still friends and enable her behavior actively, but the section is now irrelevant as they are no longer together


this rentry will be separated into their respective offenses in order from less severe, to heavily severe , with screenshot proof for each section =

  • comparison of race/financial status, allowing brother to be racist & making offensive/insensitive jokes
  • hopping on hate-trains, shit talking behind people's backs, disinterest of others' struggles and excessive venting/suicide baiting
  • oversexualizing other systems' alters & ship dynamics/mcyt ships
  • making sexual jokes/sharing sexual memes in a server with minors
  • sexually cheating on partner & the manipulation / gaslighting after being found out
  • inappropriate interactions with minors, (possible) weird roleplays with minors
  • mistreatment of pwBPD and other pwDID/OSDD, belittling of disabled people
  • sexualizing/roleplaying cannibalism, murder & blood kinks
  • threatening harm on partners and other people
  • other general/smaller problems

comparison of race / financial status , allowing racism & making offensive/insensitive jokes there have been a few occasions of melody comparing races, even going after her own race, telling chem (who is also bodily mexican) that he "looks" white, as well as making the assumption that he did not have his green card, because of his location being very close to the mexico-usa border. she has also allowed her brother, who is only a few years younger than her at the time of writing this (she is 20, keep this in mind for now and for later purposes), to say the n word on call to a bodily black system (me, acid), only stopping after i said something. she claims that he says slurs he cannot reclaim, but does not make an attempt to stop him from actually saying those slurs, especially in a voice channel with multiple other people. this does not end there however, as she has made a few offensive and insensitive jokes herself. an instance i recalled where her brother had said the n word while we were all on call

an instance chem recalled where her brother had yet again made another insensitive joke which melody had found funny, despite it not being funny to everyone else, indicating that these types of jokes are normalized and joked about within her family

chem saying that he would be uncomfortable with how many border crossing and green card jokes melody would make despite never suffering from it, she would make these jokes because she knew chem lived at the border. another friend of hers also explained that she would always make insensitive jokes on the bottom of the screenshot

chem recalling the time she made a racist/black centered joke on ponytown. right in front of me no less, making a joke like "is it because he's black?"

chem recalling the time when mel made an insensitive comment about native americans to chem, who is bodily native american on top of mexican

chem explaining a time when mel and a mutual ex friends of ours thanking and praising trump for bringing back tiktok despite the fact that he was doing it to gain love from america, considering in the past he was also trying to get tiktok banned.

chem explaining that he was not aware of my financial troubles, because melody would often retain information despite chem asking and being worried about me, as well as mutual friend explaining that in public/with other people, melody would say that i was just "having wifi troubles", but when it was just her and this mutual friend, she would shit on me for "being broke", which was not true as this was only one of the occasions of my financial troubles due to fault of my mother's company.


hopping on hate-trains, shit talking behind people's backs, disinterest of others' struggles and excessive venting/suicide baiting melody has a running history of hopping on hate-trains solely to shit talk, and will shit talk on anyone regardless of what they were to her before. i am a victim of this, her own partner (now ex partner for the second time, and i don't doubt that she's doing it again currently). she'll air out people's personal business in very much public channels, and has even publicly shared an extremely personal and vulnerable document i had made upon the discovery of her and our other partner at the time cheating on me sexually with another system, only deleting it after receiving criticism from a mutual friend. she has also shit talked on a friend of hers, who she hypocritically criticized on their joke about flirting with an ex friend of theirs who has dated numerous minors from 18-19, while melody herself created a decoy account specifically to try and gain access to said ex friend to "expose" them, while also not saying anything to local authorities (she has this person's entire address and could easily contact authorities herself with the evidence she has, but she refuses). she also shows very little to no interest in not only other people, including her own partners' struggles, but their general interests too, immediately attempting to shut down conversation between others to talk about her own interests, which has resulted in people feeling left out numerous times. on top of this, she has a tendency to excessively vent to other people, especially pertaining to her own partners, and has even suicide baited many times, resulting in a mutual friend fearing that she would genuinely hurt herself.

