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not sure how to make cute rentrys so this is a wip rn =^_^=

https://weirdgurl06x.blogspot.com/ + https://camplazlo.straw.page other links. i made this specific rentry to try to explain myself incase someone out there is curious about lil ol me. i might delete or edit this a lot. everything is confusing. ♡

i have several names
some names i use

💚KUKI☘️, 🧡RENA☀️,🍌(BA)NANA🐒
🐈KITTY/KITSY🐈,🎨MINKA🎨,
🫧DIZZY🫧, 💜ZOE/Y💜, 🦒NINA👽,
🌈RAINBOW🌈, 💛BECCA💛, 🎀BABY🎀, 🌊NEPTUNE🌊
🪷KALEIDOSCOPE🌎
(thats a mouthful...its just the name of my system, so you don't have to call me that unless talking about "us".)

♡ these are not all of them, just my favorites, sorted accordingly ^^ i hate having any name at all, but these one are fine. ♡ you can gives me nicknames too, or give me a name not listed here, and switch them up if you remember to please ~ Kuki is my main one, but I have very bad identity issues, so pls try to use other names if u feel like it ☆ Do not use my "legal/real" name if you know/remember it unless we are very close friends!!! i don't identity with it at all. ♡

♡ im bodily 19, but my mental state is messed up, so i feel stuck in childhood permanently. i usually say im ten years old, but there isnt really an exact age. please keep this in mind!

♡ my soul consists of several different other souls, im made of many many girls. my main girls are ☀️ and 🌙. I like to think the two parts of my soul are Lazlo + Edward from Camp Lazlo, my favorite characters in the world :-) ♡ they are me and i am their souls and their love

♡ i am everything and nothing ☯️
but simply, i am friendly, nerdy, fun-loving, sort of boring girl with a lot of baggage and healing + self improvement to do. i think im very weird despite working hard to act normal. i believe weird is a good thing, though, and it should be embraced. i am a huge pervert and i think its okay to say this, even if im sort of embarassed by it. i am very non judgemental and believe u should always be weird and have fun. im very nostalgic and creative, i usually keep it all in my head. i am very peaceful most of the time unless someone hurt me or my friends. i try to do good every day.

♡ please message me if you have any concerns or issues with something ive done. ♡ i don't like people assuming things about me whatsoever, and i try to clear things up and explain myself if im able to. ♡ i dont mean to hurt people on purpose, atleast not anymore, and im very against those actions and any type of bullying. i can be very defensive over myself at times if someones being mean to me or lying about me. ive come to care less about that though the more i deal with it @_@

♡ i change my mood and opinions frequently , besides my core values. i forget what i say a lot. i am a very very spacey, paranoid, detached and delusional girl. i tend to react intensely to situations or withdrawl myself from them if scared.

♡ i am not really for or against anything. as long as you don't hurt / abuse / manipulate other people i just dont care. i am for peace and kindness. many topics are very nuanced to me and im not good at wording my true feelings on them. im open to talking more about my beliefs but keep in mind im awkward and im very wary of who i open up to, unless i get a good feeling about you.

♡ i am constantly stuck in my head and extremely detached from myself and reality, it affects me greatly. i struggle with DPDR. i try not to vent a lot but i cant help it as i currently cant seek help for my mental stuff. i still try to be very optimistic despite my mental issues.

i try to believe everyone has good intentions when interacting with me even though i know some people really hate me.

♡ i dont make sense and i try not to take anything too seeiously..life is too short... i only want to live to have fun and make friends and help others.

♡ i am a lesbian ^.^ and i love girls so much ♡ i think everything and everyone is super cute! my gender is anime girl and alien angel and a small cartoon animal. i am also on the aroace spectrum ♡ specifically demisexual, ficto, aceflux...probably some other stupid terms that i cant think of...none of it is a big deal though.

♡ i tend to ignore a lot of people if im scared of you, as i get harassed often. please be patient with me and be nice. please dont act parasocial to me in a mean or extremely attached intense way,. if i show interest in you, its pretty obvious. i will go out of my way to annoy you into speaking with me and my friends. i like to talk to others in dms as best as i can, but please dont expect much from me right away. i prefer discord servers or group chats. i dont check twitter messages, i only use discord, telegram and instagram for chatting. do not take me not answering you too personally, please.

♡ i love everything ever. i am very interested in so many things!! i really love 2000s western cartoons + cartoon network and a lot of anime. ♡ my favorite cartoon is obviously camp lazlo and nothing comes close to how much i love it whatsoever, though i also enjoy 2000s CN in general.

♡ my favorite anime are k-on and monogatari. i love a lot 2000s and 2010s anime + with cute girls doing cute things or really cartoony styles. cartoons have been my passion since forever. i am friends with every cartoon and anime character ♡

♡ 🎮 fave games: gta san andreas, muse dash, deresute, deltarune, fortnite, marvel rivals, danganronpa series, left 4 dead 2, splatoon, hyperdimension neptunia series, yokai watch, pokemon, senran kagura. . . many many more. .. and my fave VNs are subahibi and higurashi (ik thats predictable...)

♡ i also love nature + the world + universe, history, toys, animals, science, drugs, films, horror, r&b + alt + hip hop music (i especially love Thundercat and N.E.R.D + Neptunes + Pharrell Williams!!!!!), weather, marvel + dc + other comic books, disney + pixar, pop culture, writing + reading, sports, cute things, video games, love in all forms, shipping + characters, psychology, vn + eroge, photography, collecting....a lot of other stuff. please talk to me about my interests, or ask for specifics! ♡
i love making friends with similar interests ♡ if you're nice

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