ㅤㅤㅤMy DiaryㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤIㅤjustㅤwantㅤtoㅤbeㅤlovedㅤbyㅤeveryone . .
CUTE PETITE ASIAN BOY (fingers himself live) TRIVIA: Retired tiktok narc. SA victim. In 2024 I got groomed. Spiritually pansexual. I used to call my ex Mom. Kins Beom-Seok, and Yeon Skylar. I'm bad at math

tropes : loser protag, Accidental Pornomancer, ummm i forgot others


12/10/2025
⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀restarting⠀ㅤ ⋮ㅤI am going to be rewriting all of this. It got too crowded + way too personal... also credits to /daisuke, i took a lot of inspiration from them!
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IM SO EMBARASSED PMO PMO PMO


⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀ok⠀ㅤ⋮ㅤok, this sucks like is my mom retarded? "You shouldn't be talking about her like that" pls shut the fuck up, esp today fml bro, at this point I lowkey think ghosting everybody is the solution like deadass I just got yelled at for taking a book off a desk BUT the teacher lit told us to get a book?? and then this Mexican kid kicked my desk while I was sleeping during history like stop, you big nose fuck oh my god Idc abt my rep atp like I deadass hope his family gets sent back to Mexico and raped. LOL WAIT I FUCKED UP MY (School) LAPTOP BY SLAMMING IT OH SHITTT okay also some other Mexican kid Jesus spat in my mouth

⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀????⠀ㅤ⋮ㅤcan we talk about dan the dancer by Mitski rq. LIKE OH MY GOD "So when he moved with you and felt his body let go, Of course, you couldn't know, it was you and you alone" OHH MYY GODD IM GONNA CRY IT'S SO EBAUTIFUL. Dan the dancer is explained in a form of saying how he has worth of life but he wouldn't mind throwing it away for a lover, using the first lyric as a symbol for being mentally unwell ("Hanging off a cliff), also using "And when he'd say, "Goodnight," and Leave her doorstep" IS ANOTHER SIGN THAT DAN ISNT READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP SINCE HE'S SO DEPENDENT BUT OHH MY GOD I LOVE YOU DAN THE DNACER. AND SHOWING THE LAST PART "And he would never tell you that it was his first time" WHICH IS VALUING THE FACT THAT HE FELT COMFORTABLE ENOUGH TO NOT TELL HER OH MY GODDD when will someone make me feel like dan the dancer ily mitski. can i also mention that I FEEL LIKE... DAN GOT PEGGED? okay mb
OKAY I JUST WENT TO LOOK AT /LEWD FOR RENTRY INPSO AND I STARTED TO LAUGH SO HARD "
fuckin. fucking slut im gonna fucking dom him. gonna stick my dick so deep up his tight fucking little ass"

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⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀????⠀ㅤ⋮ㅤok im making prns cc page I JHATE BEING NEEDY IM GONNA KILL MYSELF PLEASE PLEASE. NOBDPOFUY GETS TJR E CPMCEOT OF WANTING SOMEONE TO TALK ABOUT THEM WHEN IGET HOME I WILL GET MY HANDS AND KNEES AND PLEAD TO BE TALKED ABOUT BY MARIE AND I WILL DO WHATEVEER IT TAKES PLEASE. JSTU TALK ABOTU ME. LKE PLEASE. IN ANY WAY I DONT CARE PLEASE I NEED TO BE THE NUMBER ONE THING THAT YOU THINK OF IN UR HEAD PLEAS ok im like hitting flow state (idfk what dat means) because im in the classroom by myself and im complaining that i miss her rufhrhfJ WERHYFUFUCK FUCVK,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀listing⠀ㅤ⋮ㅤthings I'd let my awesome, amazing, cute, hot, fine, pretty, gorgeous, wonderful, admirable, funny, humorous, adorable, sweet girlfriend do to meㅤ(also kind of confessions.)

