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♡ 1/2/26 ♡
ohhhhhh edgar how i love you... i fear i can't look at anything related to you or anything that reminds me of you without getting giddy and excited anymore. sometimes just the color purple alone gets me smiling because it reminds me of you!!!! you're just so perfect and i LOVE YOUSO MUCH >_<
♡ 1/2/26 ♡ I've always been a very lonely man. everyone knows that. i've always been treated like some kind of alien or a fly that people can't catch to swat away. "there's something everyone else gets, that i just don't." but i feel less like a freakshow when i think about having you around.
♡ 3/2/26 ♡ "Oh, grandiose thinker of mine.." I love this song 'Mr. Eclectic' by laufey. i've never found a song that makes me think of one specific person so strongly. i've had it on loop these past few days aaaagh i'm so giddy and happy and i love my life it even says your name in the first verse
♡ 10/2/26 ♡ today i pulled a muscle in my arm because i saw ranpoe fanart that made me really excited. i was flapping my hands up and down (#autism) hard enough to take off and then it just hurt really bad. i had to close pinterest after this because i was getting too worked up and needed to calm down. i love you
♡ 24/2/26 ♡
i took a big fat edible and started telling all my friends about you. i worded it so that you seem like a real person and they don't know that my boyfriend is a fictional character actually
"your man is a 2d fictional character" yeah and I'm jpegging him 😂😂😂
♡ 3/3/26 ♡ One of my friends asked about you recently, still thinking you were real. i got really giddy and had to hold myself back from rambling. I keep bringing you up in conversation, no matter what we're talking about. i haven't loved anybody this much since Lucian when i was 12-16. what a time!!
♡ 23/3/26 ♡
i finally got around to redoing this lovemail. i've been saying i'd do it for like a month but just never got around to it... siiigh... probably because i've not been around and nobody else here gives a single flip about rentry. i can't stop smiling at my other entries here they're so cute
recently, i met somebody a lot like you. i know it's bad to associate real people so strongly with fictional characters, but i can't really help it. i have a hard time really perceiving or even liking them a lot of the time if i don't. i really hope things work out well with this person, they're very sweet and nice and tolerant of me. just like you are.
♡ 25/3/26 ♡ today i joined a yumeship server and ooooobviously had to talk about you as part of them making sure im actually like a yumeshipper and not just there to troll. i tried my veryveryvery best to act normal (false) but i was physically shaking in excitement about it the entire time because of how much i looovelovelove you
♡ 27/3/26 ♡
i played the tomodachi life: living the dream demo today, and of course the first miis i made were me and you. the one i made for you is really cute actually let me link it.. and i was getting so giddy and excited i actually fell over because i jump up and down to release the energy.. i can't wait for the full game to come out so we can get married and i can get you pregnant >_<
♡ 14/4/26 ♡ i was really upset last night, and the only thing i really wanted to calm myself down was you. i wish you were real and in my life so that you could pet my hair and tell me I'm doing good and that I'm not as awful of a person as i think i am and just be there for me. i miss you every day. i love you.
♡ 15/4/26 ♡ i was talking about getting you pregnant to my friends today, and one of them piped up saying 'you have a really obvious type in men' like what??? so i asked what he meant and he said 'tall and regal' which. yeah okay. i don't know where he got that idea from, though. i don't talk about any other tall and regal characters. i don't actually really talk to them about many other characters at all.
♡ 22/4/26 ♡
i've been having a lot of fun on tomodachi life since it came out (hence why i havent been updating this).. we got married the day it came out and then we had a baby like 2 days after. moving very quickly.. i named our son corbie and he's like super cute. he looks just like us
♡ 7/6/26 ♡ I started writing something here last night and then i fell asleep in the middle of writing and it didn't save and i forgot what it was that i wanted to say