⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀my dearest ley,
⠀⠀here i go, rambling to you again. only this time i wanted it to be public, so that everybody who knows me can see just how much i love you, how much i wholeheartedly adore my beautiful, darling girlfriend. perhaps it will seem a bit too sentimental, maybe corny to others, but i don't care; all i care about is the fact that everybody will know i am yours, and you are mine.
⠀⠀on the day that you receive the link to this, it will be our two year anniversary. hooray! it feels like just yesterday that it was our first, and months ago that we first got together. that was truly a blessed day, and i will never forget it, not for as long as i live. i know you won't forget it either. looking back, it was foolish to think anybody could have filled your place; it will always be just us, forever and beyond, in life and in death. it chills my core in a delightful way to think of how our love will last eternally, and to be sure of that fact. i've never been able to be sure of it with anybody else, and i know that you know that, and i love that you do.
⠀⠀do you remember the very first letter you ever wrote to me? i do. you used a bright red pen and doodled all over the page alongside your manic admissions of admiration, and i still can't express just how much your loving words mean to me. i have never felt feelings as deep and relentless as those that i feel for you. i miss your handwriting, it's been months since i last saw it. maybe you should write to me again sometime... i know i would receive it happily.
⠀⠀in a similar vein, do you remember early on into us dating where i went outside and picked a bunch of flowers for you, and put them in that little fine china cup? that cup is still here, and i think of you whenever i use it; however this is rare, as i'm scared to break it. it was my great-great-grandmother's (i remember telling you this when i sent you the picture of it with the flowers inside) but of more importance to me is the value it holds because of you. i would care less about it if i hadn't, on a whim, decided to make you a little bouquet. it's all such silly things that i hold dear, isn't it? i'm such a sucker for you...
⠀⠀this isn't how i usually speak, you know that. i tend to be quite ridiculous when i speak, but every time i do things like this for you, the poet in me takes over and i find myself being fancy with my wording. how is it that one single person can unlock such different parts of me? i'm not quite sure, but i don't complain; this wouldn't be the first time, of course. maybe you've grown accustomed to it by now. anywho, i started to rewrite all of these ramblings multiple times before i gave up and just let the words flow the way my brain wanted them to. like i said before, i'm a sucker for you, and i want to do nice things for you, even when it's fundamentally pointless things like being all proper like this. but of course, you've never complained about it!
⠀⠀i fully believe that no matter what happens to either of us, we will always find a way back to each other. i'm not sure if you believe in the whole "red string of fate" thing, but i do, and i think it applies to us. we've gone through too much together for it to all amount to nothing. i won't let it be nothing if you won't, alright? i pinky promise. maybe a childish way to keep a promise, however i was raised to believe that it was the most sincere form of promise. everything i give to you is sincere. if i ever utter a single untruthful word to you, you have my permission to cut my tongue out. pinky promise!
⠀⠀well... i think I'm reaching the end of this. i have a lot more i could say, a lot more confessions to make, a lot more to reminisce on, but i've gone on a while already. i love you so dearly, my daisybell, my sugarplum, my lovebug, my darling, my doll, my sunshine, my star, my angel, my goddess. i will worship you as long as eternity exists.
⠀⠀oh, by the way... i had an important question for you. once you're done reading this, tell me to ask you, okay? i won't ask it until you've read this, because I want it to be special.
⠀⠀from the bottom of my heart to the jesse to my jane, the alastor to my lucifer, vox, & rosie, the paul & yoko to my john, the natsuki & monika to my yuri, the kokichi to my rantaro & shuichi, the ayano to my senpai, the mettaton to my tenna, the noelle to my kris & susie, the alphys to my undyne, the emily to my jecka, the mike to my will, the max to my bradley, the randal to my satoru, the john & jade to my dave, the notim to my dude, the p-chan & k-angel to my ame-chan, the fluttershy to my pinkie pie, the riddler to my batman, the sophie to my simon, the saya to my fuminori, the angel to my lee, the madoka to my homura, the misa to my L, & much more,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀love forever,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀kit ♡