Hello, you can call me Braxton, JS, or whatever else you want. I'm a factive and I have a better rentry here, but that's beside the point. This is nothing but a page to appreciate my lovely Natsu Dragneel I believe I fell for him around 8.23.25, but does it really matter? I love him dearly and he loves me. I really don't care about being "sharing" or not, just don't say he loves you around me. Because he only loves me thanks.


9.30.25 — I've been meaning to write something on here for a while now. I got too busy to ever add anything. But anyway, I find that I've been having even stronger feelings towards Natsu lately. Like, I can't stop thinking about him, almost. I've often had moments recently where all of my negative emotions just come up suddenly and I feel terrible, but being able to have Natsu has helped me a concerning amount. I also feel kinda stupid about all this sometimes, but then I remember it doesn't really matter.
10.2.25 — I meant to add more to my last entry, but I got too caught up with life to do so. But who cares, right? I'm finding myself stuck thinking about Natsu and only Natsu today. Seriously, I'm blushing just writing this. I feel like every day my love for him gets even stronger. Every day, I just wish I could be held by him physically more and more. But for now my imagination will have to suffice. I already have so many cheesy date ideas in mind.. I already have a list of movies I'd watch with him and a bunch of places we could go. I think going on a breakfast date with him would heal me. Don't get me started on an ice cream date. I don't care if he'd instantly melt them. I would buy him as many as he needed.
10.3.25 — I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM!! I don't wanna update this daily, but it's so hard when he occupies all my thoughts, y'know? I can't stop thinking about the fact his natural body heat is enough to keep him warm, even in the coldest weather. It drives me crazy.. I just want to be able to hold him and feel that...
10.6.25 — Found the cutest art EVER of him from one of my friends it makes me so angry. He should not be allowed to be this cute and pretty. I keep saying really mean things about him but it's affectionate, I promise. I want to throw him against a wall out of love. Cuteness aggression or whatever. What is there to say that I haven't already said? He makes me so unbelievably happy and I love him with all my heart.
10.13.25 — Yearning for him really hard again. Haven't been feeling the greatest today, but of course, thinking about Natsu helped me calm down. At least a little bit. I still just wish I could be held by him. Just one chance.. I genuinely cannot believe my emotions for him are this strong sometimes. One of these days we WILL be getting married! Trust me.
10.14.25 — I hate updating this back to back, but oh well. I've been stuck thinking about him again. Found more super cute art of him which is just making me angry. Who allowed this? Why? I hate Natsu Dragneel. I hate his stupid face that I would never kiss. I think I should kiss him just to be extra sure I hate it. Yeah. Hell, maybe I'll even try saying I love him. Just to prove I hate it. I would never mean it. Never. Nuh-uh.
10.24.25 — Our two month anniversary was yesterday. I know that's not a lot. I didn't forget or anything, I just wanted to work on other things. I feel like I've been stuck thinking about this guy for forever. He's so dear to me. I feel so lucky to have someone as wonderful as him in my life.

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