melody had shit talked on an ex partner, who granted is not a great person either, but melody called them a "replacement" for chem because she was too afraid of telling her feelings to him, which made him feel much worse

mel would frequently say that she "needs to disappear" indicating run away from her problems, also shit talking a 16 year old for making a joke about flirting with someone they dated before who is a predator. however mel also dated this person, as seen in other screenshots below, and made a decoy account simply to fuck around with them instead of reporting them to the police, which she is able to do because she has their address, as she doxxed this person in our public server

chem explaining a time when mel was completely uninterested in me and chem's passionate discussion over retro gaming and old music, even though it is something we frequently bond over

the main group recalling about how melody would often not accept people's interests just because she didn't "find interest in them" or they were "wrong" to her in some way. 3 examples of this are shown in the screenshot, but she has felt this way about other fandoms before, such as south park, camp camp, the animation meme community, etc.

friend recalling the time me and mel first broke up, and how she had dug into my personal sexual interests publicly in vc, i guess as a way to shit talk?? chem also explaining in the screenshot that mel's public nsfw thread was not locked and could be seen by everyone who was in the server, regardless of if they wanted to or not

same friend defending me and stating that it was wrong that mel had shared my private document, to which "n" defensively started going off about "disproving" it, even though it was a very emotion filled and honest document????????????

friend explaining that mel would very terribly put no trigger warnings or ask to vent to them, would talk about s/h and killing herself even if they were going through something terrible themselves. mel has no prior history of self harm (according to her herself) and lies/manipulates people she vents to just so she gets her way

mel showing no interest in something that i was very passionate about at the time, which ended up making me very upset because the song reminded me of her and i perceived the no interest as rejection

i don't exactly know why this tweet was made, but she was clearly vague posting about someone, saying that they need to grow up before she does, which..... is wrong considering she's 20

just one of a few examples of her suicide baiting. other examples you can find on the carrd provided above, which are much worse as she did so to minors

tweet she made directly after that one. during this entire thing, she was in my dms trying to hide the fact that she was suibaiting

specific tweet from her private account possibly attempting to guilt trip me and chem, saying that she's a horrible person and that we don't deserve the pain that she's put us through, which is kind of funny considering she's now trying to make herself seem like the victim


oversexualizing other systems' alters & ship dynamics/mcyt ships some of melody's alters have been known to oversexualize alters from other systems, primarily her partner systems, making those alters uncomfortable to the point where they completely stop fronting or get their place taken by another alter in an act of protection. she is also known to oversexualize mcyt ship dynamics, primarily ratpierce (doctor4t + clownpierce) and winrat (winsweep + doctor4t), even attempting to make her friends do sexual roleplays solely because of those ships. she also has a tendency to share nsfw artwork in discord threads involving numerous ships from her fandoms, including dandy's world and forsaken primarily. (one of these nsfw artworks will be important for another part of the rentry, keep close watch!)

a statement from chem about her sexualizing numerous characters, which i can vouch for as she almost consistently talked about characters sexually, her own characters, other people's characters, etc.

another statement from chem explaining that alters of his were fine interacting initially until alters of mel's would oversexualize these alters, resulting in them going in hiding

mel sexualizing her own oc, saying that she "needed" them

mel's alter caspian sharing gifs of his favorite cc's, saying that he needs them all bad "lowkey", which is shown below

another instance of her being insanely obsessed with cc ships. there are many other instances of this happening, but there is genuinely so much that this rentry would have taken many more days to complete and it would have been extremely cluttered if i included everything

continuation of above screenshot

just one of many instances of mel's alter looey sexualizing chem's alter sprout

another one of many instances of mel's alter looey sexualizing chem's alter sprout

another one of many instances of mel's alter looey sexualizing chem's alter sprout

another one of many instances of mel's alter looey sexualizing chem's alter sprout. we're all gay so don't twist the narrative about the slur usage

another one of many instances of mel's alter looey sexualizing chem's alter sprout

another one of many instances of mel's alter looey sexualizing chem's alter sprout

another one of many instances of mel's alter looey sexualizing chem's alter sprout, general screenshot of looey just being overly sexual

another one of many instances of mel's alter looey sexualizing the character sprout in general

mel's alter rossy explaining that one of mel's oc alters, bunner, is a "freak" because he enjoys being yelled at, alluding to chem's oc alter eveyln, who bunner has a sexual obsession with, which you will see below

mel's oc alter, bunner, being weird and sexual about chem's oc alters, eveyln and eve

this isn't related to any ocs or mcyt/ship dynamics but rather another one of chem's personal ocs, his own alternate universe version of guest 666, and how melody thought it was a fetish/kink thing that her early design would wear a lot of feminine clothing while being amab. in this universe, guest 666 is not cisgender. he also recalled that melody was upset that his alternate universe version of noli was not a cisgender male, but rather genderqueer.


