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15th july at 15;20 for me
I miss her SO MUCH I wish I could have the courage to message her but I feel like I will be lowkirkenuinely be bothering her right now if I do it,,, What can I say i'm a pussy . . . . Kind of. I should be focusing on watching legally blonde with my sister today but I'm lowkeu missing her a lot even if she sent me her good morning at 3;07PM, it must be like 9PM for her right now if i'm right I should not be acting liek this tee bee heicht but brahhh I just miss anyone who I like dearly, I miss Sol and Honk, please talkto me or I will be unleashing my E3 tendencies especially SX3. I lied I'm not even that close to being SX3 to be fair but I was still looking at it

14th july at 19;17 for me
We called more and more and we ended up like with 2 full days of call and some good hours to it, I would like to notice that I have never done that in my entire life as far as I remember besides an experiment me and my ex-friends did so this might be a reason to call her more special to me than she already is, today in specific I didn't do anything besides watch her do stuff with the most stupid smile ever that you can image < To be fair I wasn't much able to even talk because she made my throat hurt a lot . . . . Well, it's not her fault at all because it would sound dirty + It was my fault for not drinking water . . . Sorrysosrry sorry
Sometimes when I'm listening to music I like, I always listen to these super depressing looking musics that aren't depressing at all but I was listening to "Harvey" by Alex G and there's this one part at the start
"Success for my buddies, success for my friends
Success is the only thing I understand
Head back home to the place I grew up
Give my medals to the ones that I love"
They are lyrics that I heavily correlate with you for said obvious reasons, I really wish your success by all means and I wish that when you thrive in your life, I will be there by your side to see you smiling eiguieurbr I know it's more possible for that to happen in a LOOONG time but it's better than thinking it will not happen at all . . . I plan to get an actual job like I mentioned before and I'll be your salt mommy #sugar daddy:let me spoil you salt daddy: let me preserve you type sjit
I love this woman she makes me smile and be very flustered for no reason, sometimes I wonder if I was just gifted and I somehow bonded with her for absolute luck << I'm very greatful by that one day we randomly started talking about Typology and whatsoeverrrrrr It ended up in my giving you my daily goodnights and good mornings . . . I love saying good morning and good night toyou because I wish you always have a good day despite not every day being good, I wish I could always make your day better but I try my best . . . Seeing you happy overall makes me happy < Wait did I say you being happy?? What!! You being happy means you're actually mistyped and you're actually E2 hhHHH
Anwyays I jsut wanted to say like usual that I love paying attention to you and I love your attention back . . . As someone who needs attention 24/7 I feel like you complete my need for it as well and I do my best to stay by your side to also shower you with my usual affection and patience, also you're the first person I ever wrote a 16mb txt file just about you, your demeanor, your quirks, your thoughts and general just about you yeah so consider yourself very lucky!! ANYWAYS good night once more, also I wanted to say but sometimes I'm super glad you don't mind my interests and whatever I do unlike some very hyper-sensitive people that bug over me having your name in my thighs, anyways!! I'm just super happy, also I gave up on making you in DoL if it means anything < Means a lot actually because you're about to get art of you either way, I really like you as a person and probably nothing will change that SMH
I'm so cute

12th july at 21;16 for me
I feel incredbly sad at what happened to the big tartlet dot lol, and I wish I could have retrieved and copy and pasted the biggggg text I made for you there but I don't thinkt it will be possible, so I sadly will have to return to this fuckass site and #cope with my depressive state of not having anymore HTMLCSS properly to decorate my stuff and make it pretty, and I will sadly go cry in your arms (as you are my abusive wife) and KMS
I will one day try to make a rentry back here again, maybe, maybe later on but i'm jsut too tired about paste-stuff and I will probably be dwelling over this for a good time (or not) I am mostly sad about the loss of the server I usually talked in, but it's okay!!!I have you and my tiktok streak collectors so I will keep talking toyou anyways just a little bit more if you don't mind that . . . Maybe. Anyways thank you for watching me play slay the princess for what????? 5 hours??? yes 5.2 hours according to steam, non-stop, thank you for sharing your DID protagonist argument and also for being here with me during the literal downfall of tartlet and i'm glad I still have you to talk with considering now I'm probably gonna be shit talked by some, ahem. But still,ekjernfieubf Thank you for being here either way I lboe you

10:28 at july 6th for me
