/obsessivezai , dazai lovepage updated freq. / daily

''doubles'' dni and do not contact me .
together since 12/12/17 <3
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ilovee dazai soosososoosos much more than anything in this world , he is the most important person to me and i would do anything for him . the love i feel for him is something i havent felt with anyone else , i always say 'doubles' due to the belief no one loves him like i can nor are they on the same level . yes they exist , but they don't love him like i do . i spend every moment of my day thinking of dazai and what i can do for him ,, what i can buy for/about him ,, and how i can make everything about him . i've spent almost 9 years of my life dedicated to him and i keep planning to love him no matter what happens , i've spent around 3k+ usd on him and i plan to keep spending more and more on him until i can't . i need to own every piece of merch of him on it or i am incomplete . without him i feel like i'm missing my other half . i spend everyday studying his character and learning about him to try and understand him better , he deserves the entire world and all the love he can get (only from me!!! i can give him enough love , he doesnt need anyone else) without dazai i don't think i would be here right now .