  • genuinely get me to join a cult and rape me
  • abuse me whenever she's mad (ngh)
  • abuse isn't hot but like if she wanted me to abuse her..? i think i will?? I DONT EVEN KNOW
  • rape me in my sleep
  • I was gonna say "ghost me" but i lwk do that to her.. im sorry
  • (PS. I DONT GHOST HER, I DONT TALK TO HER BECAUSE I GET NERVOUS ON HOW SHE'LL SEE ME..)
  • (another ps. i love when she talks to me plsplspleplease she gets nervous too to text me but pls im going insane)
  • yall think im finna put lovebomb in here like a nazi bruh
  • lovebomb me
  • force me to clean her house
  • tie me up in a forest and leave me there for a couple of days to go insane and crazy (she can visit me time to time so i would go even more insane)
  • leave me in a dark room for 30th days so all i can hallucinate is her
  • slap the shit out of me mid sex
  • i would let her use my money ngl
  • steal my clothes (bye this sounds like a gacha life fantasy)
  • genuinely have her dick me down whenever she wants like even in a middle of a Walmart she can take me to the bathroom and FINGER MY BUTT.
  • do anal with me but im not rlly big on anal...
  • FORCE ME TO ORAL SEX HER YES PLEASE I WOULD KISS HER EVERYWHERE
  • make me dominate her even though sometimes i don't like it NOT HER I MEANT THE CONCEPT OF ME BOSSING SOMEONE AROUND
  • actually, idek wat im talking about anymore
  • I like when I praise her im going to be so honest
  • "she can cheat on me" okay but i get jealous SOOO noo.
  • she can cheat on me IF i dont know idgaf just please give me attention and your love
  • NOT walk me in a leash in a Walmart. police body cams cannot CATCH ME.
  • i'll drop whoever she wants im ngl..
  • have her degrade me
  • (PS. I DONT THINK SHE LIKES INSULTING ME. BUT IT'S LIKE. NOT A HUGE THING WHERE I'LL LEAVE HER FOR IT, I just... idk. sometimes i would boss her around so she can snap at me and insult the shit out of me, but SHE AGREES AND I THINK IM THE DEGRADER NOW ooaa wait let me think bc this might be hot okay can i also say how I kinda like when she tells me not to do something in a demanding way, like ohh my god she lowkey TOLD ME TO TELL HER WHYI WAS JEALOUS AND um. i didnt know that was a communication tactic. sorry. uhm. pls dont find me weird pls BUT LIike. i dont know.. her voice is rllu nicce... like okay wait)
  • have her use me like a plate but nonsexual
  • brushing her hair
  • washing her hair t night and drying it withh careeee
  • MITSKI REFERENCE BTW
  • I WILL WASH UR HAIR ATT NIGHT, AND DRY IT OFF WITH CARE, I WOULD SEE YOUR BODY BARE AND STILL, I WILL LIVE HEREE
  • sometimes she makes me feel like that Song but idk if she feels the same because... idk.. UGHHGUOO
  • she has a really nice voice...JFEJFHWEJjhfhbhw idk how a woman like her could LIKE ME. OH MY GODD IM GONNA START SCREAMING WHY AM I GETTING EXICTED TO TALK TO HER. HER VOICE DOES THINGS TO ME, NICOLE. (this a reference)
  • tease me until i start crying not like rubbing my clit teasing, i meant like her full blown on making fun of me and kicking me
  • she mentioned this one-time wearing boots to get taller than me and im not gOING TO LIE. i can't not see my gf being taller then me
  • HER BEING SHORTER TURNS ME ON.
  • hey i can pick her up! and play around with her like i can slam her in a dark room and lock the door OMG JOKE.
  • OKAY SHE USED TO DO WRESTLING SHE CAN MAN HANDLE ME IMMM like deadass i won't even tap out, i would let her choke me or even worse like headlock me until i start crying and begging her to stop
  • no im not going to force her into a sadist, forcing someone to change for YOUR standard is weird btw.
  • i just want to say that bc like..?
  • okay okay IF she wanted too, she could make me cry
  • (ps im very sensitive and i use to cry to scary stories like deadass and hide under my blanket LIKE. 4 MONTHS AGO.)
  • she can uhm... ride me PLEAPLEPLEAS EPLEASE please guys imagine a 4'10-4'11 glasses girl with long EMO bangs oOUAHGHA i miss him come back marmar
  • i shouldn't be saying that....
  • sometimes when i act out and throw a tantrum and start complaining.. i want her to tell me to shut up while she's calling me a slut for doing it ofyhfhs DOES SHE EVEN KNOW I ACT LIKE THAT BECAUSE I NEED HER ATTENTIOONNN.. OUUAG i would be her good puppy, her best puppy pleaseplease OKAY
  • watch me delete this when i get embarrassed and i start thinking he's unattracted to me
  • OH my god htat's so funny im laughing at what i said bc half of the time i delete shit abt her because I GET SO EMBARASSED. WHAT IF HE FUCKING HATES ME
  • time to also admit.. i say certain stuff like "who would make me feel like this ahhhhh..". so she would text me and be like "I would baby!!" but like THAat never happens so I FEEL LIKE. I SHOULD ADMIT IT.? like yea oaky i admit it, i was self projecting with dan the dancer by mitski because marie amakes me feel like that but i dont ever talk about it. OMFGG SMD IDGAF

⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀question mark?⠀ㅤ ⋮ㅤTHE THIGN HAPPEN THAT HAPPEN IN MOVIES, I FEELLL ASLEEP IN MY CLASS. AND I WOKE UP TO MS.Q CRUMBLING UP WRAPPER PAPER AND I WAS DREAMING ABOUT MY FUCKING ABUSER. AND IT WAS LATE AT NIGHT, I WAS AT MY OLD HOUSE AND ITURNED BACK IN THE DREAM AND IT WAS CRUMBLING PAPER?? SO I WOKE UP TO MS.Q CRUMBLING PAPER. ANDSHE WAS TYRIN TO WAKE ME UP BUT IT;S THE END FO CLASS PERIDOD.

⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀ok⠀ㅤ ⋮ㅤNumbing in relationships is the worst thing ever, I think I'm doomed with thinking that I cannot be good enough for others. Ouugag I can't think straight to write, all I could say is wanting someone who you know wants you back is such a pain, it feels like you're making them work a 9/5 job, I want someone to love me without me feeling like I'm forcing them. But I also know I CAN'T retreat because I like them too much, I hate dancing around this subject like it doesn't affect me when it does. AND I hate when people say "avoidant mfs just do it so they can cheat" oh my godd no please shut up, I hate being avoidant and if I could fix it, I would. I could be ready for a relationship and still avoid the person.

  • I feel like I'm only avoidant with my crushes/rls because I'm scared of being annoying, clingy, and harsh but I still end up doing it in the end
  • relationships scare me, not during it but the aftermath. What do you mean you could leave me first? Why would I stay if you don't value me? Oh, my god
  • YES, THE FIRST AVOIDANT PERSON I'VE DATED. PLAYED ME SO BAD. Oml I'm just getting upset by thinking abt it like fym u were going to date me but ur fucking friends 'manipulated' you into thinking i didn't want you. I SENT YOU LONG PARAGRAPHS EVERY FUCKING DAY. OH MY GODD fuckkk i hate his ass soo bad im so sorry, I deadass felt loved by him so much because he knew how to love me, ok bye

me when I lock in


also me when my ex friends try and make me seem weird for having my sister picture on my laptop?? like you guys are fucking gross i hate my ex friends omfg now im pissed off about thiss ugh (YES IM FRIENDLESS, YES, I USE TO THINK IM POPULAR, YES IM AN INTROVERT, YES IM MENTALLY UNWELL)


me when I start listenting to wilbur soot and im genuinely having a downfall but i wont let anybody comfort me bc im stubborn ( innneed it so bad)


"We could've kicked my ass together
We could've slapped my face together
We could've stitched my mind together
If only I knew what to say"
I LOVE YOU WILBUR SOOT PLEASE I UNDERSTASNF YOU (nwss)

  • The trilogy of this—well, not really a trilogy. More like a trauma dump of songs in the MSR album by Wilbur Soot.
  • In about half of the songs, he explains how he avoids a person but also depends on them, leaving when he’s not given the right reaction and staying once it is shown. In his first song, “Amazon Standing Lamp,” he talks about being scared of committed or serious relationships (in the lyric, “Hit me now before this gets too cute / Don’t make me beg in this hotel room”), which is something I really like and relate to.
  • In some of the songs, he explains abuse that has happened to him before (yes, he’s an abuser, but it can still happen to anyone). In the same song as before, he mentions him and his girlfriend having makeup sex (or hate sex) after previous fights, also implying hypersexuality, talking about sex or himself sexually frequently as a way to cope.
  • OUUGAH MINES / YOURS IS idk. i cant explain it but I want yall to know that i've been liking that song since november 2023. it explained me so well and I can feel every ease of that song crawling into my skin like it's a part of me, in verse 2 where he's rambling on about his feelings

“You never liked me when drunk, i start to believe /
you never liked me at all and so i agree /
and i’ll say ‘fuck you’ cause i know if i don’t /
i’ll probably say something stupid and true”

  • ^he’s explaining why he doesn’t like relationships. not because he doesn’t want one, but because he’s scared of being unlikeable again. scared of being annoying, pushy, harsh, or saying something too real, he knows if he stays long enough, he’ll slip and say the truth, and the truth is what makes people leave. so he pushes first. anger is easier than being honest.

