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  • Love you, hate me, you're my family
    Ugly things that I think daily
    You're my lovely angel, baby
    Break my neck and leave me bleeding

  • Baby, I could be your friend, love you 'til the very end

  • Tell me, lover, do you love me?
    Death is always near me, watching

  • I'm not quiet, you've been quiet, just receiving what you said
    Reeling, feeding, feeling, filled by everything you fed
    I see you as you see yourself through all the books you read
    Overwhelmed with guilt and realizing the disease

  • You give me chills, I've had it with the drills
    I'm nothing, you are nothing, we are nothing with the pills
    I am empty 'til she fills, alive until she kills
    In her vampire empire, I am falling

  • I see you there, rejecting all your earthly power
    Protecting and dissecting 'til you've emptied every hour
    We jumped into the pond and then come under the shower
    You lay upon my pillow and you open like a flower

  • Standing in the yard, dressed like a kid
    The house is white and the lawn is dead

  • My dog barks wildly
    To protect my infancy
    From my ex-believer
    And I try to calm the wolf
    To remind her I am both
    Still she tears at my sweater

  • Weren't we the stars in Heaven?
    Weren't we the salt in the sea?
    Dragon in the new warm mountain
    Didn't you believe in me?

  • And I can't twist myself around the truth and tell you I'm not shaking cause I am, yes I Am

  • And I've grown up, watching lovers fading and making mistakes
    And I couldn't fix them so i just watched them suffer and I watched them break

  • Words like violence
    Break the silence
    Come crashing in
    Into my little world
    Painful to me

  • Vows are spoken
    To be broken
    Feelings are intense
    Words are trivial
    Pleasures remain
    So does the pain
    Words are meaningless
    And forgettable

  • I have the temper of a lion
    But like a fox, I hold my tongue
    I've learned to notice when you're trying
    I can feel a fire in my lungs
    And all you have to say is "I'm sorry"
    And I'll forget the things you did
    Everyone tells me that I deserve better
    But I don't want better, I want this

  • What animal is in my body?
    I never recognise my face
    I hope to god you know the difference
    Between a lover and a cage

  • Giving up on breaking hearts
    Cause I'm only breaking my own
    I need to stop looking for love
    When I know I should be alone
    I had the road in my hands
    But now it rests by my toes
    I'm afraid I will crush it if I don't let myself go

  • Aimless love
    Mindless care
    Tides are turning as it gnaws and tears

  • You don't come around here like you're supposed to do
    I'm sitting round here waiting next to you
    I see the truth
    Is right inside of you

  • Who could take a minute just to talk to you?
    And walk away with everybody who
    Could leave you too
    I'm right in front of you

  • Careers are on the phone
    But I don't care about it
    For one second, Bunny (Second, Bunny)
    Careers are on the phone
    But I don't care about it
    Not but for you, Bunny

  • These sweet instincts ruin my life
    There's no progress, just good times
    Bitch, I'm wasted, just kidding, I'm high
    We're gonna go to a show
    And then come home and probably die

  • Got to work on my brain then I'm
    Crawling back to my grave

  • And two-faced bitches never lie
    And therefore I never lie
    Diagram this sin triangle
    But the biblical kind and not sine, because
    I don't know what to say
    A sickness by another name
    Wouldn't be sweet either but
    With luck, it would at least, like, not suck

  • Wouldn't be sweet either but
    With luck it would at least look much more tame

  • Unfortunately I am
    My own dog, my own fur companion
    My own old lady on a forum
    Who types in glittery decorum
    Unfortunately I take
    Myself out walking every day and
    I hand my legs to the feet and
    I give my head to the leash

  • Every other day I'm wondering
    What's a human being gotta be like?
    What's a way to just be competent?
    These sweet instincts ruin my life
    Every other day I'm wondering
    Was it a mistake to try and define
    What I'm certain's mad incompetence?
    These sweet instincts ruin my life

  • Mind if I cough in your ear all night?
    Mind if I resent you for a year tonight?
    I am not the type of man
    Who can fall asleep in someone else's arms

  • I love you, sometimes I love you
    But it's hard to say, there are times when I don't love
    I can't love anything in this world

  • It doesn't matter what I say
    If you don't say anything in response
    The final phrase of my last sentence
    Hangs in the air, sounding stupider and stupider

  • Here is a demo of my latest sentence
    I'll fill in the good parts later
    I'll make it fit together real nice
    And cut out all the "likes"

  • Lately you're the only dancer I believe in
    I would put your dower's blood in my hair
    No sympathetic voices anywhere
    There's blood in my hair

  • Now I'm considered ugly from every angle
    You're the only beauty I don't want to strangle
    Can't you hear me crying out for guidance?

  • I love you till the day I die
    So don't die today
    Please don't die today
    Everything but you is an ugly lie
    That's not how you pray
    That's not what you say

  • Why would you want to burn your house down?
    When you built it on your own
    Why would you rip all of your maps up?
    If you don't know where to go
    Why would you isolate yourself now?
    When you're terrified of being alone
    Why would you try to hurt your lover?
    If you said you loved him so

  • You've got pressure as the motions
    You don't react 'til you explode
    You seal off every path that leads to your heart
    But wonder why you are alone

  • You're jumpy like a puppy on its birthday, baby
    I know your heart is hurting baby
    I know your blood is dirty baby
    I know your pills stopped working baby

  • But never for those who are destined for sadness
    Who tear at their clothes and drift towards the madness
    That lives in our souls, deep under the sadness
    They'll burst through all of that bullshit then marry me

  • Cause I fell in love with a sense of impermanence
    That fits like a glove, so sacred in all of us
    With all we're made of, we watch fire through all darkness
    Now it's a part of some lives we created

  • I'll be the sucker again
    Ask for you to forgive
    My bitter retaliation
    I didn't say what I wanted
    The purple faded again
    It was the good kind
    The kind you can only get
    From a love bite
    And I think if you bit me again
    It would bleed through
    The clothes that I am wearing
    It would all pool
    Beneath my body until
    There was none left
    And i'd just lay there with you
    Fully brain dead

  • I'll be the source of your life
    Be your blood girl
    Just another forgettable
    Lovesick mortal
    Dime-a-dozen drink for a week
    Til I spoil
    Passing thought in a century
    Did you enjoy me?
    Did you enjoy me?

