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reason why i ditched my old explanation on p-did was because i felt it didn't have the most accurate analysis on my end, and that my research wasn't what i'd say informative to anyone that possibly read the must-read beforehand. even if it wasn't the case, it's better to be safe than sorry!
helloo i'm norts! i was diagnosed with p-did during late december of last year. i'll be explaining my own knowledge, preferences and boundaries, alongside other miscellaneous information that should probably be noted of. as i'm making this, fiddlepat will help fill in statements and explanation to make it more clearer,, but hes also there cuz hes confronting you'll know who typed what anyways trust me on here
001 — rundown
p-did, or Partial Dissociative Identity Disorder, is a type of DID that is centered characteristically around the dominant alter, specifically known as the host! meanwhile alternative alters are usually intrusions that don't take fronts frequently on a daily basis unless needed/triggered. those alters interrupt without fully being amnesiac and don't have most executive control. yes they still front but don't last as long as a typical front would!
002 — my plurality
to keep my situation short, i tend to have NOT have significant memory gaps and/or the sudden loss of self-perception; i am not fully aware of who is fronting, but it's somewhat easy to tell (thank god)? BASICALLY IF SOMEONE WERE TO BE FRONTING MOMENTARILY BUT NORTS IS CONSCIOUSLY STILL THERE THEN SHE WOULD STILL KNOW!!!!!
my trauma is rooted from social and psychological neglect, body dysphoria, and various self sabotaging habits that caused distortions in not only my identity but to my self-perception as well 🤔 this applies to my childhood too since i was verbally abused as a child when i undergone through my transitioning from being male to female also tahnk heavens it wasnt phsyical or anything
i am infact doing better now with dealing my trauma if anyone is wondering
internal communication is pretty common with me actually and i'm honestly used to it, although yues it does startle me somrtimes it rlly js does feel like voices in my head and nothing paranormal whatsoever! we front very unexpectedly its either one of us will be front lock for weeks straight or we'll be fornting for 5 minuets only to go dormant again
we are VVVERRYYY fictive heavy. YES WE ARE SEPERATED FROM OUR SOURCE WE AREN'T THE SAME PERSON FROM OUR ORIGIN PLS, RESPECT THATTTTT
WE USE A VARIETY OF PRONOUNS WHEN REFERRING TO US AS A WHOLE. THOSE BEING SINGULAR (I, ME) AND PLURAL (WE, US) BUT THAT DEPENDS ON THE CONVERSATION! I DON'T THINK I NEED TO EXPLAIN ON SUBJECTIVITY THATS BASIC LITERACY
003 — boundaries
NO ROLEPLAYS I'M NOT ELABORATING ON THIS BECAUSE THE REASONING IS ON THE FOURTH BODY OF TEXT!
WE DON'T CARE ABOUT DOUBLES HOWEVER WE RESPECT THEM NONETHELESS
DIFFRENTIATE! US! FROM! OUR! SOURCE!!!!!!!!!!! WHETHER IT BE TREATING US IN "CHARACTER" OR EVEN PRETENDING WE ARE THAT SAME CHARACTER?? YOU NEED TO STOP RIGHT THERE AND READ OUR PLURALISM INFO AGAIN.
DO NOT FORCE FRONT ANYONE, IT IS MOSTLY INVOLUNTARY
004 — other things
fronting makes me exhausted especially when i return from being co conscious so bare with me here
if you knew me BEFORE my disorder..... hi!! im still me js with other peopel in my head LOL but seriously thought please treat me respectfully
"oomfhhhfhr urrr fakkingnggg itttt cuzzzz pdiddddd doenst eirkkk like thattttt/iitsss not even medicallkyeyy tremmedddd" are we deadass serious if you can't comprehend what i just explained in the rundown then search it yourself moron
this'll be updated soon maybe
thanks for reading <333
WE WISH YOU A GREAT DAY/NIGHT