making sexual jokes/sharing sexual memes in a server with minors before the decision to make a solely 18+ version of our friend group's server, there was a 16+ version, which is now inactive, but when it was frequented, melody would make excessive sexual jokes and memes in the server, with the youngest member being 15 turning 16 and two other minors present, both of which were 16. she would also regularly talk about things such as her chest in both voice channels and her own personal channel. on top of this, her irl life was also a problem, as she has two much younger brothers (both under the age of 12) who she shares a room with. these brothers were constantly around during calls, and she has said numerous sexual things in front of them, including her own kinks, sexual interest in roblox characters, etc. she has also touched herself in this exact room, but it is unknown if her brothers were present or not, though it is expected for them to be in there, regardless of whether they were sleeping or not.

one instance of her sending suggestive art in the 16+ server, immediately thirsting over it publically. granted, this was in her private channel which was locked away from minors, but there are occasions of her saying very sexual things outside of her channel, in places like the tts channel, and other places within the server that were not locked away from minors.

a message that mel had sent in the 16+ server, being very weird about her chest area. she is known to talk about her chest very frequently, which there will be screenshots of this as well, mostly in a negative context, but talking about it regardless.

another occasion of her talking about her chest

another occasion of her talking about her chest

another occasion of her talking about her chest


sexually cheating on partner & the manipulation / gaslighting after being found out around late february to march, melody had been dating me and another system (i will call them "n" throughout this section), but n had alters who had crushes on another system's alters (who i will call "a" throughout this section), and therefore we had a discussion about if alters could date other system's alters and such, which we came to an agreement that we would date collectively, but other alters can date other system's alters, and i had made an additional rule to communicate absolutely everything with me beforehand, as i have bpd and proper communication is a very important part of healing for me. they both agreed and decided to date the respectable alters in a's system. however, things ended up becoming different between them, to the point where it started to personally trigger bpd episodes in me, to which i decided to isolate before anything got out of hand. i come on one day to find one of n's alters freaking out saying that melody, n, and a had phone/call sex, which was not at all communicated with me and thus triggered me severely, forcing me to go back into hiding. during that period of time, they had phone sex multiple other times, and would frequently yearnpost and tweet sexually about each other, to the point where i got tired of it and wrote an entire document on how i felt during a (understandable) bpd split, stating that it was not ok what was happening and that this bordered on cheating territory. i sent this document to melody, to which she then sent over to n, and instead of handling the situation properly, they both made the decision to break up with me instead, with melody claiming that me "accusing" her of cheating bothered her. we talked through twitter dms, as i had sent the document through twitter since i deleted discord for my own comfortability and safety, and she had proceeded to gaslight me, saying that i was not online therefore she was not able to include me, claimed that we "barely talked" (we did very consistently before the cheating occurred), and then claimed that she couldn't show attention to me because i "responded dry", making excuses instead of addressing the cheating at hand, and after a good few bits of back and forth, she finally stopped responding to me, leading to me spiraling and writing down one final statement in rage, providing screenshots of if what they did was considered cheating, which it was. i have since then deleted the document and properly apologized to her for lashing out as a result of my splitting (which she herself did not even apologize for cheating or even for doing things without my knowledge, which speaks for itself), but i have numerous vents from when the cheating was occurring, and a vent directly after the breakup that shows how mentally destroyed i was.

