july 20
ts was crowded redoing it and my main page
its past midnight but gang is asleep. guys guys hi guys! im gonna print out pictures of my friends and they can watch me sleep. hi friends
july 21
printing out pictures of my friends so they can watch me sleep. pro 2 on stadium
midnight and i gotta know the full lore of this shit before getting involved next time. ion wanna be known for hanging out or harassing a 14 year old bro wtf... xavir help bro the jews are attacking
aug 1
ive been so happy recently for no reason. i got to all-star on stadium days ago i just didnt update. rdr1 is fun but it fuckin kills my hand dude. hi guys! im so happy. hi bro hi bro hi hi hi
aug 4
come back bro i miss you. im worried is all.
aug 5
its almost 6AM and bro is okay. YyAYAY! my life is so good. ok im going back to sleep it still feels like the 4th.
nearing midnight but wtv hii hii hiiiii!!!!! i love my friends so much hi guys hi hiiii HiiiHIIIII
2AM nvm bro LMAO
aug 7
i will never know peace even if its given to me. never forgive, that shits weak and you should get taken advantage of again. fuck off. ive never been so happy. theres nothing i hate more than when people tell me to 'just let go'. thats just telling me to kms, dumbass. which i would never do so if i 'commit suicide' no i didnt. it was tim. its always him. ive also been cooking some banger conspiracies: 'george floyd isn't dead - he's in a lab where they're testing cyborg genetics and its relation to drug use' and 'children are tethered to the devil to carry out his bioterrorism'. i hate the ATF. if tim doesnt kill me then the ATF did. law isnt real its just a threat. i wanna live in the earth and never been seen again. you will never find me. yes the pyramids shoot lasers.
aug 8
i cant give what i dont have and ive given you everything i had. nothin left so i dont matter no more. thats alr. at the end of the day, im still me. thats all i got and thats all i need.

aug 9
1am and i hate everyone especially you. YOU reading this. fuck off
aug 10
im not religious - i dont believe in god but the 'if god exist, why bad thing happen' argument is retarded, you fucking DUMBASS. good cant exist without bad. negativity can only exist with postitivity. for one good thing to happen, there must be something equal in value but negative. it all balances out as nature intended.
aug 14
billions must overcome their struggles to become stronger and to have hope in a better future. giving up and submitting to the status quo is weak. GET UP.
aug 15
i've said it before and i'll say it till im dead: the only thing that seperates humanity and animals is the ability to hate.
aug 16
hi bro ∩^ω^∩
aug 17
YOURE ALL UNDER SPELLS
aug 19
watchin this mf do the exact thing he got mad at ME for... ok dude pmo
aug 20
today was the greatest waste of time
aug 25
been sick but been trolling again and life is great. hi bro hi bro bro bro hiiii
sep 13
i have to go back to a psychiatrist on monday. its because ive said too much about the jews and theyre gonna try and snipe me like charlie kirk. theyre gonna put me in a ward and give me injections to be an israel drone. im actually panicking theyre gonna try and put me back on meds to mentally kill me so they can rip out my angel wings
sep 17
i regret reuniting this. youre a whore.
sep 22
i have things i can not say... one of you knows
sep 23
"pro-life or pro-choice?" neither. there will be no choice and there will be no life. all pregnancies will end in abortion. im totally not just being extreme for the fun of it! yall are retarded. i hate you all. america has lost its culture and tradition. we stood for independence and opposed policies that harmed our people. america is for americans - not israel. i want these frauds taking money from a troublecausing and conniving foreign country out of not only the government but the country as well. if they love israel so much, just go over there and stop forcing us into these wars.
hatred is the most powerful force there is. hatred is human and we've destroyed nature. be full of hate. hate everyone and do better.
sep 29
i feel awfulf
sep 30
im the happiest man alive when im with you
oct 3
im planning
oct 5
its tempting
oct 11
im getting kinda skinny again in the bad way. i go a few days out of the week without eating again. not that im in a bad place mentally - i just dont feel like eating. at most i'll have a potato and that's it. im getting no nutrition from that bru. not that i want to die - im actually pretty happy but i wish i could sleep forever and never wake up. i just really like the feeling of being asleep. and because i sleep all day, i dont burn any calories and i dont feel hungry after sleeping so it becomes this awful cycle.
not eating = tired
tired = not hungry
its stressing out my dad because i am diagnosed with AN so he's gonna think im not ok. he recently had a heart attack. hes not doing too well. idk what to do other than sleep all day. mfs are mad at me but wtv idrc the malnourished apathy is back.
oct 13
i wear a compression sleeve whenever my arm hurts and its to the point the sleeve just slips off my arm because its getting too thin. i cant really do anything because its just getting weaker and weaker - like its all coming undone. it hurts really bad and i can hear my bones sometimes. my legs are constantly spazzing its like they can never rest even though i dont even leave my bed. i had some noodles and an apple today. it wad a red apple but i like green apples best. still good though. toaster is the sweetest cat ever i adore her sm guys say hi to toaster
oct 15
threw up several times last night. slept all day. miserable.
oct 20
almost 1am - keep having bizarre dreams. theyve been related by one common theme. im scared of what my mind is trying to tell me. i deleted all my photos earlier.

oct 22
everyone with an eating disorder is annoying and retarded. your IQ and worth as a human being goes into the negatives if you have an eating disorder. same applies to fat people. just be normal for the love of god you fucking freaks. they all annoy me so much i hate you all.