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nicomary /qp ⠀ ♡ ⠀ main

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Hi Nico ♡

You made your way into my heart so naturally that I didn't even realize it. It was a buildup of little things that I barely realized I was doing, & when I did, I couldn't figure out why. I'd always want to tell you first whenever something would happen to me. I found myself hoping that my notifications were from you. You'd be the first—sometimes the only person I'd respond to when I wake up to 9 unread dms. I'd get such frequent urges to give you gifts. I realized that the nickname Ryry is reserved exclusively for you. I'd look up "time in nzst" at random intervals just to get an idea of what you're up to & when we'd be able to talk next. I'd manually tamper with my sleep schedule just so we could spend more hours awake at the same time. I'd spend an embarrassing amount of time digging for Souheki art just to have an excuse to dm you… which is I think about when I realized I was cooked.

While clingy isn't a word I'd usually use to describe myself, I suppose exceptions have to be made when I find myself looking for reasons to message you literally all the time. You're so consistently enjoyable to be around—such a fun, sweet, endearing, likable person. I never feel like I need to worry about being judged when I'm speaking with you. I hope you feel the same way around me. I love to spend time with you, Nico; I love you. I hope you know that doesn't waver on your bad days.

I get so embarrassing & giddy & affectionate about you. You give me soo much cuteness aggression. You're like a small kitten I wanna squish & pet vigorously. Puts you in the petpet gif maker. I'm so happy to call you my friend, my oomfle, my husband, my qpp. ♡ I lauve you Nini! Thank you for being you. You're the best gift I could ever ask for.

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Pub: 20 Aug 2024 18:12 UTC
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