screenshot of an alter from "n"'s system freaking out about them, mel, and "a" having sex on call. this is how i found out that they were sexually involved

her claiming that we "barely talked", which we did talk, but she would never initiate conversation because she was too busy hanging out with "n" and "a"

the time where she claimed that her and "n" were asleep therefore they were not able to talk, but that was a lie as they had all been yearnposting on twitter prior to my split

the final dms sent, where she prior to sending these, tried to claim that i couldn't be included because everytime they tried to talk to me i responded dry, and they wanted to know if i was ok, which she had only asked once or twice by the way before going right back to being lovepilled with "n" and "a"

her vague posts which i can only presume was about me or chem

another vague post directed at everyone, me, chem, "n", etc.

one of my vents in a friend server about this situation, as i don't have the doc that i sent to them anymore

another one of my vents in a friend server about this situation, as i don't have the doc that i sent to them anymore

another one of my vents in a friend server about this situation, as i don't have the doc that i sent to them anymore

a response from mel's previous ex about the entire situation, as i had brought it up to them

a response from friends of mine when i had vented about it prior to the breakup. i would have uploaded the entire conversation but the censoring is a lot of work LOLLL

continuation of friend group's response


inappropriate interactions with minors, (possible) weird roleplays with minors melody has had quite a few inappropriate or weird interactions with minors, one of which is still currently a minor. there are also quite old screenshots provided by an ex of melody of her making weird jokes and talking about tmi/sexual situations and showing suggestive content to minors. she has made touching jokes to minors recently and has made many general weird jokes around minors. this does tend to be a very nuanced topic, however, she has also made weird jokes towards a now ex mutual friend, around 2 weeks after they turned 18. the person did initiate one of the conversations themselves according to melody, but we feel that it is still weird for the conversation to be happening in general, as this person had just turned 18. it is also possible that melody is having weird roleplays with minors currently, but we are unsure of this as she never gives a clear cut description of what roleplays she does with these minors. she has also reportedly gotten jealous at these minors for doing things like myth hunting and playing forsaken without her, which is definitely some strange behavior considering she is 20, and these are children. she has also tried to become a "motherly" figure for multiple minors both in the past and currently, even going as far as to state that a minor who she invited to a private server for forsaken was "like a son" to her. this child's age is ambiguous as of now but they sounded no older than 16, let alone 14. (update: they're 15)

one of mel's weird touching joke interactions with a then 16 year old, who she is still friends with to date. this minor is also one that she dated previously in a polycule with a 18, now 19/20 year old who has been mentioned in this rentry for being a predator, but claimed that she only dated them to get them away from the 18 year old. she has also called this minor hot when they were 15.

one of mel's ex partners explaining the above situation, which the screenshot proof for this claim is in their carrd, which i linked above. this message was sent in 2024, indicating that mel had done this either in really early 2024, or late 2023

basically same thing explained above, except in more detail. for context, mel went by ezra in early 2024 when we first met, so her ex calls her ezra a lot in our dms.

her "feeling bad" for not doing anything about said predator, and claiming that there's nothing she can do at this point...... even though there very much was. she had refused to contact authorities on them

mel's weird interaction with ex mutual friend who had just turned 18 about 2 weeks prior to the conversation. even if this was a joke, it is not ok. this was when it was just me and her dating, which she would also frequently make very nsfw jokes with people while we were dating

another instance of this happening

friend explaining that they were uncomfortable with a minor in the original 16+ discord server because of how mel was so casually weird with them

me explaining that there was a minor that mel had brought into a private forsaken server with me, her, and chem, and talked very casually with them. it is unknown how old this minor is, but they could be no older than 16 judging by how they sounded.

UPDATED: the person in question above is in fact 15 years old, a whole 5 years older than melody.

another screenshot of me saying this

chem explaining about how mel had private messaging access to minors, including one myth who a minor in and out of character, but would yell at chem and a mutual friend of ours about said myth being a minor even though she was the one private messaging this minor and many others

explanation by mutual friend of mel being in an nsfw server with mostly minors and the ex mutual friend, who was 17 before making the server and spanned it after they turned 18 too

continuation of post. even if this is not correct and mel was erping/posting pornographic material in the server with the adults, mel was still around minors and did these things in front of minors


