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i don’t even know where and how to start this properly, but i love you. like.. a lot. i know i’ve said it a million times before, but some things deserve to be said over and over, so.. i love you. And i’ll remind you every day, because you’re worth everything to me!

Everything about you makes the simple, tiniest little things feel much more fun and bearable. There’s this little switch inside me that just instantly flips whenever you’re near, like my whole day just gets better! I wouldn't be surprised if you turned out to be a witch.

We fit each other like the pieces of a puzzle that somehow knew where the other would go. I didn't think I could love someone this much that it seriously hurts, but you obviously proved that wrong and changed — if not! rewrote all of my expectations.

I like how I could be vulnerable around you, whenever I'm feeling down you would try and comfort me — which I find really sweet since I know you're not the best at the whole thing, but you're willing to slowly learn for me.

Of course.. i sometimes could get jealous. I mean, it's inevitable in a relationship, right? I just don't like the way other people look at you. Who do they think they are? you're mine, forever and ever. If they ever think they have a chance with you then they're wrong! because you only loves me and me only.


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Today marks our anniversary! we thought it would be a wonderful idea to revisit the places where we first met. Walking through those familiar spots was very heartwarming because every corner reminded me of the past before everything happened. It showed me just how many moments we’ve shared, and I feel so lucky to have met you and to still be by your side to this very day.

I still can’t believe I get to spend another year with you, sometimes it amazes me that you’ve chosen to stay with me. Saying “I love you” doesn’t feel like enough for me anymore, because what I feel for you has grown far beyond what those words could ever hold.

You’re not just someone I love. You’re my home, my safe place when the world feels too much or even overwhelming for me. Over the years, you’ve made me feel emotions I never knew existed, you’ve filled my days with warmth and surprises. Naturally, that made my love for you grows even stronger each days.

I love every flaw you have and I want you to know that you never need to be perfect around me. You are more than enough, you don't have to hide your problem because I'm always here to shoulder it together with you.
I hope next year brings us more luck and countless new memories. I hope we can spend even more time together. Thank you so much for everything. happy anniversary, yoichi!


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Happy birthday to the most gorgeous boyfriend ever! I’ve been brainstorming for weeks just to figure out what to bake for your birthday. I wanted everything to be perfect — from the cake itself, to the frosting, and even the design. I tried drawing a little chibi of us with frosting which honestly was way harder than I thought, especially since I’m still learning have a thin patience for this.

Thankfully, it turned out pretty good! sweet but not too much that it's actually unbearable, just the way you like it. I hope when you take that first bite, you can taste not only the effort, but also all the love that I poured into it for you.

I made sure that today will be the best birthday ever for you. You’ve done so much for me, and I wanted to return the favor in my own way. I know how much you love to spoil me, and honestly gift giving.. or was it receiving gift? might just be your second love language right after physical touch.

I can’t help feeling a little guilty when you spend so much on me. So today, it’s my turn! except instead of money, I’m spending something even more valuable. I think you can already guess what it is but it's my times and efforts! as if i wasn't already doing that, I'm doubling it more.

I’m so glad you’ve stayed strong and made it to this day. I know the things you’ve been through haven’t been easy, you’ve faced so much and I wouldn’t blame you for carrying some of that weight as scars or trauma. Just know that no matter what, I’ll always be here for you. I'll keep walking beside you and support you in every way i can!

I’m not the most talkative person and sometimes I stay quiet unless it's necessary or i really want to. But you’ve always been the one to fill the silence between us which i really appreciate, it's scary how much effort you've put into this relationship, y'know?

I'm getting off topic, but again.. happy birthday. I love you so, so, so much. never forget that! I'll keep celebrating your birthday until the end and I hope next year could treat you even better.


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Hello! I haven’t written any new entries in a while since I kept revamping the layouts this past month. But finally i’ve got the chance to write something new! to start things off.. me and yoichi have been doing really well these past few months!

We celebrated my birthday in August 23rd and i find it really cute that our birthday months is next to each other! it's like we're really meant for each others.. Anyways, it was super duper fun. We went out to eat on our favorite restaurant and later went out to play on a arcade.

I get carsick really easily just like him so we usually stick to walking or riding a small bike whenever we can. The only downside to walking is that I can’t walk or stand for too long or my low blood pressure would kicks in, and we'd end up sitting on a random public bench halfway through our walk.

I caught a sight of this badtz maru plushies and he looks so.. pitiful.. like he wants to be saved! so i took matters into my own hands. I dragged yoichi to the claw machine, put the coins in and started my mission to save him. It took me roughly 7 times before i could finally get him.. yoichi insisted that he's much more experienced and could help but in the end he's also struggling to catch him!

Regardless, I'm very happy with my new badtz maru plushies. he reminds me of yoichi in some way and i don't mind being his kuromi! towards the end of our date he ended up crashing over at my place and we watched some k-drama! Yes, he's very invested in k-drama. you cannot tell me otherwise since I'm his girlfriend after all.

Overall.. 10/10 birthday from the moment i saw him~ let's do this again sometimes! This entries probably isn't lovemail and would count as diary more, but i can do whatever i want here!

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Pub: 18 Mar 2025 15:59 UTC

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