  • I am the world spinning round inside of you
    I am the animal that ripped your heart in two
    I am the blood flowing out through your nostrils
    You have destroyed with horrible chemicals

  • And I am an offer you cannot refuse
    And I am the dress you were soon to infuse with
    I am the androgyny that used to confuse you

  • I am your late night TV addiction
    I am the reason you can't pay attention
    I'm the only girl that could ever love you
    And I'm building a pet cemetery inside of your heart

  • This is where I loved you for the first time and the last
    And that is where I loved you for the second time

  • There's no heroes or villains in this fucking story
    Just human beings living, trying to ignore
    The thought of being something that you weren't born being
    Told that you were, and it just hurts when the ones that you love
    Just turn their back on the person that you've turned and become
    And I'm sorry my love that your family snickered and snorted
    In the same strength that I come over to love and adore you

  • Take my hand and come with me to another place
    In outer space
    We can walk around the universe tonight

  • So let's fly up to the moon and see
    The stars from high above
    With no rain, and no clouds
    Only love, oh
    And we'll dance along the Milky Way
    I hope that you feel the same
    About me, about us, about love

  • I caught you caterwauling, giving grief
    Thought you were cannonballing after me
    I let your actions speak for themselves
    And wished you well

  • And say what you mean
    Explain yourself to me
    I'll try not to judge you more than you would
    Let me help
    I promise not to tell
    Not like anyone's asking
    Or like anyone should

  • Let's get lost in the house
    We'll shut all the others out
    Yours is the only voice I'll hear

  • I am never going back I don't care what he said
    I wish he could see the hate in my head

  • Rose-colored boy
    I hear you making all that noise
    About the world you want to see
    And oh, I'm so annoyed
    'Cause I just killed off what was left of
    The optimist in me

  • But hearts are breaking, and wars are raging on
    And I have taken my glasses off
    You got me nervous
    I'm right at the end of my rope
    A half empty girl
    Don't make me laugh, I'll choke

  • Just let me cry a little bit longer
    I ain't gon' smile if I don't want to
    Hey, man, we all can't be like you
    I wish we were all rose-colored too
    My rose-colored boy

  • I want you to stop insisting that I'm not
    A lost cause, 'cause I've been through a lot
    Really all I've got is just to stay pissed off
    If it's all right by you

  • Leave me here a little bit longer
    I think I wanna stay in the car
    I don't want anybody seeing me cry now
    You say, "We gotta look on the bright side"
    I say, "Well, maybe if you wanna go blind"
    You say my eyes are getting too dark now
    But boy, you ain't ever seen my mind

  • I love you, I hate you, I'm on the fence, it all depends
    Whether I'm up or down, I'm on the mend, transcending all reality
    I like you, despise you, admire you
    What are we gonna do when everything all falls through?
    I must confess, I've made a mess of what should be a small success
    But I digress, at least I've tried my very best, I guess
    This, that, the other, why even bother?
    It won't be with me on my deathbed, but I'll still be in your head

  • Put me on a pedestal and I'll only disappoint you
    Tell me I'm exceptional, I promise to exploit you
    Give me all your money, and I'll make some origami, honey
    I think you're a joke, but I don't find you very funny

  • So we're different colours and we're different creeds
    And different people have different needs
    It's obvious you hate me, though I've done nothing wrong
    I've never even met you, so what could I have done?

  • Now you're punching, and you're kicking, and you're shouting at me
    I'm relying on your common decency
    So far, it hasn't surfaced, but I'm sure it exists
    It just takes a while to travel from your head to your fist

  • And I'll build a house inside of you
    I'll go in through the mouth
    I'll draw three figures on your heart

  • One of them will be me as a boy
    And one of them will be me
    And one of them will be me watching you run

  • I hope you miss me in Heaven
    I wanna be inside your angel head
    Remember me in your eternity
    My mirror's faded and I'm hanging by a thread

  • He said to me, "Child, I'm afraid for your soul"
    These things that you're after, they can't be controlled
    This beast that you're after will eat you alive
    And spit out your bones

  • She'll string you along, and she'll sell you a lie
    There's nothing but pain on the edge of a knife
    And there is no courage in flirting with fear
    To prove you're alive

  • I've seen the true face of the things you call life
    The song of the siren that holds your desire
    Death, she is cunning and clever as hell
    And she'll eat you alive

  • You look at me like I'm a revelation
    You wanna know if I can bring salvation
    You saw a sinner, saw a saint inside of me
    You wanna know if I'm a friend or an enemy

  • I can be your heavenly or I can be your hell
    I can say a prayer for you or I can cast a spell
    I push you to the darkness just to pull you to the light
    'Cause I can take away your breath or I can bring you back to life

  • I won't pretend that I resist temptation
    I think it's funny when you preach damnation
    I've been to hell and back and now it's just a part of me
    Without the darkness there'd be no light in me

  • Like maggots from the host
    You drain, I decompose

  • Crawling inside of you
    (The) fruit of the flesh is bruised

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Pub: 09 Apr 2023 23:18 UTC

Edit: 27 Sep 2025 20:04 UTC

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