"stand just out of reach of your fist / And take myself away, a gangrenous limb.”

  • ^Here, he’s also talking about how normalized abuse is for him in relationships— to the point that he interprets it as a kind of love language. He pushes himself away as soon as the other person doesn’t want to hurt him anymore (as suggested by the lyric “take myself away”). At the same time, comparing himself to a limb rotting off a body implies something painful but inevitable: he knows it hurts, yet he feels he can’t stop it.
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    ⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀Math - first period⠀ㅤ⋮ㅤmath test, my teeth hurt, and my fingers are cold. My cd player won't play and it's pissing me off. LWet MW LISTEN TO MY MITSKI PLEASE. PLEASE.? PLEASE? ok anyways um

⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀PE - Second period⠀ㅤ⋮ㅤI had to play around with the other students, we made snowmen out of hoops and i kept screaming how i was turned on and how i was gonna cum um ya (and then there was a 2 player game and i was alone fml)
UPDATE: IT'S BREAK AND MS.CAS GAVE ME BATTERIES FOR MY CD ILY MS.CAS I LOVE MY CDS MORE THEN ANYTHING AND ANYONE mitski shash


i was being stupid and i deleted everything i said.. nd i lost my..stupid smut thing that i wrote OH MY GOD. this is so embarrassing.. anyways who cares im too nonchalent UGHAH WHO ELSE GETS EMBARASSed WHEN THEY TALK SEXUALLY ABT SOMEONE AND THEN REGRETTING TI PLEASE. ummm nooo i did not want my girlfriend to ram her strap in me ummmmmmmmmmm ai?... no i did not have a crisis abt wanting him to fuck me during class NO I DID NOT GO INSANE OVER HIM DURING SCHOOL THIS IS ALL CHATGPT PLEASE fdhhwfjhdwj okay well YES I DID ADMIT I WANTED HER TO RAPE ME IN MY OWN BED SO I FELT FILTHY IN IT BUT IT'S OK THESE ARE MY LAST DAYS OF BEING 13..
OAUGGAH IM GOING INSANE NOW IM RETHINKING ABOUT ALL THE STUFF I SAID THIS MORING ABOUT HOW I WANTED HER TO RAPE ME AND MAKE ME REGRET STALKING HER ohhh myy giogodd ok im turned on im gonna go goon OOUAHGH MY GODF WHAT IF SHE STRANGLES ME WHILE TELLING ME TO SHUT IP AND LIKE LIKE SHE CALLS ME HER STUPID SLUT OH MY GOD IMG OANN CUM ok im thinking abt this way too hard.. i njsut need HER HANDS AROUND MY NECK I NEED HER HANDS AND FINGERS EVERYWHERE ON ME IDGAF ok woah?. WOAH. WOAH. I NEED TO CALM DOWN OMFG WHAT THE FUCKKK
yan out guys :sob: !!!

"i want you" and then this is me YES HE'S me


⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀Home⠀ㅤ⋮ㅤokay wtf was i even ranting about up there ^, embarrassing... anyways, I think K and the others caught on that I was avoiding them which was super awkward because I was, fml... Idk why they're trying to make an effort to talk to me, it's obvious they don't want me around + i've been avoiding the 7th graders too... ugh i hate this.. why can't i communicate normally

FUCK MY MOM OH MY FUCKING GOD. "you get ur laptop back when i feel like it" okay but i've been doing good in school, the only time I dont have all Fs and she's all mad as shit at me. i only have 1 F and that's lit in math, i can't FIX IT??? oh my fucking god and she's like "you have a attiude" no?? she got mad because I said "ok" to her??? omfg im gonna fucking tell my councsler that im gonna kill myself so i can get my mom to bitch at me and so i can bitch at her right back

OUAGHAH I LOVE HOW NERVOUS SHE GETS. IT'S SO CUTE PELAPLEPLEASEi wass raeading her diary AND DOES SHE RLLY..say stuff abouy tme?? ME?? ME?. THIS FAGGOT RIGHT HERTE?? she thinks she's a nerd but its ok becsus she's a cute nerd (its ok she's a nerd, I'm a genuine loser) oayyuaggh DO YOU GUYS THINKK SHE THINKS ABT WRESTLING ME DOWN AND TEASING ME? okay,... oaky... im goign insane.. im rlly bad qat wrestling so ill let her contyrol me.. rlly baddkll OKAY I WANNA KISS HER AND HUG HER AND SHASHAHADHAHD AHHH SHE'S SO CUTE I LOVE HIMMMMM i wanna learn how to cook and cook her favorite food, so she'll love me more AHHH she's so adorable i loce her so much ... she's so OUAGHH she makes me feel so tender..

⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀update⠀ㅤ⋮ㅤ Iim watching kenji AND DEKEN IS SO FUNNY. "he's so fine.." GIRLL U GOT SCAMMEDDD

MY GOD I JUST READ HER DIARY AND RTHE WAY I SUDENKLY GOT WET OGH MY GOD SHE CAN TRETA ME LIKE A DOG ANYDAY. immm goiugjn insaneuufhhfhhhf UUMM i might get non preps glasses for my birthday yesss Yeon Skylar refernence.f...
IFIJWFU OK.ok it's like 11pm AND IM THINGKING OF THE MSOT WEIRDETS STUF.F. FUEUFH WHY DO I WANNA ugujm]
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12/18/2025
⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀class⠀ㅤ ⋮ㅤfirst one to be in my period, working on homework...hfhfehfehjfe ok im lcoking in an dmy thumb hurts, my math homework is so boring to do and hghfje


ok i lit have nothing to do so I'm rewriting that fanfic-dream-thing i had OMFG IGNORE HOW SHE'S DOING LAWN-WORK IN THE START. I NEED A GOOD STARTER ON WHY SHE'S SWEATY BUT IM MAKING IT SEEM LIKE SHE'S DOING HER FUTURE JOB AS A MEXICAN omg okay im holding back my laughter OH MY GOD I CAN'T LAUGH WE'RE TAKING A TEST..


The sweat on the tan girl was dripping down her temple, the sun blazing onto her like it was dependent and needed a source to shine on. Of course, Marie was just outside, cleaning around to rake the leaves, watering the plants, and possibly mowing the lawn until her sisters call her in to come and clean up— her face lit up, and she hurried back inside like a scared cat.

She slides open the glass door, walking in like she hasn't been in her own home for decades. Rambling into her house while taking off her shoes and hopping with 1 foot. The hallway was a mess; Her socks were on doorknobs, the mud she brought in? Yeah, it's making its own colony on the floor— She's practically full of sweat and other filth from outside...

Marie tends to lock her door while changing, like many other people... But this time seems weird, the tension in the air was thicken by horror, it felt like someone was watching her— She scrambled across the room, peeking under her bed, checking the closet, and even telling her sisters to knock off whatever game they're trying to play around with her.

"Uhm, no..? What are you talking about?" Her sister questioned, confused and oddly frighten by the thought of someone being in their house without knowing— with the straightest face ever, sweat almost forming.

"Dude, you guys are fucking with me... I can feel someone just staring at me, if it's one of your friends then tell them to stop, right now." Marie's voice sharpens, leaving trails of anger and annoyance.

They all just stare at each other— Marie being the oldest, of course... She had to check it out.
Creeping around her front yard, she gets warmer to the tottering brush around her windows, with a flashlight in hand and a wizard-like stick in the other.

"What the fuck." she murmured, to only see her boyfriend, jolted up and with a bag of girl scout cookies, a camera and rope— "Wait, are you at my house...?" She questioned, her knuckles turning white as she lowers the stick. Gripping it firmly to make sure if he does something, she could just whack him.

"Nothing... I was just... uh, I'm... I was trying to gift you with cookies! And a camera." The black hair boy said, with his glasses fogging up from how hard he was breathing. Getting himself up with the wall and slowly starts to slide apart from the girl— until she slams the stick next to his face, a whimper falls out of the boy as he tries to compose himself again

"Oliver, tell me the real reason. Why are you being a fucking creep?" Marie muttered, looking directly at him like a disappointed mother talking to a child, almost like a mutt.

