fictionkin central . . . !

i said this on the tumblr sideblog i dedicated to it but its literally password protected so random bygoers will NOT know the context !!!!!! basically idk if im a fictkin or not so i wanna jst think about it for a while, sit on it, see what happens as time passes and bam. basically using this site to collect up possible fictkins and like put why and shit ykwim

ena shinonome

ena shinonome!

just gonna quote smn i said on the sideblog really quick:
i don't really think i'm an alternate universe version of her. or her from an alternate timeline. but i know i have something with the existence known as "ena shinonome". i have to. when looking through cards to use as a pfp, i found this one and thought "that's me"
so uh *points up* get a load of this guy. but yeah i look at ena and i see myself and i knwo i have some kind of stronger not synpath connection with her but i dont know what for the life of me. i dont have any particular attachment to my home or any of my friends (eg mizuki, mafuyu, kanade) and i like akito as a character but i cant tell if i feel that same kind of brotherly connection with him. and ahhhhh its all so confusing i wish i had something concrete i could use as a be all end all for myself but alas life is not that easy.


ame (needy streamer overdose)

ame!

whenever i boot up nso i get struck by the demons of "omg that is literally me" but i dont know if i mean it LITERALLY literally or if theres still a clear divide. like ok me and akito im standing next to him. hes got personal space over there. i can see myself adjacent but i am not akito. ena is liike. overlapping. or one of us is behind the other. very close past the lnie ykwim. but ame is like. shoulder to shoulder. i cant tell if we're one in the same or just very very very close. approaching copinglink or heavy comfort character if you feel me .


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salamander?????

yeah i dont fuckin know either man. i wish i could tell you but i cant. i dont even like cup noodles what the fuck is this
idk like. i was singing and i just felt a hazy sense of nostalgia. not like "i have previously sung this song before and i am aware of it" but "i dont know when but singing this song while being recorded just feels familiar" and now im just really attached to her idk.

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Pub: 01 Aug 2023 19:52 UTC
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