Hi my name is miya and i dont like life so i will be talking about my sad pathetic everyday experience. If u check the date i have been rentrying since 2023. Yep. This isnt a reclaimd url!! U can check for tourself. This is /october22nd becoz thats my bday!!! Ok uhm Idk i restarted this pitenial warning ffor me talking about sensitive whatever in here for whoever is reading this? it has over 1k views so somebody is readinf this Ok sorry 8'll stop talking

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July 30 2025: Ok hi its 12:15 am at the time im writing thjs. This entire summer has been fucking boring i have been inside all day like 5/7 days of the week im inside i gen dont like going outside for anytbing.. i lit refuse 2 go outside to go to the store and get something to eat which is on my block Just becayse i dint wanna get up and go outside i dokt wanna do anythint at all and my family is talking ab "going to splish splash" Fuck no fuck you i hope i die tomoorow. I live everyday and hope its my last. anyways my sister found out i cut myself its my fault anyways u choose 2 cut urself on your wrist u fucking numbskull whats wring with you Anyways dhe didnt tell my mom which thank god but she daid if she finds out im still doing it she'll tell her which i canr wait til she moves out cuz i hate this i feel like i have no privacy anymore olease god Take me im so fucking ready (з_з) Im still soinf it so What fucking ever. Anyways nowadays i feel much more at ease since i left my old internyn life behind but i still kept my name and like everything which idrgaf block button exists i guess. it made me so fricking uneasy im such a liar i lied dor like 4 years straight LOLL I hate myself i hope he bever reads this if he does im sorry stop talkjng on my atabook im soo sorrh please just go Thx. I dont even know. i dont want school to start im starting hs in september i passed my algebra 1 regents Yay. I took algebra this year for 8th I was ahead of my classmates im so smart~ Lol the only advanced clas my ms had was algebra OK my brother took algebra in 8th but fauled his regents by 1 point so fhat means im smarter than him Yep. I think i got like? Ugh wait lemme go see YEP I GOT 74 THAT WAS MY SCORE!! this week i was rewatching haikyuu and i am currently obsessed with Sunarin Ok i always likwd suna but now i love him so much past platonic adoration i love my rincchan. Im verii scared if buying from crepe again coz this stupid bank sends in bank statements every single month and i just hope i either get ti ut first and throw it out in time or just hope they dont check the letter... I have like $114 in my account Nyaah i might order from bebecome again I love them so much so kind so :heart: Ack I cried during graduation. the senior trip was so fun we went to 6 flags and my group was fucking hilarious. We werent assigned or anyhring it was me gabby + isiah malachi steven nicholas And then we found komar becoz he arrived later than us THEN WE HAD A BLAST!! I miss that day. if i could go back i would. just to that day. coming home after that day knowing i was seeing wveryrbing for the last time tomorrow was horrible.!! Uhm but like wtv im not explainf the history 2 u jo made a dc server with the ppl i mentioned above + naomi and some other 7tg graders and wtv. then ro joined?? Then he messages me that he liked me b4 school ended and like he annoyed me because he liked me. thwn i was like oh ok uhm why he says that "ur cute thats why" Like IK IM CUTE BUT I WANNA HEAR THAT FROM A GIRL NOT YIU FUCM YOU!! J asked if he was srs then be said so srs he was gna ask for my # but he didnt think i was gna give it & well UR RIGHT I WASNT GOING TO i dont like men and even if i did u would he pit off so fucking fast plesse stay away from me. he said he was thinking if asking 4 me to b his gf and i was like oh well i was gonna say no srry he says thats ok blah blah it ends there. thanmk god! Fuck i hate men u dont wven know me like that im gonna kill Hou. Nyways? thats it


July 31st 2025: Im so tired i fucking hate rentry bro they better fix this whole redirect ad thing because irs Gennuuinely pissing me off. STOP REDIRECTING ME TO WHATEVER WEBSIRE they keep saying theyre fixing it or
working on it or wtv but. Fix it faster this site is so annoying t'use when i have a 4/6 chance to be redurected to amazon or shein or some toher websjte even when i just accidently tap on the screen.