"I'm sorry, okay? Please... I just wanted to make sure you're okay!" He yelped out as the girl shoved her knee up his front, whining as the girl almost wrestled him down in her own front yard, "Pl— Please Marie!" She pulls him down to get shorter than her, but not on his knees.

"So you have a rope, camera and food to make sure if I'm okay... What kind of kinky ass checkups are you doing?" she questions him, his eyes rolling down to her face and then her jaw, to her chest, noticeably. Marie can see Liv's eyes scanning her like a needy dog— "I'm sorry, okay? This was just to be safe... hpmh..." he whimpers, Marie grinning like she got him where she wanted.
"Come in and hurry up." She backed up and demanded, the boy shock up and followed her into her home, checking corners to see if anybody is there, she wouldn't want her siblings and parents to see the stuff she was about to do

She pulls him onto the bed, rough and harsh— treating him like some toy that she doesn't have a use for— "Stay still." She ordered, embarrassing the boy, making him take off his pants and jacket.

"Please, I'm sorry— I don't want to do this! Please!" He whines, pushing himself back on the bed frame, a loud smack echoes the room, turning his head to look back at the woman. Oliver quiets down and sits back to relax, looking down at his hands fidgeting, his knees hurting from how he's sitting. His breathing getting heavy while his chest is pounding with thrill

She comes back with a leash, collaring the boy. Making him more laughable than before— without any warnings, she pulls him down. Making him yelp in pain and falling on all fours, dragging him closer to her.

"Liv, sit right here..." She patted the ground, Oliver complies with the mission and crawls there, on his hands and knees. His back arched with his ASS IN THE AIR. (I can't take this seriously) and his knees turning red from the hard wooden floor.

"Marie, this is... Ah!..." He whimpers, looking up at the girl with his boxers being soaked— "This is insane. We shouldn't be doing this"

"You're the insane one; you've been such a bad boy. you know that? It's pretty cute..." she said, caressing his face with her whole hand, cupping it and analyzing it like she's looking for new ideas— "Marie, we haven't talked all day. I just- mfh.." Liv shutters out, cutting off his sentence as her hand rubs against his neck and slid it back up to his face

"Please... Don't..." He pleaded— having his mouth muffled by her thumb pushing through his lips and into his mouth. "I'm begging..."

"Uh huh, well... That's too bad, I'll show you what happens when bad dogs like you misbehave" She soothed, slapping the boy up and on his feet.. Pushing him against the bed again and bent HIM OVER. WOAHH ;-;;

She rubs the tip of the silicone on his nerves, rubbing his sides and pulling harder on the leash; causing him to jolt up and whine— "Please, Miss... Please! I'll be good" He cried, "I'll be so good... I won't— Ngh!" he howled, grasping the pillow that lay under him, tears falling out and his begging turned into actual cries of help.

"Shut up," she huffed, shoving the entire thing into him, the wetness of his lower frame made it easier to slide in... "Shut- agh... Shut the fuck up, you're always so bitchy. Even when I'm teaching you a lesson." Her voice cracking a little, enjoying herself a bit too much as she flops her waist into it.

"Please! I— Fuck! I hate you, pl— please stop.. Marie, I'm begging" the helpless boy fighting back, trying to get her off but being physically weak; he takes it, while his head is racing with his next plan. Will he be out? Would he forget about this? Probably not.

"Aww, you're so cute" She comforted, "You don't really want me to stop, do you?" she said, composing and catching herself before she says something outrageous. "You're so wet, baby... You're humping the bed like a dog in heat! And yet you say you don't want this... Pftt, real pathetic..." She insulted; she can feel him dripping...

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⠀⠀⠀⠀s⠀⠀update⠀ㅤ⋮ㅤ OK WAIT I'VE BEEN WRITING THIS FOR 2 HOURS HOLDUP - my classmate said hamilation chopped AND I SAID "no.. Alexsander ham is cute.." AND BRO THIS IS SO EMBARASSING ok but he is cute he isn't chopped bro liek IM ALEXSANDER HAMILTION?. ok whateva OKA OKay ill finish the fanfiction soon but ya she just rapes me


this is super messy... ill fix it soon, okay? - last updated the last note. on 12/7/25...

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Pub: 18 Jun 2022 22:29 UTC

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