I would totally love to message you right now becaus e oh my god I miss you ( I was sleeping ) but ahabhoerhfierf I wouldn't want to bother you while you're playing Boblox, although I would invite you to play today i'm not entirely sure if i'm apt to do such act BECAUSE I don't know If i can make a sound or if I will die if I do so ( because of the stuff my happening within my house ATM ) nyways!! I was looking at videos of bunnies and they reminded me of you, if you were a bunny I would also be a bnnyu,, Anyways (again) I wanted to say I admire a lot your capability of arguing and making a general sense of stuff, I wish I could be like you in that sense because I see you in the Tartlet staff chat sometimes and you do such amazing takes . . . I don't know how you do it but just know that again, your number 1 biggest fan ever will always cheer on you and always admire you no matter what ieIUWEFIEF I wanted to say I find you pretty smart in these aspects despite you struggling or just not wanting to do such effort of making arguments in areas you're not much fond of, but I still gladly admire you and your way of making everything so harmonious sometimes . . . Not sometimes, I lied, it's all the time, i also randomly rememebred about you saying for me to do my own stuff whilst talking about me wanting to talk to you but!!! I always want to talk with you, if i'm being honest, so I wouldn't mind making any type of effort to do such act because one day I even cancelled some stuff I had to do just to be able to talk properly to you . . . So never say that again!! Because I will always try my best to have time for you in my life despite how busy I might be, which is technically a rare thing for me as I never properly did this with anyone else, as I mentioned before ( Ithink )
Thank you for being and acting the way you do,,, you have somoene that will always stand up to you no matter of your choices or opinions by sofar,, Hiiii that's me!!!I'm here

july 5th 2026,, I wanted to say that today was one of my most vulnerable days that I ever had so far this year, I just wanted to say that you made my day by just doing a simple thing as staying with me in the call today even if I technically only wanted to stream you a simple game (even if technically, it turned out into a horror game, buny bunny bunny what the freak) Anyways,, I just wanted to say thank you again for literally anything (not a suicide note ok) and everything,,, If you have a minute one day I would love to call you to read a note I made for you some days ago, it was more like a letter but I would love to say it to you in "person" (in voice technically) but I just wanted to say yhat you are so special to me that you brightened my day 100x than I could ever have imagined and asked,, I never asked for anything in my life besides have people around my side that understand me, or to just make me company as my heart was as lonely as anyone could imagine it to be because of everything that has happened in my life, and I will gladly say while crying while writing this that when I get older, i'm going to definitely remember you and you are engraved into my heart & I will forever cherish all the moments we had together (again, this is not a suicide note) and I wanted to say that I am very, very thankful for you for making my day everyday and that i'm glad I have you around me, you are genuinely someone so damn special to me I would literally abandon anything I have to do something for you and I wish & I wish for you to know that all the good memories I have with you will always be forever stuck with me, I hope I don't come off as cheesy while writing this but damn all the things I have gone through recently and I would love to kms at any moment but you gave me a strenght I did not I had to keep going ( and especially, I would like to say that everything we are gonna go through no matter what I'll say by your side) and I hope I also don't come off as childish and cheesy when I read the letter out to you or don't embarrass myself by crying through it,,, But to be honest, today I got confident on the fact that I don't have to hide my emotions and stuff around you and later then I got comfortable by the fact I cried during call (which I now don't mind if you heard or not) & Ahahahfbhrgihir today's brazil match was a total terror. But it's okay since well, I'm not that much into football but it made me remember that one day, I will try to get a good paying job despite already having a good source of income < This made me remember one day, thinking about you, I asked google "is it coercion if i wanna give someone money forcefully so in the future they will have a stable life" And google said it's not laughing emoji So I will totally not pull you up to whenever I live in the future if anything happens with you and your family . . . I would like to say that it's a wish of mine but I really hope you will stay well & I was super super worried the entire time you were super sick, I got super happy today by the fact I just got to hear your voice and you laughing and generally just talking since you were very bad, I like the sound of you laughing and your voice in general because I won't lie . . . It soothes me (ahem) Ow ow my eyes got crusty IDK not crusty but it got dry after I cried my eyeballs out, I wish I could give you the world or do anything to see you smile.