mistreatment of pwBPD and other pwDID/OSDD, belittling of disabled people this does tie very closely with the cheating incident as well, but she is very much known to mistreat other mentally ill people, from people who have bpd, mdd, even did/osdd despite being a system themselves. she has stated to a friend that she does certain things on purpose to make me upset, knowing how easily certain things are able to trigger my bpd, especially since the complete relapse of my recovery and healing process following the cheating incident. she has also told said friend that there's always something wrong with me, because of her consistently triggering my borderline episodes due to doing things that trigger me on purpose just to get reactions, basically indicating that i'm "hard to deal with" because i am constantly triggered by her behavior. not only i have been affected, but said friend has also been affected as well, as they also have bpd. an understandable rule that this friend had made was just for melody to reassure them every so often, because they are prone to splitting even with them taking the time to heal using distance and cbt. reassurance was never provided or not provided properly to them, as well as melody berating them just for asking for reassurance. this friend has reassured and been a crutch for melody's venting ever since they started talking, but once they ask for something, suddenly it's not ok for her? she has also completely disregarded and gave her suicidal partner (not partners at the time but EXTREMELY close) time to himself after relapsing because of her. this hasn't just happened once, but multiple times. her mistreatment of other pwdid/osdd comes primarily from her excessive need to source-date (for people who don't know what this is, it's basically an alter dating an alter they share a source with, solely because they share a source and for no other reason), not taking proper system accountability when she does something wrong, etc. she is also known to belittle disabled people or otherwise completely forget that someone is disabled, including her own partners. poking fun at me for having chronic fatigue and accidentally falling asleep in vc many times, completely forgetting that chem is unable to walk most of the time, and calling people autistic/special in an almost demeaning way when they are trying to be passionate about their interests are just some of the occasions where this has happened. there have also been occasions of her coming into my dms specifically to trigger hypersexual episodes in me, just to leave and do something else, commonly going on roblox or similar. this would cause me to have hypersexual shame and guilt spirals because i was so afraid of making her uncomfortable that i would end up making myself uncomfortable because of how guilty i felt, not talking about sexual stuff in the appropriate places for multiple days at a time.

friend admitting that mel purposefully likes to trigger my bpd episodes

extension of explanation above

chem explaining that mel said in vc that she "copes" by ignoring people on purpose, she has done this numerous times, even to people who have bpd and made it extremely clear to her that they have bpd, yet she still does it anyways, triggering them on purpose. this got so bad that an alter from chem's system had to check up on friend mentioned because it made the alter feel sick what was happening

mel completely forgetting that chem is disabled, to the point where he had to remind her. we would have excused her for this, as she is a system, if she didn't consistently get reminders of it. chem had told her numerous times that he has a cane, that he had to use wheelchairs and walkers to move around, even saying that his mom is his caretaker during a talk about a meeting plan.

chem stating how much he hated when mel would just call me and him autistic when we infodumped about our hyperfixations and special interests. this was a very frequent occurrence.

friend stating that mel would belittle them for having brain damage, calling them stupid and slow for things they cannot control

mel coming into my dms to purposefully trigger hypersexuality within me knowing that my system has highly hypersexual alters. this interaction caused me to spiral into a bout of hypersexual shame and guilt, which i did post about on my own nsfw private twitter a night later, which will be shown below

the tweet i made about the hypersexual shame and guilt that mel triggered within me the night before. i left the twitter account and stopped talking about anything sexual for multiple days after this due to a deep shame spiral and sexual repulsion that was caused by her

chem's explanation of the above images, stating that while they were in vc together, mel stated that she would dm me those things and then immediately go back to playing roblox, which she did. indicating that this all could have been avoided if she didn't go into my dms with those things

more indications of her doing this to me, which led to many more shame spirals. this specific interaction was when i was still very deep in the bpd trenches as well, so the shame was just as terrible, leading to a relapse after this interaction

more of said interaction. i actually wrote that i said i was going to sleep, but i actually sat awake for several hours deeply ashamed with myself, leading up to a relapse. got my days mixed up, apologies for that!

