welcome 2 mi brain ! featuring le idiary ^p^ i'm slow in the head so be wary when reading everything contained here , thanks . i can't be bothered to organize this right now . typing quirks with alters too . srry


2025/02/10
i just finished like sorta decoing one of my urls , which was /nishimurariki and my url list that will be private for now bc i donut feel like sharing or trading to any capacity . i have today off which i'm very grateful for because i've been feeling so SICK . and i still dunno why . i cannot eat anything and i feel terrible . college has been taking a toll on me . . . i'm rethinking my double major and minor . anyways song of the day is blossom by enhypen i've been missing enha like a motherfucker . it's for enhypen: rest album . y'know ? i have exams to study for and 3 projects for my classes . life is not great . i think my hobbies is taking some part of my time that i should dedicate to my studies — only for now , because hobbies are important to my identity . i like to disappear at times bc it's fun and i'm just avpd final boss . sorry . i don't think i'll return to rentry trading to the fullest extent , and i used twitter as my only askbox thing , because are prob lazy to make an account . and i check that account every 2 weeks . so #protecting my peace . i've been rewatching hunter x hunter and i've missed it . it used to be my everything , but fixation's died down . i'm getting back into the flow of it , i'm on episdoe 116 of the anime and i'll read the manga where the anime left off . i forgot where i left off in the manga tbh .

anyways , i'm very tired and want to take a nap . i've also been missing my boyfriend gaku , god my heart is heavy . i'm nauseous and have a bad headache , i will be in his arms while i doze off . i think i will eat 3 meals instead of my usual 2 today , my energy is too low . bai friends !

2025/12/10
yo we lowkey forgot about this #sorry i'm here now updating this tho ! since this time frame we've redeco /doting which now needs to be updated again because i hate the layout , /lotus it's still a wip sorry , /nishimurariki i wanted to keep it simple for that one , and then /timid for my dni . then for planning i need to redo /cheolsoo because it has /nishimurariki old layout and then /chulsoo as well and then /nisco . sorry uhm . next is /pyschotic for tv tropes + dere types since /chobits has my sources . i need to deco /chobits properly , but it has 30 seconds worth of content so we ball . oh i forgot i somewhat redid /saes for my loving bf . i have so much to do for rentry , but homework comes first ! i've been speding most of my time with gaku sadly ... he's drawn me to watching him playing his silly games . i'm also getting back into pjsk , idolm@ster , bandori , and enstars oh and rhythmn hive . life is great ! i got sae's halloween card which i'm supa happy about .

this isn't a big update , but yeah that's all . kaoru out !

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Pub: 25 Jun 2022 05:19 UTC

Edit: 12 Oct 2025 17:50 UTC

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