August 2rd 2025: Lol again ir happened
gen cant find anything good about my family i hate all of them i went to work with mom on momday and wore this shirt. it wasnt even dirty i just wore it once so i was gonna wear it agakn to go out and then shes liek “no you already wore it once wear something else” then she pulls out this fucking tank top which is obviously the last thing i want to wear wether i had cut myself or not i just dont like wearing tank tops in public or even at home then i literally start panicking because i dont want her to see them then she just ignores me. whTever. then jada triesnto come in and plau the neutral side whatever and is like “well what top do yoy want to put on that isnt the top you wore rhis week” and i say idk because i have literally nothing to wear that is suitable for summer weather. then mom goes to get some top idk then jada starts staring at me and saging “and i know why you dont wana wear that and thats why i talked to you aboit it” Like you dont even know me yoy domt know half of what you think you do dont fucking talk as if you know why i cut myself i cut myself because i have literally nothing else to feel like im something yiu all preach about god and jesus meanwhile i want nothing to do. with any of that. Seriously fuck you ehen she found oit i cut myself she literally said something about god jesus whatever idc I DONT CARE LEAVE ME ALONEE
now mom is talking some “and youre going to church tomorrow” whatever man?? It’s literally not gonna do anything im in this constant loop wirh myself idk hiw much signs i’ve given literally fucking jada should know out of everyone yet nobody takes me seriously theres no point


august 3rd 2025
having jada talk and act like she understands and knows me is so fucking annoying if u knew me you would know idgaf sbout whats going on in your life and how you understand I DONT CARE you wont understand you will never know even half of it shut up leave me alone

i cant wait to be with my friends forever after we move into our future apartment tg Yes. the night we move in we will have a party and drjnk 1000 bottles of soju~

i think im gonna go insane in hs especially without my phone im gonna start crying during lunch

i told my mom i spend my money on anime stuff becayse it makes me happy then she just gave me a side eye and like she asked me who introduced me to anime then hwr first giess was marky,? marky did not introduce me to smile precure fffffuckkkk you. she couldn’t even accepy the concept of me being possibly autistic even though jada literally said i probably was
idk how she’ll take me sayinf that im inlove with a fictional character from an anime and buyijg his merch and art of me and him makes me wanna die less

august 4th 2025
to be honest i believe romance and relationships is only a tv thing, like well ? but nothing like that can ever be replicated irl its nothing but a fantasy and a performance especially nowadays— i believe most people who get into romantic relationships just only do it to prove their worth and that theyre wanted by others like do that make sense i also think that way because i see that my mom marky and jada are all in romantic relationships and it gives nothing but stress (specifically to the women) and 9/10 its always the man whose giving the stress,, Like do you get it? maybe i am aroace

its just that dating to me is really just a fantasy and the main reason why people want a partner is because they just want someone to fill the hole in their fantasies and have themselves feel like they’re worth something and that they’re wanted
thats why most people who arent in relationships and want to be in one usually feel like they’re not worth anything, because they feel validated as a person once they get someone who romantically wants them 🤷🏽 Well thank god im not like that. I know i am beautiful Ok!

august 12 : HI MIYA THIS IS ME YU HI HOW AR EOYUYUY I FW U HEAVYYFGYTYR its lile, long b4 we even started talking like its a couple months back i liked ur vocabulary and i giggedl evertyime ti entered ur rnetrys plsu i think maimiya is so cute i like the way the color palettes match w each other and now hat i talked to u i can see why manjiro likes u.. maimiya is eternal
TRURH NUKE YES

ih my god my mom is gonna fucm up everythint GODDD idk wth her and her bf got into but like Fuckk i think theyre splitting up fr this time Ugh idfk Why shes doing this and its such a bad time to do this. Schools starting soon + we have to move soon + literally just?? A lot of other things Why why why why now she’s not going to work Please can you just fucking think before you do anything

august 14th 2025 : sometimes i feel like a stupid larper I am nit trye to myself i dont knowww im lkke not eevn who i think i am. I dont know whats wring with me Im so tired of this is this my life really

i try my best to keep up byt i just simply cant. I domt think i can be a good friend to anyone outisde of those 3 i have an issue whats wring with me

august 15th 2025 : Ok im trying my best but after i send one message i immedidately close oit of the app and dont open it for like 20 minturs.. I dint want it to make it seek kike i hate her i dint but i am really fuckin awkward i hate my life

i came acrodd this tiktok and it was explaing what happens after you die and honesrly im so fucking scared of death i dont want to die but its always going to happen to everyone Im so fucking scared i dont wanna die i almost threw up oh my god

august 22nd 2025 : honestly i feel so mad rifht now like This fuck keeps looking at my stuff and its honestly pissing me off so bad?? this is liek the 3rd time shes done this i dont understand if doubles make you do all this shit thats not safe why do you go out of your way to look at my pinterest, it lit snitches on u when u check someone's account :expressionless: like lit just go on ur own path go play with your nothingburger yumeship STOP WATCHING ME!! And i lit sent something to her sp telling her "I think this is like the 2nd 3rd time u’ve Looked at my shit if doubles make u so nervous then stop looking at my profiles pinterest snitches on u 🦄" idk if she saw cuz she hasnt responded Or dmed me or wtv she does oroblably hiding in private again IDC ANYMORE next time im iusy gonma go on my burner acc and tell jer to get a life instead of looking at what i do

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Pub: 20 Sep 2023 21:47 UTC

Edit: 22 Aug 2025 14:41 UTC

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