chem explaining that he told mel that he had trauma specifically surrounding dogs, and him asking that all she does is mute when the dog she has barks, but she completely disregards this and does not mute. i have been around for a few of these moments as well, so i can vouch for him

chem recalling the times when he admitted to melody that he wanted to harm himself, as he has had an issue with self harm for quite a while, especially during a specific few months of being part of the friend group, and melody would commonly leave him alone to himself, instead of helping like any other person would. however she fully expects other people to be there for her all the time when she is just a little upset

chem remembering the peak of when him and melody would play vrchat, and how she would force him, who is severely socially anxious, to interact with other people and be in public worlds along with her. melody would commonly play the victim at this time, despite him making it very clear multiple times that he is socially anxious and hates being in public spaces where he does not feel comfortable.

chem also remembering when melody had told him to "just go back to sleep" when he was awoken in a panic from a ptsd induced nightmare, which if you know anything about mental health, "just going back to sleep" is not something you can do when struck with a ptsd induced nightmare, you should be supportive even if you can't help fully, which is something melody would often not do for people, especially people with trauma

chem going more in depth about the ptsd induced nightmare. he stated that he ended up just leaving call after a bit because it made him feel worse


sexualizing/roleplaying cannibalism, murder & blood kinks this also does relate to the cheating incident in a sense, however melody has come out a few times saying that she is into blood and cannibalism, making a friend of hers roleplay as their smp interpretation of purpled getting his cut off and eaten by her smp interpretation of doctor4t, and even having extremely sexual conversations with a (the system mentioned earlier) relating to cannibalism, stating that cannibalism is not safe, but is a huge turn on for her. (a is also known for having extremely disgusting kinks, but that is another story that is not for me to tell!) she then "retracted" this statement, saying that she was pressured into saying so, and was actually uncomfortable, although it is clearly shown in the screenshots that she actually is enjoying it. she has also posted on her nsfw private twitter that blood is "fascinating" to her, and although she would "never" hurt someone else, she would enjoy seeing it and when she herself bleeds somewhere like on her hand, she would look at it and get turned on. on top of this, she posted a piece of nsfw artwork in her own personal roblox nsfw thread, where telamon, the forsaken skin of shedletsky was getting his wound fingered by builderman (in the common buildermon ship), and said that it was "her". she has also stated on call that she is sexually into being stabbed and that she would get turned on by the concept of her partners stabbing and killing her, indicating that she has a fetish for murder, this could be specifically towards herself or another person, but regardless it is extremely weird.

friend explaining that mel made it so in their smp roleplay, her interp of rat cut off their interp of purpled's leg and ate it, psychologically tortured purpled, and conditioned him into believing that her interp of rat was his parent

a screenshot that mel personally sent, of her dms between her and "a", to which she then explained that she was not "into it" therefore she was uncomfortable, which she lied about.

continuation of dms

mel in her public nsfw thread sending a tweet of telamon and builderman eroguro nsfw, stuttering and stating that it was "her"

mel explaining on her nsfw private twitter that blood is fascinating to her and she gets turned on by seeing herself bleeding

chem recalling the time that she said in vc that she was into getting stabbed and would frequently fantasize and would be turned on when she would think about her partners killing her

testament from mel's previous ex stating that she was indeed into really weird fetishes, and would even say that she was going to kidnap and torture this ex as a form of "flirting", among other things


threatening harm on partners and other people she is very commonly known in our friend group space to be highly aggressive towards just about anyone, including her own partners and people she finds immense comfort in. she would go to rant to a friend about how mad she was at me or chem when we "upset" her for whatever reason, and say how much she wanted to hurt people, including me and chem, who were very much still her partners at the time. she also aired out on her vent private twitter how much she wanted to punch this same friend for rightfully splitting on her after she had harassed this friend's brother over a roblox myth that he was a part of, which is her current fixation as of right now. this level of anger should never be okay, especially to the point where it is starting to turn into thoughts of violence against the people you love, it is the reason why there are so many dv cases out there nowadays, and is extremely dangerous.