23:49 in the same day: Man I should write more for you but the last time I tried, something evil happened with my laptop for some reason but!! I think it was on my part to be fair, because I technically accidentally downloaded another virus ( which was taken care of, by the way ) & they are taking foreveeeeer for me to write!!! I generally don't know why but these days I wish I had more energy to do stuff with you, don't get me wrong I LOVE making up time for you but I kind of noticed I have been using my break-free time by just. SLEEPING. ( Which for instance, i'm not that mad about myself, but I like texting you in all the ways you can think of, I just don't want to sleep all day < I miss you even in my sleep, I'm that much of a "loser ) Aaaa a..aaa.aA. Senpai I think you woke me up during the call as well because after I cried, I kind of slept a bit for some good 2 minutes without you noticing ( Hopefully ) Anwyasy!! To the topic, I wanted to thank you for doing so much for me, by taking your time to remind me to do stuff and generally just being by my side, it means a lot to me!! If I could I would make you breakfast, if I was physically tjhere of course. I think you would love my pancakes if you like bananas ( To elucidate I kind of LOVE. I say love because I really like making banana-related stuff, which includes pancakes!! I don't know how to explain the recipe though, don't ask me it, it's just good. Ok. ) & Every time I call with you I have to resist a small urge on my brain to not just say I love you, or something similar, which I genuinely don't know why it happens but I like expressing myself this much while I'm around you < Technically, I do express myself a lot but not this much when it's not around you as I like to be seen as a non-annoying person ( as others call me that ha.ha ha ha that's so funny< i'm actually laughing I'm sorry for the toning of this message, I do laugh like this and I also laugh with emojis I'M SUCH A BOOOMERRRR) Also, believing that despite all my three thousand nightmares per night, it's nice to have someone that does look out for me ( as you care for me ) and it feels nice to have someone I consider special to me around me . . . also!! It's midnight... I was drawing my sona to make a little thing for my commissions, and after that I was going to draw one for you. But it's basically my curfew now!! I don't want to stay up tooooo late and end up replying to you with tardiness because i don't want to be seen like a bum who sleeps all day . . . But I mean, I can technically call myself one as that's all I do, blehhhn jn I woke up like, not much after the game ended ( that was a lie, I woke up 9:34PM, I think? But at this time, you are already sleeping and I wouldn't want to disturb you ) But well, before going to sleep I want to say, not would < I should start saying want isntead of would, because it's something I currently want to do but whatever!! I wish I could find a way to send you IRL stuff despite Turkey's obvious super-bad-security-paperwork-whatever-going-on thing and I wish I could gift you roses, I would probably leave a boyish name in the letter though due to your family, I would totally send you them under the name Eden or Adam, don't get me wrong but once I went by these names years ago and they're low-key aura, and I want to aurafarmmaxx around you to impress you so HWATEVERRR I would send you either tulips or lilacs because for me I associate you with lilacs, they're pretty and they also look very purple wahhwhawha I'm just rambling now about all the stuff I could possibly do to send to you,, I would write letters, of course, I already to that a lot but I WOULD LOVE to see you reading them physically and thinking "Oh my god bruhh what have I gotten myself into someone get this girl outta here" and read my unreadable cursive 🧡🧡🧡🧡😸I would definetely draw a lot for you, I wish I could do portraits in a better way because I would totally make lots of them of you. I definetely would bake for you if I could as well, but as I mentioned a good time ago I kind of like, have super suspicious looking food culinary techniques but i'm pretty sure they're tasty, I got your taste noted by now so I'm pretty sure I can cook you anything you'd like to eat as well, we should eat kebabs together one day if I ever catch you in the road ( acting like I would know turkish to even go to turkey first, however, one day I will try to see if I can get you outta here if you'd like), I don't even talk about you a lotttt in my personal life. totally. I say as my entire famioly and classmates and possibly more people know about you as I keep saying how much cool you are in general and rambling about stuff I would do for you < Well, I don't want to sound like i'm obsessed but I think that's fair considering i'm your dere ( apparently, yandere (???????????????????w)) Ugh I got to stop also having this icnredible homosexual-esque vocabulary I noticed I have i'm such a
