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𓏫 ๑。lovebook ! 𓏽 ݁꒱

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lovebook people!!
vincent , renny , noah , alexis , vani , saski! ( in order )

i dont add anyone unless they ask!! id rather not make anyone uncomfortable with all the ilys & views !!

vincent-

vincent the first one on the lovebook because u always ask to be first so!! i love how silly u are!! and even though i said it seems like sometimes your trying to entertain a child i dont mean it!! i know i act childish at times but you make me comfortable to do so i love you!! mwah

renny-

renny!! ive known you for awhile boi and i laughed everytime we talk ur so funny sweet and rlly hot heh. /srs hmu renny (/hjmaybe) im rlly happy we stayed friends for this long!! and i enjoy talking smack w you i love u boii!!!

noah-

noah ur cool ig. /hj your very funny and i enjoy ur company i like talking about ur drama its interesting keep me updated i also enjoy making jokes with you and even if i get mad at u or something please know it is all jokes i love u king!!

alexis-

alexis!! your so funny and i love playing roblox with you im sorry if i ever spam u or text u randomly i js miss you boy!! ur a really fun person to hang around and like the advice you give me im sorry if i ever vent randomly and worry you you just make me feel so comfortable i love you sm kiss!!

vani-

vani haiaii i havent known you for long but i rlly like talking with you and you made me feel so much better about that one situation thank you so much and your so funny and i enjoy texting you!! i love you!!

saski -

saski my cousin my reason for still being here im very happy you stayed with me throughout everything ive been through and you having to hear about it im very sorry to burdened you with my sorrows i dont mean to you are just the one person that will always make me feel better no matter what my biggest supporter and my biggest hater i know i spam you sometimes but thats only because i miss you and you instantly boost my mood i am sorry for how i am i dont choose to be this way but even if i was different i would still want to be your friend i dont think anyone could have friendship like ours you stayed nomatter how bad i was or how much i tweaked you talked me through all of it and still stayed i am in deep gratitude for that because without you i wouldnt have lived to meet all the people in this lovebook now im sorry if i ever hurt you i hope you know i dont try to its js the way i am i like how i can be childish with you and not worry about someone judging me i like how u laugh even if my jokes arent funny i enjoy your company the most ( sorry to other ppl reading ) if everyone were to abandon me i know youd stay and if everyone abandoned you i would stay i hope we never drift apart i like how funny you are and our inside jokes i enjoy staying at ur house where i feel safe i am still sorry if i caused any problems i swear i never try to you might be the closet friend i have or ever will have and i love your hamster stickers dont let anyone tell u otehrwise im very happy you choose me as ur friend i enjoyed all the time we spent together even if it looked like i didnt my longest lasting best friend even before i knew how bad i was you were still there i think anything could happen to me as long as your here i could take the worlds troubles and traumas and would still live just for you i would gladly rib my stomach open if it met i would feed you i would run myself over 100 times if it met youd never get ran over i would spill any blood if it was what you wished i would block everyone i know if it i could relate to you more i would live for you the same way id die for you you helped me figure out things and how to process them youve helped me in ways no one else could or ever can you will always be my reason for living if the world were to have a apocalypse right now youd be the only one id worry about i truly believe you are my favorite person though i do not fully understand what it means for ive seen people use it differently i think the title fits you perfectly ive written you so many suicide notes in my head but knowing how youll react keeps me from actually sending them im sorry for worrying you when you shouldnt be exposed to such things i hope maybe in a different life i was born in right situations to make your life worry free i did not mean to grow up this way but if i have ever brought you any sadness feel free to project it onto me im sorry for existing the way i do even tho im aware you dont mind i am sorry i am not able to be the person you might not want to be your friend but i am very glad you are mine i am sorry for exposing you to my problems and hope that you will never be like me i hope you will use me as a stepping stone and jump off once you feel it is time to let me go i am sorry and always will be but you cannot change something set in nature i apologize for wanting to leave you alone but it is for my own good and i would hope you understand eventually but not now now we can enjoy each others company as much as you please i dont mind do anything or going anywhere as long as its with you i am sorry for having terrible things happen to me if it worries you i am sorry for being who i am if it burdens you but sadly i am selfish and will hold on to you as long as youll let me and when you let go hopefully peacefully live my last days i am sorry for this all i do wonder if your life would be better if you hadn’t met me then you would not know how bad someone can really get and would probably have lived a less worrisome life maybe in another life i am a cook and your a baker but unfortunately i have given up i do hope you use me as a example to do better for yourself as i fail i will live on for you and only you as no one else can change that ( sorry outside viewers ) i know i keep talking about maybe in a different life either way i am just happy to be living this life with you i appreciate you and truly believe i wont be able to appreciate anyone else like i do you my friend

more soon to come! ( sorry if your paragraph is a wip !!! </3 )

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Pub: 21 Mar 2026 06:15 UTC

Edit: 23 Mar 2026 00:01 UTC