friend admitting that melody had been saying harmful stuff about me and chem behind the scenes, to the point where said friend wanted to cry because of what was being said

friend also explaining that they would believe that mel thinks me and chem "deserve better" if she didn't shit talk and say horrible things about me and chem and say how much she wanted to hurt people because of these things

the vague tweet of mel saying that she wanted to punch friend for rightfully splitting on her


other general problems melody blatantly misgendering both real people and roblox characters despite being told multiple times about their appropriate pronouns. this is not an accident as she was told directly or was hinted about it on numerous occasions and would even use said pronouns once before switching to other ones. she has also shat on people's art numerous times, even shitting on chem's alternate universe c00lkidd design because he looked "anorexic" to her, when he was just normal weight. me and chem explaining about the forsaken characters and what pronouns they use, while mel used he/him for all of them exclusively. me also explaining that two time, a character that i main on forsaken, uses they/them, and she was aware of this because she used they before going back to he/him multiple times

chem explaining that a oc of his used they/them, but mel would only use she/her for them

me explaining that she uses almost exclusively they/them for me, only choosing to use my proper pronouns when other people would use them, despite my uncomfortability with they/them being used on me in a non-plural manner. chem also explaining at the bottom that she would often not use he/him for him despite him saying that he would like it if people used he/him more, with her responding quickly after

another recalling from chem about her calling him "wife" or "huswife", which was her way of saying husband and wife as a bigender thing because i myself am bigender/a boygirl, despite chem's frequent attempts to shut down the use of she/her and feminine terms being used on him

chem explaining that mel chooses to ignore using other alter's name and pronouns without an actual reason. chem also explains later on that he stopped using pluralkit completely because she would continuously choose to ignore the alter's name and pronouns, even if they had issues with identity

chem explaining that he started to notice that mel would only address alters by their name if she liked them, but wouldn't do the same for alters she didn't like. he gave an example between two of his alters, one that mel liked, and one that mel didn't

chem explaining that mel called his ck design anorexic

melody getting highly upset at me for selfshipping with forsaken noli and claiming that i only like him for his theme, overall being very possessive over said character to the point where she targetted me on forsaken many times simply because i would hover over her when she would play noli. (this is what started this entire thing for your information, none of this would have been made if she wasn't violent over me liking noli). has also been controlling when it comes to fandoms, shit talking others simply for reposting fandoms they don't like or fandoms that she herself doesn't like. she has also been obsessive over people she has crushes on, as seen by an old friend of hers who she had an obsessive crush on. she has also forced her friends to do rps and other things solely for shipping reasons

screenshot of friend admitting that melody said on call that i like noli for his "theme"

the exact words mel told said friend in vc about me liking noli, which is completely wrong by the way, and is insanely obsessive. noli is a fictional character.

mel being possessive over roblox myths, getting actually angry and refusing to speak to people if they have more myths attention on them than they do on her

extension to above message

chem recalling that mel would get mad over him reposting fandoms that she didn't like, indicating that she is very controlling over what fandoms her friends and partners indulge in. she also got mad at friend who is mentioned in this rentry for liking reposts of mel's that involved forsaken, because said friend "didn't like it" when it was because they kept getting forced to play and eventually felt uncomfortable because of it

friend explaining that mel called them once night and started saying that chem hated her simply because of him ending our matching profile pictures, which we had for months prior, and chem had changed his profile picture to a comfort character of his, loveshot dusekkar.

chem recalling a time when he was venting about missing his old friends and being scared that they are going to fall apart, while melody makes it about herself and assumes that he hates her and the group chat despite him not even mentioning her or that he hated her

friend stating that mel aggressively forced them to emote with a complete stranger on a roblox game for many hours because she "shipped them" due to the fact that they were both in jester costumes, with the other person being a noli cosplayer

screenshot of mel thanking friend for dancing with person, to which friend makes a joke saying that they're tired, to which mel responds "nuh uh"

following screenshot where friend says that they're being targetted by mel, because mel would frequently make jokes about this friend not pulling any partners as if they don't have severe trauma from past relationships and are aroace, when mel made them dance on a game for 5 whole hours just for a ship

mel's obsessive crush behavior as stated by an old friend of hers. she still continues to exhibit these behaviors today, claiming that she is characters who are seen as "obsessive" lovers, and listening to songs specifically about stalking and obsessive love

didn't exactly know where to put this so i'm making it it's own section, but chem's alter luke explains about mel's alter noli (and some other within her system) being unnecessarily aggressive to him, claiming that he "liked it" because he listened to noli's aggressiveness, and forcefully trying to get him and chem's other alter taph to date because taph would make jokes about how much it liked stickmasterluke and that by dating luke, it would basically be like "dating the actual admin", insinuating that them dating would solely be because luke is a stickmasterluke introject

