? magdalena, my beloved . . . how could i be so lucky to meet you in my lifetime? you're my everything, the moment we met my life felt complete. there is never a second where you're not on my mind, my dear. i miss you every minute we're apart, my heart aches and longs for your presence. i adore you, every single part of you is perfect. you have taught me that i am not an uncaring, cold monster.. but that i'm a gentle, loving man.

there is not enough words to describe how much i love you, not enough words to describe the feeling in my chest when you're around. i'm not the best at putting my adoration for you into words, but i always have butterflies in my stomach. i constantly feel the need to smile, to laugh. i want to embrace you and never let you go. you can turn my bad days into the best ones, no matter how we spend our time together.

i fantasize about watching you walk down the aisle in your dress, tearing up at how beautiful you look. crying and holding you in my arms, holding your hands, gazing into your eyes. our final song being our song, gently swaying and humming it into your ear, feeling your head press against my chest. i could die the happiest man in that moment. i cannot wait to fall asleep and wake up to you every morning, live in our own little house together, and spend the rest of my life with you. i truly am so lucky to call you mine.

i will love you until time ends, and even after that. i want to spend this lifetime and many more with you. no matter how far we are, you will forever be with me in my heart.

"when my time comes around, lay me gently in the cold dark earth. no grave can hold my body down, i'll crawl home to her."

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Pub: 16 Jan 2023 23:40 UTC
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