Month/Day/Year Hi my name is tora and this is my blog. i use this simply for fun, if there is a problem with anything i said tell me (nicely). more


10/06/25: redid yet again. hi everyone! this is basic so I don't really have a problem with the layout although i feel like my old one was a lot prettier. the border on this layout was a pain in my ass but other than that jts ok!

i should probably read yuri Idk I've never read anything like that except cherie crush but that was years ago. i currently have an extremely small list of stuff i want to read:

  1. I Love Amy
  2. Kitakawa
  3. I Want to Love You Till Your Dying Day

i prioritize everything in that order. ila #1 because tame said amy reminds him of me and that intrigues me + tame also likes it so that motivates me a bit more, kitakawa #2 because I've lowkey been postponing it for years now and airi is so cute, i want to love you till your dying day #3 because mimi/sheena is very jytora and jydan likes it so. talking about jydan Me and her talked a little bit ago and i think i am her cannibalism victim now. she said she would still bite me even though i said i taste like the grass on a football field #LOVE i also should probably finish her rentry Oookay. a lot to do today? not really actually.

i drew this for elona earlier It took a long time (around 7 hours) and i worked like a DOG No breaks except when i went to shower so my arms kinda hurt the entire time but she liked it so that's good! drawing kaká was also really tedious. his hair is so ????????

"🚨| 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐈𝐍: Raphinha, Lamine and Fermín are expected to be BACK for the game against Girona after the int'l break. [@sport] #fcblive" SAY WALLAHI

I've been playing fc mobile a lot recently and it's fun! i like it a lot. although I'm mad Nobody is buying my cards. i need roughly 2 billion for the new lamine card Pleeeaase bruh pleeeaseeeeeee
LOL? someone bought my nico card... ok...

I'm convinced the people who say "i wanna do drugs" etc have never once dealt with drug addicts. you "wanna do drugs" in the way jirai kei's do on twitter but those side effects are gonna literally fuck your life over. drugs ruin people, why would you want that? and if someone has dealt with drug addicts and still says that.. why...????? did it not clock to you the effect it has on people? anyone who says stuff like that grosses me out immensely.

killed my girlfriend and it felt so good i opened up her body and I ate her gutssssss Sorry I'm talking a lot all my friends r asleep rn LOL i have no one else to talk to. in a week I'll reread this all and want to wipe it off the face of the earth yet again

jm soTIRED but hi! i got /Fb

we need Joan back so bad jm not even exaggerating. Szczęsny is just not doing it recently Sirry. anyone's better than ter stegen so thank god he's still out but we'velost 2/2 matches with Szczęsny like come on :sob: also seville's bio? Lol? on twt? "4-1" BURN IN HELL

Summary + Notes: Today went pretty well! I didn't feel too negative today except for a few times but they went by pretty fast. I didn't get anything below done today unfortunately. I talked to jydan a bit but that's about it, a little lonely today.
Achievements: /Fb

  • finish jydan's rentry
  • finish my oc yuri
  • talk to tame + jydan

10/07/25: LOL i slept all day (about till 17:00) so i didn't get to talk here a lot today :sob: sorry. I've been sleeping a lot recently Oooops

i like this video a lot. i really really want an irl who'll play football with me. If they're a culer that'll be enjoyable because then we'll get to watch matches together and we'll be able to jump up and down in joy whenever someone scores and we'll be able to scream at the tv whenever someone misses a big chance, if they're a madridista then the banter will be fun. not much else i can think of..

Summary + Notes: Nothing happened today lol I just slept
Achievements: Manager mode World Class III

  • finish jydan's rentry

10/08/25:

Lol i think jm getting my hair bleached todya I'M SOOO FUCKING SCARED

Nevermind my mom cancelled #Amen she was charging 110$ per hour and said it would take like 3-4 hours R u serious? ljterally you're only dying the top of my head (virgin hair too) But whatecer. she rescheduled it to this one place she likes to go to Yya!
but besides that i played dol a shit ton last night Until likke. 8. I got Whitney to love me FINALLY BRUH I like her a. lot. taller blonde masc who's mean to me :eyes: Kylar won't get THE FUCK OUTOF MY HOUSE She got arrested tho so? ..??? they're all girls to me Yippie my sugoi life

also I'm finally mutuals with this oje guy who I've been watching :eyes: for a while Now. thought his name was flame but its malick i think ? his dn is flame but he said his name is in his username So. yet again another madridista with a huijsen pfp Kill me

Summary + Notes: Nothing much Just dol really
Achievements: Whitney love 100%


10/09/25: #Hm. whatever

Hi Everyone! I've noticed malick doesn't tweet a lot I Have his rts turned off so idk how much he rts but i know he doesn't post original tweets all that much. I like him a lot Not like that at all though considering he's college age So. sorry ive been thinking about him a lot recently he'll be brought up probably a lot J can't be normal about anybody brah KILL ME


When I'm older I am Not staying in america. Sawry. not really ,,this place sucks. when I'm older I'll learn Portuguese and, once I can, probably move to Portugal j don't really see my life being anywhere else. I'm probably gonna see a shit load of cr7 but I'll live:heart:as long as i don't get beat tod eath for wearing a messi jersey( joke)
brazil seems fun too but i really wouldn't go there for anything other than football so Maybe not my top priority.

