note for Rose

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i almost started crying when i was adding the pixels to the /for_rose page.
i'm sorry for anything icky or bad that i've done, or if i've been manipulative in the past. i don't mean to be a bad friend.

purple button that says "☠ pride purple shooting star purple button that says "★ bunny" ...
spirit, can you hear me; spirit are you there?
open a door or slam it, i don't really care.
spirit, can you hear me?
please, give me a sign, to tell me, a ghost, that you are still alive.
spirit, can you hear me?
please, open my eyes, enlighten our brains quickly, but please don't tell me lies.
i'm fighting for my life here; i'm spread so fucking thin.
for once in my life, just please let me win.

purple button that says "☠ pride purple shooting star purple button that says "★ bunny"

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i'm sorry if i hurt you, this wasn't my intention.
i just haven't had the practice of anyone's attention.
social skills were never my strong suit, but i never thought it'd be this hard to look at you.

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Pub: 16 Dec 2024 16:03 UTC

Edit: 17 Dec 2024 17:32 UTC

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