screenshot of this explanation by luke himself

also didn't know where to put this, as it's quite a few different things in one, but there are multiple different explanations in this screenshot, from chem recalling that melody would just straight up forget that him talking causes him to be harmed and unable to talk for many days, as well as him having social anxiety, but would force him to talk and be social anyways, to me recalling a time she left me completely alone, spiking my abandonment trigger, because she was more focused on chem on one of our date nights where it was just us for most of the night, as well as me recalling how melody would regularly make sexual jokes in front of actual children on child-oriented vrchat worlds, and was very quick to friend people without acknowledging that they are a minor. she still tends to do this as she actively has actual minors in her friends list on roblox, and i can only assume that she does on vrchat as well

screenshot here

melody's questionable selfship with the cashier from the game "get a snack at 4am" on roblox, who is canonically 17 years old. she has not only called him her boyfriend, both in the gasa4 and regretevator versions of cashier, but has also made selfship stuff on roblox with her adult oc/sona and him, even making one of them her google background (i don't have proof of this specifically because it was in vc but both me and chem recalled seeing it on one of her vc streams before)

me recalling her obsession with cashier

chem stating that he went to go check the wiki for cashier the first time melody stated that he was her boyfriend

numerous instances of her adult oc and cashier being made to pose together romantically on avatar catalog creator on roblox, you can see my surprise knowing that she did this without me knowing

cashier's listed age on the wiki

another indicator of cashier being under the age of 18, answered by the get a snack at 4am dev themselves


and despite all of this, she has taken absolutely 0 accountability, instead, she has decided to unfriend/block everyone she knew from the friend group, including outside people who had no involvement whatsoever off of every platform, and continue on with her life as she was before, making a completely new friend group and chasing after a complete stranger that she just met romantically. this is the reason why i have decided to create this rentry, because me, chem, and everyone else who has been affected by melody, old and new, deserve apologies, deserve to be shown change and growth from her, she needs a reality check, and she needs to seek her own help. she very often makes the claim that she is unable to get help because of her parents, but keep in mind that she is 20 years old, well over the age to do things without her parent's permission. she is not changing because she does not want to. she will attempt on claiming to change in order to erase her past mistakes, but we are not letting this go, because we know she will not truly change. and if you see this mel, we aren't going to forget what you did. this entire thing could have not happened if you had managed to properly communicate and apologize to your literal partners (who would NOT have been mad at you if you just communicated like a healthy relationship should), and you running away from your problems instead of making an effort to become a genuinely better person proves that you have no emotional maturity and are not ready for a relationship at all, yet you still jump into them. all we want for you is to apologize and actually change your behavior, hell, maybe if you actually apologized, we could've deleted or even never made this rentry in the first place. the guilt tripping and victimized behavior is not going to save you no matter how much you believe it is going to, and you need to take the proper action to become better.

thank you to everyone who read through this entire rentry, i know it's a lot, but this has been (and still is being) heavily documented over the past few months, so there was going to be a lot regardless. me and everyone else appreciate you for reading.

HER SOCIAL MEDIAS (THAT WE ARE AWARE OF, UPDATED)

discord - melodys_garden

main vrchat - melodys_garden

alt vrchat - thegraveyard05

(dunno why it says we're still friends if i have her blocked LOL)

main twitter - melodys_garden

(won't be giving her private twitters publicly. if you want me to send them to you privately, i made an atabook for those who want to ask any questions or anything like that)

tiktok - melodys_garden

roblox - nancynanc06

little update thing but not really, i ended up finding screenshots from a server that me and her ex friends and ex partner shared. unfortunately i am unable to censor these as they're really bad quality, but these are all extremely old anyways so i've made a little mini rentry for them here!

not really an update but i just wanna say i think it's really weird how melody chose to date zephyr, who mind you is freshly 18, and only turned 18 AFTER melody turned 20. kind of weirdchamp yeah?

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Pub: 25 Jul 2025 10:15 UTC

Edit: 21 Dec 2025 04:13 UTC

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