my bitch is Spanish feliz navidad OKAy jts either portugal or barcelona. oooh barcelonnnaaaaaaa.... i shouldn't have thought too hard about this now I'm conflicted. Like Of course I prioritize blood (Portugal) bjt like. barcelona would have so many more preferences of mine and like OKAYWhatever brah. just as long as it's not america + jts too early for me to make a certain decision (time will decide) so I'm not too worried about it im just. brainstorming honestly

tame tame tame tame tame tame I love him man (and all my other friends ♡) Sorry a certain song came on and now I'm in my feels (corny). But whatever IDon't care
I love him a lot I really do He's the best thing that has happened to me in like a while I want to stay friends forever. he makes me happy He makesme really really happy. Keeping thsi to a minimum #Sawry i don't want my feelings to be misinterpreted and people tend to like doing that a lot unfortunately .
this applies to all my friends too I Love them all a lot. no idea where i would be without them LOL i should probably finish my paragraphs. i have a lottt to write.. but that's okay I'm filled with enough love to get through it ♡

Summary + Notes: Today went by well! I talked to tame a bit (not malick though I'm still a bit too scared) and pondered a little bit on where to live when I'm older.
Achievements: N/A

  • Talk to tame (and maybe Malick a bit too)

10/10/25: GOOD MORNING USA Earlier today i talked to malick for an hour. Thisis a big achievement for me Okay? dude when i got the notif that he texted me my heart dropped to my ass But our conversation went well! he's sweet :candy: i liked talking to him. He doesn't seem to care that I'm a culer luckily so that's also nice! Madridistas aren't. that mean. I think?; judging by tame ajd malick they're pretty sweet as friends. I hope me snd him talk more

:thumbsdown: though Because i found out cris sbed me Uuuuh What I do :cry: I'm sad over that But he still has me on discord so. i might text him if i ever get the courage

I'm reading kitakawa
the top of this panel isme

TENNIS MENTIONNNNNNNNNNNNN

Summary + Notes: Talked to Malick properly for the first time + Read a bit of kitakawa. Went by pretty well
Achievements: Talked to malick


10/12/25: Sorry no entry yesterday Life sucked. I don't remember much (like always) though so Whatever.

putting that aside though Hiiii I love my girlfriend Arda. He means a lot to me Once I get my life stuff sorted out he'll definitely end up taking over a huge part of my mind. ithink i'm a bit more lenient on Arda ships compared to Lamine ships? dearda kenarda yamarda I love thme Idrc about other arda ships but they seem chill. with lamine i csn only really like yamarda and deanlamine Everything else makes me jealous. sorry I'm a freak. Although if said person is undeserving of arda (like szobo) I hate it. she only deserves good things Everyone undeserving can fuck off KOnEKIR.jpgKOnECBI.jpgKOnEfXp.jpgKOnEqLN.jpgKOnX3Wx.jpgKOnX2xj.jpgKOnXq0B.jpgKOnXffV.jpgKOnXBUP.jpgKOnXnJ1.jpgKOnXo5F.jpgKOnXxOg.jpgKOnXTzJ.jpgKOnXzba.jpgKOnXAsR.jpgKOnXuWv.jpgKOnXcJt.jpgKOnX70N.jpgKOnXl5X.jpgKOnX0en.jpgKOnX1bs.jpgKOnXGzG.jpgKOnXVs4.jpgKOnXXql.jpgKOnXh12.jpgKOnXjgS.jpgKOnXNd7.jpgKOnXO79.jpg

KOnXYgI.jpg Oh. my god
Also yes I'm choosing to ignore the fact he's a madridista. What I Do Not See Cannot Hurt Me

Summary + Notes: Ardaful
Achievements: N/A


10/13/25: Oc yuri Yayyyy They still don't have names I can't think of anything. I only have their sports preferences down LMAO

I've noticed ? that only people who dk me have insulted me? I can't remember the last time someone close to me insulted me (Excluding cid lol but he was a bitch so he don't count). everyone who actually knows me has ‎ a lot of good stuff to say about me! That's good. wwow I've neevr been this loved before SAWRY I'm still getting used to it. back on topic though ‎ ‎ Everyone who hates me usually have reasons that r built up on lies so :sob: Jeez. that's why i don't Care Why Would I Care about someone hating me if the reasons they hate me rnt even true? I don't want to sound egotistical or anything because i am quite literally the polar opposite but. Don't get me wrong though The stuff I said a long time ago to some people was disgusting and if they hate me for that then that's completely understandable lol I do feel bad for that. I want people to know that i don't share any of the same morals thoughts or really anything as in the past. I was a complete nutjob and i did disgusting shit that i feel no other way than guilty for. I don't want to be associated with how i used to be nor do i want people to think that I'm still the same way Because I'm Really Not. I think I've become a lot sweeter At least I'd hope? All my friends who have described me as something usually use the word sweet so i like to believe that's good. I wish i could apologize to everyone that i hurt in the past but I'm too scared snd I don't really remember anyone in the first placce so.?? But i still hope one day I can make it all right

i csNT STOP LSUGHING

Summary + Notes: Nothing much lol i just drew a bit
Achievements: N/A


10/15/25: Life is horrible right now Well not really but jt feels like it. sorry I'm overwhelmed and a bit scared right now I've been crying for the past hour My heart palpations went away but. :thumbsup: Whatever Sorry I'm not usually this bad ignorethis. Life sucks but at least I have yuhi to comfort mee. Sigh. i really hate not being able to understand someone but I'll get over it Probably. Maybe. Hopefully.
I feel like my summary and all that is useless because i erally. don't remember anything and i haven't been able to come up with anything to do lately Whatever it's aesthetic

I LIED BROTHER WE UPPPPPPPP OPPS R NEVER WINNING I #LOVE

Summary + Notes: idr
Achievements: idr

  • put more effort into understanding him

10/18/25:
What's up y'all :flushed: I'm freaking back. wjo missed tora? it's ayai's birthday today and i wrote her a little. I loove her sao much

Summary + Notes: N/A
Achievements: N/A

  • Talk to Ayai
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Pub: 02 Mar 2023 00:28 UTC

Edit: 19 Oct 2025 07:02 UTC

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