To Annie ❤︎ My dearest friend ever ! Go back
Hi so let me start by saying HOLY CORNBALL🥀🥀🥀 Nana wtf are you doing ...!??? You might think the same too like what the hell is going on in his mind??? But sighhh I had a moment, I can't possibly drop a whole ass five page letter in your DMS recalling all the moments we've had & how I appriecate you so much because that'd just be CORNY and we're way past the edating phase... I think. Whatever. 2022 was a different time, I swear... I don't know. I hate expressing myself directly to people so you'll have to read all this instead I'm really sorry. But other than that I'm not really sure on how to begin this either because I promise I'm really shit at lovemails plus I don't have that experience, you know!!! I'm typing differently from how I would I guess? Because I need to seem nonchalant and all that... You may see this or you may not I'm not so sure, but eventually I suppose ー But one thing you can draw from all this is that I love you sooo so much and you're like actually my best, dearest, greatest friend ever !?? We may not talk 24/7 or every day but when we do talk, I always feel so... happy? It's a little odd I won't deny that but I feel some sort of weird joy whenever we speak and it's so !!!! Yay!! You're so fun to talk to and you might legitimately be one of the greatest things to happen to my life... Sigh. What if we never met? That'd be so crazy. But fortunately that reality is not the one we live in because I know you, and I'm so glad I do! I love and cherish all of my friends, and naturally I'd feel sorrow if we would split ways but I seriously think that if we were to ever part ways I'd seriously crash out... I mean, we did back in 2022 ish but at the time I was pretty lost and confused at what had just happened ー and I felt fairly indifferent as well... but if that were to ever happen, say, tomorrow, I fear I would actually crash out terribly... I really hope we can get to be by each others sides for longer, because you're truly someone I appreciate. We've gone thru so much together!!! That's so crazy to think of not going to lie. I kind of thought we'd never talk again after what happened in 2022 but I did sort of wish to rekindle that friendship that we had back then... and I'm so genuinely glad we did. Ugh. This is so fucking corny... Though, I have never really drawn myself with other people besides you ー You're the first person I've ever drawn myself with and that was strangely enough... the tree drawing years ago? Let's not talk about it. However, even if I have drawn myself with other people I've never exactly drawn us kissing, which I have with you! That mighy sound really crazy for me to say and I'm well aware, but I looove drawing fanart of us and I would more often if I were a robot with infinite motivation. The art of us over Mizisua is so peak I've definitely got to redo it sometime soon. I love it when we play games together or call or really just talk!!! Even though I am super shit at talking I'll honestly try to keep the conversation going because I really like talking to you, even if we don't all the time... Ugh this might sound mega corny and stupid but your voice is honestly super nice and as I've mentioned at least fifteen times already I really like talking to you! I can't believe that this one time I was texting you and my irls were nearby, and they asked me: "Who are texting? Why are you smiling, huh?" And that sort of made me realise I do often smile when I text you... I don't know I just sorta giggle because we're just that funny !! I think I'm lowkey smiling as I write this and it's nearing 2am. (The fuck is his issue?) Though your edits of us and more specifically the characters that are literally us are so real!! They're so peak and sugoi, they're literally us! You should really do more... teehee... And our playlist we have with songs that are ... us ? Yeah. I love it. We need to update the cover though sigh I'll get to work on that eventually. We met on the beautiful day 19 days into the second month of the year 2022! You are truly one of my closest friends and it's kind of crazy that we are this close... Like damn I didn't know it was possible to establish long-lasting online friendships? I thought it was all a myth because every person online is a fourty year old man behind a cute anime girl profile picture. But, you better not be a fourty year old man once I pull up to Austria this year!!! (I hope.) We've been manifesting this meetup for years and... sigh. It's always been delayed or canceled and it really sucks because I genuinely want to go to Austria so fucking badly it's not even funny. My irls know me as that Austria (and Mydei) lover and I was like... Damn. Sometimes they're like: "(Nana), Austria's over there!" to purposely hurry me up whenever I'm doing something because I like to take my time when I do my tasks. I remember when we had each other's discord tags in our bios (eg. #0000<3) and the corny ass (Annie >> You) part as well... I can't lie it was kind of fun but we don't need to talk about it. Truth is, the main reason to why I'm writing this is because I did see the Pinterest board you made for us and I don't know how to really say thank you, so I suppose my method is to write a long ass, wack ass lovemail for you? I guess it works. I will update this more I believe because I sort of can and free will is certainly one wonderful thing. Let me recall some moments we've shared......: Our genshin marriage as Beiguang. Ohhh those times. We did end up recreating it with Furina and Ganyu fairly recently, though! And with Airiena in Roblox. If Hsr ever adds a co-op feature, we should recreate it with Hertamei, Guishang, etc... The Genshin era back in 2021/2/3 was kind of fire I can't lie... Now it's a mess but that's totally off topic. I also remember when we played Flicker together and when I gave you a mini tour of my city with my old, super outdated phone... Though luckily, my new phone doesn't die as fast and is mostly up to date so that's no longer an issue! Let me know if you want another tour I'm seriously down for everything. And when we had that sort of first-floor apartment date with Bilar and coke... Wow. Fun times, truly. And when we read Love me Doctor! together... we just reread it, too! 0/10 experience I do not recommend. The Swedstria brainrot call was so peak it was literally like two hours ago lmfao but I loved it. (My throat kind of got sore in the last 10-20 minutes apologies that's why I was mostly silent.) The Swedstria fanart and Youtube videos and Pinterest account... I ragebaited a bit, I hope the people don't mind. We also trolled a bit with Daddy James and Liam ー those were really peak times. Especially Liam, though I can't believe his mom only responded to you with a "?". All that effort for nothing! I wrote a whole ass google document and translated it to Swedish too! Or no it was in Swedish originally I believe... Daddy james, Yui chan, Kai ig... diabolical lineup. But those were fun times. I love your ocs and I love our little ships of (technically) us in different franchises such as: 1112, Yumaya etc. We have this whole ass list of 50+ pairings that are literally us because we said so! Okay I'd totally write more but I am totally exhausted and my wrists are sore so I'll add more later. Good night