M'S ALTERHUMAN IDENTITIES
OTHERKIND
The Gardener - some sort of elfae forest guardian. I helped along the cycle of growth and decay & generally tended to the plants in my home forest. I think I was in some way connected to the tree root systems and/or mycelium networks. I'm not sure how much of a personality I really had, but I was generally calm and deliberate. I was humanoid, very pale-skinned, rather tall but within the range of "normal" for humans, and had pointed ears that were about the same size as a human's. I had dark brown, straight, shoulder-length hair that covered my whole face, except for my nose poking out. I think I might've had grey eyes. I wore a long, loose brown robe, possibly with a tighter green garment underneath. my hands and feet were bare, but often hidden by my robe. I had a pair of large off-white/eggshell-colored feathered wings. as far as I recall, I never spoke. I probably would be considered a cryptid nowadays lol
FICTIONKIND
Maul (Star Wars: The Clone Wars) - I was mostly canon-compliant afaik, although the Star Wars canon itself can be pretty murky. I looked as seen on tv, with the exception of sharp peg-like teeth rather than flat humanoid ones. despite how flippant I often am about this kintype, it's an important part of my identity. I miss my bros and also fuck Sidious
- p.s. I'm chill with sourcemates and doubles in that I don't Secretly Think You're a Faker or anything, but I can be a bit skittish around sourcemates, and I tend to give doubles a wide berth because I feel like I'm intruding on someone else's territory or something. (on the other hand, seeing doubles talking about their experiences out in the wild is often like YEAH YOU GET ME BRO.) I am generally rather uncomfortable with fandom blogs about me as a fictional character. if I don't have you blocked, you're probably fine.
HEARTTYPES
Cats - cat. im a kitty cat. and i dance dance dance and i dance dance dance (I grew up with two cats as basically my older sisters and I still behave a lot like a cat, at least partly due to neurodivergence)
LINKTYPES
Werewolves - at least I think it's an otherlink thing. could be a hearttype. definitely something that's resonated with me (and at times been the main trait people identified me by) for a decade or so
CONSTELS
WIP
this section will be added on to periodically. characters are listed in no particular order as of yet. some of these - hell, most of these - are outdated
Megamind (Megamind) - yeah I think it's the autism
Savage Opress (Star Wars: The Clone Wars) - is he my brother? is he me? probably the former but it was hard to tell for a while there
Marcy Wu (Amphibia) - my only human alterhuman id. this time I KNOW it's the autism lmao
Endermen (Minecraft) - so much of my alterhumanity is intertwined with my neurodivergence ngl
Yellow ENA (ENA) - funky little fellow
Darly Boxman (Gooseworx) - god help me
Jamack (Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts) - I Vibe with him and his arc. probably a little bit because of being Maul kin lol
Sylvari (Guild Wars 2) - hella gender envy and also they share in in the "elven" archetype but with a twist
Data (Star Trek: The Next Generation) - it's complicated. I thought he was a synpath for a while there, but that has faded.
Bosmer (The Elder Scrolls) - the connection I feel to Bosmer definitely set me on my path to awakening as elfkin. also bears many similarities to my Dathomiri zabrak kintype, oddly enough