" sad, drunk, and poorly "
ㅤ✟ິ 𑂴 ˙ ❤︎.ㅤklaus' journal ㅤ˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀ ˚ :¨ · .
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⁰¹ㅤSun ,ㅤ11 Jan,ㅤ ??pmㅤ
redoing this but actually this time... yes this is a different date to when this is published because, I meant to write this earlier. I took too long so I already don't remember much [shrug] I won at bowling for the first time (there was this guy that bent all the way down when throwing the bowling ball and he fell ober -klaus) the place was really overstimulating but I wasn't focused on it, after we went to this dessert place, I had mini pancakes and icecream yay ... we watched horror movies then!!!very fun ok byw
⁰²ㅤTue ,ㅤ13 Jan,ㅤ 3amㅤ
ok, a lot of things to talk about. I'm very content with my interests, like aren't I so niche and cool for liking misfits ehhhh? I will find any way to connect my interests, Robert Sheehan made a Beatles reference, and it was mentioned twice in the umbrella academy. S2 is set in the 60s... Klaus x Paul endgame!
anyway, misfits x the beatles...those who know 

Nathan is very John, and it's leading me to think that John might just be an enfp... Babe, put your clothes back on, I'm about to tell you about personality psychology... Me to Tony probably. How is he not tired of me yet ohh my... I can't stop talking whenever I talk to him like I just want to tell him every new thought on my mind. FUCKthats weird WHATEVR. "I like you because you're weird" shadduup
also I've come to the realization that I could have adhd. It explains why I want to gauge my eyes out when I do nothing for too long.
⁰³ㅤWed ,ㅤ14 Jan,ㅤ 6amㅤ
i kinda really don't want to finish tua s3&4 or st s5. because I dont like it. HHOLY SHIT MADOKA MAGICA IS ON NETFLIX. Ughhh THE BEST SHIT IS ON CHANNEL 4 BROOO skins and misfits HELLO!!????
ok. updat. S3 was actually good. Ireally liked klaus

⁰⁴ㅤFri ,ㅤ16 Jan,ㅤ 12amㅤ
I think I might start dirinking away my problems,iknow klaus is like an example on WHy not to do it, but fuck I've been thinking about it for so long. There's liqueur downstair,s and there's alcohol back home. I literally Can't smoke yet so!!!!!!!God!!!! Helpme!! I hate feeling things tje most. Like it's the worst ever. I want to feel numb. Ittried vodka once on hallowee n with my friends, I don't remember shit ththough.i dont wanna do it alone
Update. LIQWUER IS DISGUSTINg, I can't tell ifwanything jad happened but my head hurts so much and I feeldizzy
⁰⁵ㅤSat ,ㅤ17 Jan,ㅤ 4amㅤ
Thinking about how I used to be evil as SHIT 😂 Even if I was groomed into acting like thatWHATEVER. Getting ptsd from something I caused on myself. Not even me, technically. Having evil alters is nnot for the weak, or whatever. I had a discord server that was practically Epstein's island/HEAVY JOKE LMAOOA but yeeah I was pretty fucking dumb. I hadsshitty friends and I was shitty. It makes me feel better that I wasn't the only bastard there. I wonder how they are now. forgot what I'm writing about so goodnight
⁰⁶ㅤMon , 19 Jan,ㅤ 3amㅤ
the concept of proshipping is so chronically online
go up to ANYONE in public and ask them if they think pedophilia is okay and they'll belike "wtff noo!!!" but online someone will be like "WELL, TECHNICALLY-" as Klaus once said, "If you have to use the word technically, you're already in trouble." I mean, everyone has their absurd fantasies man but daaaamn!!!!! Keep it to yourself!!!!! it's giving uhh unemployment!!! Inbred!!! Your family doesn't love you!!! it's always Those People ™ doing taht shit.
also hi inm watching misfits finally 
⁰⁷ㅤWed , 21 Jan,ㅤ 4amㅤ
hi ihad a good day with my friends bitthen I got home and started crying ok anyway, sso cool. I'm assigning them beatles rightnow. kira - john, charlie - paul, ella - ringo, me - george
yah anywy so I'm gonna draw us.ots funny that we all had a phase of hating each other (except me and ella because we're aura farming like dat) ok I'm so tired
Hi. morality ocd + real event ocd + false memory ocd is a crazy combo imfuckkhn suffering
" sleeping really late... "