00:11 In the other day, same day, IDK it's midnight whateverrrrrr and i'm like, off my curfew for 12 minutes right now actually, 1 minute passed. :If you weren't sleeping, I would definetely call you and show you my house again for absolute no reason but I guess I would have to clean my room first, it is kind of dirty & Messy but certainly it kind of represents my mind?? I don't know, but I also plan to have the ITA bag I mentioned I would make of you, and if my landlord let me, I would also definetely do something on my wall related to you, also, i'm technically writing how much i love you with 2 index fingers, i don't know why i'm doing this since usually I write with my middle, ahhahs aha ah getit the middle, i could try to record it but sometimes i keep changing the finger and it makes me aware i'm typing with my index RN, which I just got aware of again and will stop doing it also I lied I apparently don't text with the middle that much but I don't rememebr what's the name of the < Sudden stop because I realized I do in fact type with the middle, I'm braindead. I recorded a video of me typing this rite now so I will show it to you when I'm done with this,, Anyways hiii!!! I don't know if I will show you now before going to sleep again or after waking up from my sleep, however, I lvoe you!! I hope you're sleeping well (at the time i'm writing this) Also!! As I'm writing this again, I apparently reached the word max I could get in an HTML section, which I will DM van about it after ... Well, I DMED shy now but I hope shy fixes this later, while at that, I want you to know that you make my day brighter every single day and you're like unironically my sunshine << Despite me being very clingy I would say, I wanted to ask if you wanted to make matching widgets that will contribute to nothing in your life despite making me happy by matching with you ( I really, really love matching with you, as you have seen it, I will ask you to match something with me later, If I remember what was going to be it ) By the way, I think I can show my interest and admiration for you greatly as like, almost all my stuff i'm just "" Hii hii my name is Lain or I go by f*ck/fuck/freak I go by she it and I LVOEEEE my knight aka Sol I lvoe sol"" I just noticed I have that specific quirk to just say that aloud every place I get to, excuse me. Also, I don't know why I was crying while writing this but I think??? Sometimes I think about you and just go mannnnn there's no way she's actively talking to someone so annoying and miserable and NPD HPD abuser like me!!! Holy shit!!! And then I start crying because i'm a loser, definitely
00:28 in the same writing thing, i don't know if I can call this tomorrow another day past day I GIVE UPPPP!!: I was looking at pinterest because I wanted to add stuff to my super secret folder of stuff that reminds me of you, in the process I saw a south park OC named Kelsey which is a dog and has mini Kyles as pups, which got me frightened as hell and I wish I could not have seen that, but it's funny so I will save it to show you later
Sometimes I want to spam call you around because I can't believe I have someone like you around in general, adding to my last thing about this topic, you just make me so happy I'm never leaving you never ever I will be like to death with you if you let me, I like to thing about that one Sia music but instead of my snowman and me it's my knight and me and it makes me giggly happy flustered annything everything at once, is the effect you get me most of the time
I saw this one pinterest image and I will put the link here so you can copy and paste into your librewolf or anything I don't remember if it was Brave or that one, or if they're the same thing, anyways!! https://pin.it/1xi5zJgIj,,, Copy that okay? Okay
Anyways!! You know already that I love, adore, and cherish you a lot as a whole person so I hope I don't seem to cheesy in that one level you mentioned one day despite you saying it wasn't like it at all, i'm still super concious,, Anyways I wrote this with my heart once more but I would like to turn /wife into some stuff I jsut talk about you and etc, you can put your stuff here if you'd like to say anything . . .HIhih I lvoe writing about you, I say as I equally write more in my 15-now-16MB .txt file, I should write more once I finish cleaning my room which possibly will be soon as I'm writing this and everything is a mess but ahbiuweihwejd Anyways. I like the way you play Roblox also you're very very goodnat obbies to the point sometimes I feel like you're some kind of parkour master.
Putting this here because!!! I hit the word limit on Tartlet lol, which made me have to use another URL ha ha ha I am laughing while using my Lenovo IdeaPad Slim 3's speech to text while not using my Motorola Edge Lite 20 ROFL emoji. Typing this now from my laptop without speech-to-text I kind of realized how head over heels I look in this, also I had to use this forsaken site once more