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i tend to push my favorite medias or current hyper-fixations onto people, i will not stop until you indulge and/or enjoy the same interests as me. though i often do this, in any means am i comfortable with sharing a favorite character after i've made it clear they are my 'all time favorite'. this is mainly because i struggle with my identity, instead of finding my own person to resonate with my brain chooses to latch onto a certain piece of media and mask myself behind them. For example Minutetech is the main character i push myself onto as of currently.

i'm not very private about anything as i wear my heart on my sleeve and tend to overshare constantly, this does not mean that its ok to ask me weird or personal questions, if i have not talked about it with you already then i most likely dont want to at the moment or ever! this can be anything and its most of the time specific to the person.

might not be surprising but i am not the most stable person, do not depend on me for Anything. i have severe social anxiety and depression, everything you say i Will take it to heart no matter what, (meaning please dont be jokingly rude to me without asking, lee youre fine idc). i have issues explaining how i feel or even thinking about my emotions, i have an extremely fragile personality. even if you mean well i Will dig deeper into the meaning of what you say to me. this causes very very often episodes where i'll either shut everyone out or bring everyone in to souly be mean and show my anger. this also works the other way, i have a habit with overexpressing how i feel whenever the emotion is positive. if i feel youre uncomfortable with any of my actions i instead try my best to ignore you to avoid making you upset.

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Pub: 18 Jun 2024 04:38 UTC
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