Some notes on MDMA

Hey beautiful girl! I'm going to type some random stuff about MDMA. You don't have to read all of this. You don't have to read any of this :) But I'm writing it anyways.

How often you can safely take MDMA

MDMA was mostly discovered and researched by a guy named Alexander Shulgin, and his wife Ann. They took it together a lot, and wrote a book about their relationship and all the drugs they invented. It's really romantic and inspiring!

Anyways, before there was any science about MDMA, Ann said that they discovered that it was best to take MDMA no more than once every three months. That's the rule that I go by. But now that there is more science about it, researchers say that you can take it once every 1.5 months. So if you want to go by that rule, you're ok, you're not crazy.

Taking MDMA alone

People take MDMA alone, but we highly recommend against it! When I told Railee that you were thinking about taking it alone, she said "Oh no! Do you need to go to Tashkent and be with her?" <3

If you take MDMA alone, you will have a great time! If you take it with a friend or a lover, you will have a better time! Two of the coolest things about MDMA are:

  1. Talking to people about your feelings, and
  2. Being touched

Both of those are easier with a trusted friend, or a hot lover!

What will happen when you take it

I thought it might be useful to look at a kind of timeline.

On the day you take MDMA, you shoudn't eat too much, and you shouldn't eat too little. If you're going to take it with someone, try to have your meals together. One of the most disappointing mistakes you can make is eating a huge meal and taking it, when your friends/partners have eaten differently. This can cause the drug to work immediately for them, while you wait two hours for it to work for you!

In the first hour after you've taken it, you might get nervous. You might not. For me and my friend Jessica, we get a lot of anxiety. Some thoughts that you might think are "Oh no, I should have never done this.", "I'm a bad person", "I shouldn't be here. I don't want to do MDMA today. I made a mistake." This is just the chemical anxiety talking! Trust yourself, and trust that you will feel wonderful in an hour! Also, though, some people never get anxious! Railee seems to have no anxiety at all. I have huge anxiety, and I usually lock myelf in the bathroom for 45 minutes after I take the MDMA, so I can be anxious alone :) Sometimes, also, at this point people get a little sick. I often throw up at this point!

When the drugs kick in,, you will be happier than you have ever been in your life. You might feel in love. You might smile so big that your cheeks hurt. You will feel very trusting and loving and compassionate and happy. Dancing will feel great! Touch will feel great! You might sit on the floor and talk with your friends about your deep love or respect for them. People might talk about serious things in their life, but everyone will be able to talk about those things with happiness and comfort, and a smile. It's very therapeutic!

The drug will peak soon after it starts working. At this point you will be feeling it very strongly. Your teeth might chatter, and your eyes might wiggle, and it might be hard to focus. This will only last for 10 or 15 minutes.

After this, I usually want to start kissing and having sex and stuff. But not everybody is like that. My friend Chandler has never had sex on E, and never has interest in it! That's ok too! At my parties, I have a rule: everyone should do only what they want to do. If you want to talk the whole time, you can do that. If you want to get on the phone with your best friend, do it! If you want to do something sexual, do that! If you don't, don't!

After a few hours you will come down. At this point, the effects of the drug will be weaker, but you'll still feel very content and happy for a long time. Usually I want to sleep at this time, but usually it's impossible for me to sleep! I just lay and cuddle for a few hours until sunrise.

The whole next day, you will be "afterglowing." You will feel happy and sweet and in love, but maybe a little sensitive. You might see a commercial for toilet paper and cry about how beautiful it is.

Sometime later, about 2 or 3 days after you rolled, you will crash. For 12-to-24 hours, you will feel like you're PMSing. You'll be irratable and depressed. It's important to remember that this is a temporary thing, and that you'll be ok. When you're crashing, call me and talk to me about your feelings!

Some advice that I give people when they are rolling

  • Don't make important decisions when you're rolling. It might be tempting to agree to marry someone :) If you really want to marry them, you can agree to do that the next week :)
  • Also don't make important decisions when you're crashing! Don't break up with your boyfriend or quit your job when you're in a bad mood for one day!
  • When you're rolling, drink lots of water.
  • When you're rolling, do what you want to do. Everyone will be happy if you take your clothes off. Everyone will be happy if you keep them on! Everyone will be happy if you decide to go alone and take a bath. Everyone will have a heart full of understanding and love and forgiveness and compassion, so you don't need to worry about what people think or expect! They're going to be happy no matter what!

Packing list

  • Cute clothes
  • Candy
  • Vibrators, condoms, sex stuff (if there's a chance you will do that)
  • Oil for massages
  • I like alcohol a lot, because it helps with my anxiety in the beginning
  • Cigarettes, or a vape
  • Good music! Normally happy electronic music!

Some questions I have for you!

  1. Do you have a good friend or a handsome man who you could take your MDMA with?
  2. How much MDMA do you have? Only enough for one person, or enough for that man/friend?
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Pub: 21 May 2023 10:26 UTC
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