" do you think you'll kill for me one day ? "
NIKOLAI or NEARㅤ
ㅤ he / they . . . 13yo
back , DNI , xtra , socials
fudanshi & scemo
☆ ru/eng OK !ㅤ
ㅤ INTJ 5w6
( yes , of course i will , my darling. )
general byf
one , i am autistic . my special interests are death note , near , and mello x near . if you tell me you like any of those things more than me , you tell me you dislike any of them , or that you relate to near more than me or are near , i will hard block you . even if the message isn't directly at me , seeing someone say that negatively affects me ranging from physical discomfort to vomiting . it isn't personal , it's just for my mental health
two , my timezone is PST .
- on school nights , i go to sleep between 11pm to 3am . i wake up between 6:30 and 7:30 .
- if there isn't school, i'll usually go to sleep between 1am and 5am , and wake up between 9am and 2pm .
three , i don't use tone tags except /nm . i would prefer if you didn't talk to me using tone tags; it makes me feel infantilized .
four , i joke about dark topics such as self-harm , suicide, eating disorders , etc . i also make kys&kms jokes . if this makes you uncomfortable , let me know ! i also jokingly flirt , both romantic and sexual . again , tell me if you aren't OK with it .
five , i'm not comfortable with genuine sexualization; please don't do this ! i am 13 years old so it's really creepy . . .
six , i am extremely mentally unstable . i may suddenly block , drop you, or start being rude . i also may suddenly get extremely attached ( this is more likely ) to you . generally , iwec !!! the littlest thing can make me freak out . i assume everyone around me dislikes me & that i'm annoying. for this reason, i leave servers and groupchats a LOT .
seven , i'm often really dry if we aren't close . i don't get very much social interaction , so i don't know how . . . T_T if you make an effort , i will eventually be fun though !!!
twitter byf
eight , twitter is my diary . i vent & talk about triggering subjects . i don't have a priv since my account is priv , but when i unpriv i'll make one for this .
nine , don't tag me in "oomfs you follow" posts . i don't fucking care it is TWITTER DOT COM !
ten , i interact with objectively problematic people .