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hi, i'm natalie / nawzdrawz / strangerscribbles / mustwin123 / whatever name you wanna call me. i'm 22 years old and i go by she/her pronouns or just any pronouns in general. idrgaf LOL. have fun with it.

i'm a genderqueer aroacespec lesbian. i'm also neurodivergent (autism, ocd, possibly some other shit as well) and currently trying to figure out what the hell is going on with me mentally in therapy LMFAO. i might be a system?? ... i'm technically medically recognized as one?? sort of???? but idfk it's complicated. like i said im figuring everything out. if we interact a lot there's a chance you'll meet some of my alters.


i like a LOT of things so i'm not gonna list everything i enjoy here. however here's a list of some of my more current + long term interests! if an interest is bolded it means that it's a stronger interest of mine at the moment.

  • breaking bad
  • pluribus
  • black midi (band, not genre) & the bmverse + geordie greep
  • undertale + deltarune
  • splatoon
  • steven universe + steven universe future
  • moral orel
  • fahrenheit 451
  • nineteen eighty-four
  • the lathe of heaven
  • my little pony: friendship is magic
  • ONE
  • ENA + ENA: dream bbq
  • the walten files
  • education with lawrence and toni -- watch it NOOOOWWW!!!!!
  • hlvrai
  • severance
  • invincible
  • squid game
  • mr. robot
  • OMORI
  • cookie run: ovenbreak
  • mouthwashing
  • no, i'm not a human
  • music
  • art + drawing
  • psychology
  • religion (i have a particular interest in buddhism, but i'm very much a beginner when it comes to learning about it!) + spirituality + NDEs

as mentioned before i have more interests that are not listed here... so feel free to ask me if i know a specific media/artist/book/whatever and i'll get back to you letting you know if i'm into it or not! smiles


oh and here's some stuff you should know about me before you interact or follow me on any of my socials:

  • my accounts can contain triggering and semi-nsfw/suggestive content. i don't consider myself an nsfw artist since at most i mainly draw artistic nudity, but i can sometimes share and like content that can be considered nsfw-ish (nsfw jokes, etc). obviously i'm not going to put straight up hardcore nsfw on your tl or anything ...... but just keep in mind i am an adult and my accounts and content are meant for an older audience!!!! also like i said please be careful viewing my accounts if you're easily triggered, like, in general...i sometimes repost + post shit that involves heavy and triggering themes and i don't want anyone to get hurt!
  • on discord, please only friend request and/or dm me if you're an adult. i know i have some mutuals from the past on discord that are younger, but from now on if you're a minor please don't dm me unless you urgently need to do so for. whatever reason. i'd also rather only adults dm me on other platforms as well. thanks!
  • i am pretty mentally ill and (as stated before) neurodivergent and this can effect how i interact with you. i am sometimes prone to impulsive and irrational behaviors (especially due to my ocd). i also have memory problems, so please don't take anything i forget about you and/or our conversations personally!!! i'm sorry if sometimes i act strangely because of my issues, but i'll try to be Normal about stuff #affirm. also PLEASE let me know if i EVER make you uncomfortable, i promise it's much better to tell me than to keep it all bottled up. it will help both you AND me.

yaaay we finally got to the dni... uhhh here we go LOL

  • please do not interact with me if you are a proshipper. i am totally fine with darker topics being explored for storytelling, venting, or otherwise artistic purposes, and i encourage artists to be authentic with their work! however, i am very much NOT comfortable with blatantly tactless/purely fetishistic incest ships/art, pedo ships/art + lolicon/shotacon material, etc. i'm also (obviously) not comfortable with nsfw art pertaining to these topics... so please do not interact with me if you indulge in stuff like that. thanksies. oh and people who like necro and zoo stuff please stay away from me too. sorry for highlighting this one in red but this is a boundary of mine that i really want to emphasize.

(also don't try to be friends with me and "hide" you're a proshipper or whatever 😭... this has lowkey happened to me before and i dont wanna deal with it. be upfront or dont interact at all. please spare me and my ocd.)

  • if you're a zionist i do NOT want you interacting with me or my page, period.
  • do not interact with me if you are a "radqueer". this is a different term than "radinclus"; i don't mind at all if radinclus folks follow me or interact with me because i'm radinclus too LMFAO. IDGAAFFFFF what you identify as so long as it isn't harmful there are more important things to worry about than lgbt discourse. this part of the dni also applies to people who are transid, transrace, transdisabled, just any shit that falls into the radqueer transid category honestly. please. do not interact with me.

(also endo systems if you wanna follow me or interact or whatever be warned i do lean towards anti-endo beliefs ... so for your sake and mine you might not want to interact? ..... but i mean its up to you. it's whatever ig i care way less abt this than the other stuff but. still yeah LOL. i lowkey consider myself endo neutral in some ways #tbh but ya you do you)


okay thanks for reading my rentry...smiles...enjoy being my mutual or friend or follower or whatever :-]

discord username is mustwin123 if you want to add me (i'm pretty much always on discord LOL).

i have more socials but i don't really feel the need to list them all here...just ask me if you want a specific social of mine and if i have it i'll probably give it to you.


last updated: 12/23/2025

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Pub: 08 Feb 2024 09:10 UTC

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