It's just the heaviness that comes with knowing you will never die,

Jan or Sterling ⊹ 2010 1225 <- My Birthday! crayon-eating butch lesboy 15 year old, They/Them only unless specified otherwise. ISTP 4w2 Depressive-dipolar with borderline and schizophrenic traits as well. i am mostly stable so no need to interact with care. interests Mi-cores: ⓵༶⓶༶⓷༶⓸ Everyday i learn more about the vast abyss that is myself but for now this feels good to describe myself. In Love since 10.10.25♡
Currently incredibly fixated on MCYT specifically desert duo and hermitcraft11. Some of my fave ccs include; Grian, Zedaph, Mumbo, Smallishbeans, and Joe Hills. Scarian rots my brain and makes me feel like that one image of the dog being injected with the internet.
Top ~100 of Montreal fans in the world, according to spotify, and myself. My favorite albums/EPs are; SPITA, Sunlandic Twins Bonus EP, False Priest, Daughter of Cloud, I Feel Safe With You, Trash, & Lady On The Cusp. Listener and avid fan since 2024, hoarder of many of Montreal urls, /altereagle is my most prized one... and /Kcrraanggaanngg!!. Two very tuff of Montreal tracks
Oshi for jane 'el' hopper. Shes so precious and if anyone says anything negative about her ever i cry. Shes the perfect character ever, her storyline is so perfectly done and i love the way trauma is portrayed with her. El has done nothing wrong ever and if you criticize her you go to hawkins serious mode.
Fan of many musical artists but some include; Liam Mccay, Devi McCallion, The Magnetic Fields, Gezebelle Gaburgably, Gorrilaz, Uncle Outrage, BHG, The Crane Wives, KMFDM, Toxic Lipstick, And One, Mica Levi
no DNI except for Iskall supporters and the TCC. I consider myself a tolerant person but i cannot stand these genres of people. I block freely as well because i like to curate my own positive [limited] online experience