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the total amount i have spent on wednesday merch ⨟ $1,245.72 & counting actively
i am often known as capricious, nurse, and enid, though most people call me capri as a nickname or just nurse. i am unlabeled in terms of sexuality, asian, and heavily disordered, with diagnosed conditions including did and bpd, along with others i prefer not to disclose. i am a 17 year old feminine woman who strictly uses she/ask pronouns; he/him may be permitted occasionally, but never they/them. if it isn’t obvious enough, i am a nonsharing yumejoshi of wednesday addams. this entire rentry will be about her. this is just a small introduction before i start filling it up with my crazy lovemail. old archived layout!
i do not tolerate anyone else claiming to be a so-called yume for wednesday addams. anyone who does will be blocked immediately and without hesitation, and it is very unlikely that i will ever reconsider unblocking them. i prefer to believe that i am the only yume for her, i don't even really "yume" her, i am quite literally just her soulmate and wife. no, i am not delusional and no i am not schizophrenic.
as for those who say, 'doesn’t wednesday like enid? isn’t enid her biggest fan?' i am enid; i am an introject of enid. moreover, i do not appreciate my genuine, real feelings being compared to the portrayal on the show.
this is a tiny disclaimer but this has taken me several months to write, i started back in may 2025. i had to get rid of a lot of things and reword everything just to fit the new decoration of this rentry. click the archived layout above for the timestamps and etc.
have you watched every addams family series and film over and over to the point where you’ve lost count and started questioning your sanity? i highly doubt it. i have rewatched the wednesday series well over ten times, and i would gladly do it again. i own nearly every single piece of the addams family related wednesday merchandise available. the items i own mostly include shirts, dresses, plushies, figurines, lego sets, dolls, games, and many other things.
wednesday addams is incredibly important to me, and my connection to her goes far beyond simple admiration. the way i feel about her is deeply personal, and my devotion to her is something i believe no one else could truly replicate. others may say they care about her, but i don’t think anyone could reach the same level of dedication or attachment that i have. i’ve put a lot of myself into loving and appreciating her, and that’s something i take very seriously. she will always be my favorite, and i remain deeply and unapologetically possessive of that connection. my attachment to her is so well known that most of my mutuals and friends automatically associate me with her. it’s basically become part of how people recognize me. one of my friends even combined our names into a playful nickname once, “xiaosday,” which i found pretty amusing.
everyone in real life and online knows how immensely obsessed i really am with wednesday addams. she’s not just a character to me, she’s a core part of my personality and always will be. this isn’t some passing phase. my hyperfixation on her has stayed strong since 2022. i’ve known about the addams family since i was young, watching their shows and films, but i only started yumeing wednesday specifically in 2022. i genuinely love her. she makes my heart feel like it’s about to burst, and i’m sure she’d appreciate hearing that. sometimes i can’t even look at her for too long because i end up getting too flustered. i love wednesday addams so much that it’s honestly hard for me to even process. it feels like my heart is about to give out.
i really hope mattel releases a new wednesday doll someday. i’d genuinely be willing to wait 24 hours just for the launch and buy it immediately. if they do release one, i imagine it would feature her new dress from season two, that sleek black outfit. her fashion sense is flawless. i really admire the way she presents herself, and i truly look up to her.
seeing wednesday addams with dolls makes her look even more captivating than before. whenever she smiles or even slightly smirks, i can’t help but feel flustered, she’s simply far too perfect. what draws me to her the most is her talent for uncovering mysteries and solving problems, since that’s something i can relate to. although unlike her, i’m not very fond of looking at unsettling images. i adore wednesday so much that it almost hurts. i love being known as that one wednesday admirer. yes, i’ve spent hundreds of dollars on her merchandise, but i think that’s perfectly fine and completely worth it. i take great care of everything related to her and plan to keep those items with me wherever i go.
i see wednesday addams as my real life partner, even if that might sound strange to some people. she caught my attention when i was very young and has shaped who i am over the years. i’ve known the addams family especially wednesday for a long time. at one point i even considered changing my legal name to wednesday so i could be more like her, but eventually i realized that what i truly want is simply to be with her. i hug and look at my wednesday plush every morning, every afternoon, and every night. i’m genuinely obsessed with her, every time i see or even hear the word “wednesday,” my heart starts racing so fast it feels like it might stop. i’ll always be her fangirl, her lover, her everything. she means the entire universe to me. i even went through a phase where i tried “shifting” to her universe because i believed i might be able to reach her world and meet her there. i planned everything out carefully on my notion app with steps and details. do not fret, i no longer do that.. it was a dark time. apologies if any of this sounds repetitive.
as i mentioned at the beginning of this rentry, this isn’t all of my writing. you can check the archived layout i already linked, or just click here if you’re too lazy to scroll back up. for anyone who’s curious, the actual length of my lovemail is over 30,000 letters/words. i’m not exactly sure how the rentry system measures it, but that’s what it shows under the length section. wow, i'm that devoted. i surprise even myself, i don't know how i do it every time.

what did you think was going to happen? trying so desperately to intentionally reclaim /wednesday from the ultimate wednesday lover, that's really hilarious. did you even read my lovemail? visit my other wednesday urls? look at my collection? and if you did all of the above, you're one massive dumbass.
