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Clinic β™” Extendedβ €System names include Visual Clinic, Doll Infirmary and The Patients. Bodily 16 ('09) & go by a range of collective names. You can refer as Emil(io), Patient, Sydney, Mae, Freis. Or just as Clinic. ​ ​ Terms here β €
β‘… Use hx/hy hym(n) it vamp or doll when referring to us. We have a very complex identity and use a variety of terms, and hoard micro labels to better express that. ( View here ) Identifying as agender, transmasc & unlabeled and as a vampiric ​ ​ porcelain ​ ​ doll ​ ​ ​ & ​ ​ ​ medical ​ ​ patient.

I/we are a severely disordered, sick and disabled person. Plagued by many complex disorders such as autism, BPD, OCD, udd and show heavy symptoms of SzPD. Cursed with POTS, MECFS, unspecified leg & mobility issues and more. All of which are diagnosed or medically recognised and actively being treated. Please be patient.

We show many heavy symptoms of NSSI, experience frequent delusions and psychotic episodes and are overall very sick. Take into consideration this heavily affects our behaviour and interactions. We are chronically ill and disabled, be understanding we will not get better.

We refer to ourself as a hikikomori, not in attempt to romanticise the term. Due to severe agoraphobia and social anxiety struggles, on top of our disabilities, it is the best word we see to describe our lifestyle. We may also refer to ourself as a living patient ​ ⎯⎯ ​ as we spend much time hospitalised and find comfort in being percieved as sick. ​ I am all things medicore ​ β‚β‚‹οΈ¨οΈ‘β‚’β‚‹οΈ§οΈ β‚Ž

We are plural and often switch between I/we/us terminology, are prone to amnesia and forgetfulness. And ​ overall ​ mood ​ swings, different personalities & behavioural patterns. If i forget, it isn't on purpose! We also have DPDR and ​ are ​ often ​ in ​ a ​ constant ​ dissociated ​ state.

We have many interests, mainly revolving around visual novels, open world RPGs and vkei media. Some of our sp/ins include zeno remake, itigokuruiza, n+c games, genshin, honkai impact, touqi guaitan, evangelion, ghost eyes, dolls and much more. ​ ( See our Extended interests here )

Due to our ASD we can be incredibly possessive over our interests and hate being competed with. Do not attempt to one-up us in regard to our sp/ins, compete with us or try to call yourself a bigger fan us. We will easily block over this.

We have a disorganized attachment style and are prone to both avoidancy and obsessive tendencies to those close to us. Due to our schizoid & BPD symptoms we struggle with both forming and maintaining relationships, & will often seem distant or uninterested in most things.

Refer back to our Directory or click here to see an e2r page of our boundaries, system extended and more info.
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