BEYOND DEATH COLLECTIVE LOVEMAILS.

KALISKA, 11.30.23

I know it's only been a little while but we've come to truely love you guys, I can't wait to go to washington and see you, honestly I can't wait to be able to squeeze you half to death, everytime I'm a little sad you always know how to cheer me up somehow. you're one the most picture perfect people I've met, I can talk to you for hours on end honestly, just being there on call with you is nice I don't care if we don't talk to each other. you make me feel genuinely loved and accepted and I could never thank you enough for that, for just being there for us. even if we did meet through drama it was nice and I really hope it lasts long. you've become so special to us in the little amount of time we've known each other, you blew me away from the moment we met and I'm sososo sorry for corrupting you steven into a little bitch like I am <33 we love you guys so much and I hope you know that and can carry us with you even if we stop talking (which I hope doesn't happen anytime soon..) you're so understanding with us and I couldn't be more greatful to have you in my life, and with that I'm gonna end it here before I start rambling, we love you <3 UPDATE; 09/22/24: we've almost made it to a year together and it's still so hard to believe for us, it feels like we only met you a few months ago and now we're coming up on an entire year of being with you guys let alone knowing you. I'm glad I was persistent with my texts and didn't let you just fall away after I asked to be friends, I can't believe that the real reason we actually started talking was over fucking shit talking, I'm glad that I let that side come over to you so early because if it didn't we wouldn't be where we are now together. I'm glad that you decided to work with us on the communication and issues that we might come across along the road. I can't wait to see you in person and be able to squeeze you in my arms. you were our dream come true and we all love you guys so much(including Julius surprisingly) you're so fucking gorgeous to us and you'll never not be, it's unbelievable that we were able to bag someone as pretty as you (even if u bagged us instead..) please don't let us leave on a sour tongue together, I wish to always think of you sweetly even if you weren't that sweet in reality. we love you, Kal.

WES, 02.05.25

hi wes!!! we've only known you for a little while and you've already become an important part of our life, our system as a whole loves you guys and that really means a lot too us even if we don't show it much, our entire profiles are matching with each other and even though it might be stupid that means a whole lot to us, being able to match with someone for so long and them not ocmplaining about it is really dear to us and I love being able to match with you guys, I'm currently typing this as you're asleep you little british fucker but we love you oh so dearly and I'd be so glad if we could form more connections within our system, it feels like it doesn't matter whos talking with you guys you always keep up your same energy and that's oh so important to us, you don't treat any of us any differently because we're collective friends and I love that about you guys so much. I'm able to talk to you freely without worry because of how understanding and comfortable we feel with you, you guys are genuinely so amazing and I hope this friendship lasts as long as physically possible. we already love you <3 UPDATE; 01/04/25: we deadass spent thanksgiving, christmas, and new years together. BROOOO I'm so glad that we fw you so heavy and we've made it this far in our friendship because a lot of friendships just don't last for us, you're already a really big and important part of our life and I honestly don't think I could go a single day without talking to you in some way shape or form, even if you are british I'm glad that we;ve been able to work around the time differences since most of the time we get up semi early and we can catch you before you go to sleep. I wish we were back in florida so our time difference wasn't 7 fucking hours and was only 5 because it would be a lot easier for the both of us to work with that.. I lwk can't wait to get more connections between our two systems beyond just martyr and pete because they're fucking FREAKS. we deadass are so attached to you and love you so much despite your flaws and we're glad you love us the same way. you're oh so special to us and I literally cannot put into words how much your company has meant to us and the way you've stuck through our lore dumps and just in general really weirdness means so much. WE'VE LITERALLY BEEN MATCHING FOR MONTHS NOW. like deadass we've been matching for so long and I don't even mind because it's you, I love matching with you and I love talking to you, I love you, Wesley. I do.

RYAN, 01.29.24 /P

RYAN RYAN RYAN OMG RYAN dude we love you guys so much n we're so glad we checked up on you that day because if we didn't we wouldn't be here together today. you're honestly one of the nicest people to us and if we ever saw each other we'd cling to you guys like a little leech, we've gotten SO jealous over your partner systems and I feel so dumb for it but I CAN'T HELP IT!!!! you're so very special to us and talking to you that day was probably one of the best things I've gotten myself into, especially because our ENTIRE SYSTEM loves you guys so much, everyone in system knows who you guys are despite us being such a big system and that's a really good thing with us. everyone here loves you guys so so so very much and not gonna lie we've debated asking you to be our partner system a few times but decided against it because of your ex psys and now I don't wanna come in the way of you guys and cain cause you seem to love them a LOT but I hope you guys know that for as long as we talk you'll always be able to come to us with stuff whether it's just that you wanna talk with us or it's some bullshit you're yapping/complaining about. anyways this is getting kinda long so we really really love you and hope we last at least a year <3 UPDATE; 09/22/24: the fact that we could've had a kid in the time that we've known each other now absolutely blows my fucking mind. you've genuinely stuck with us through thick and thin and I'm glad that were talking to you guys again. thank you for letting us come back into you life once more, I can't wait for our year mark with you, we have a bond with you that no other can replace and I thank you for letting us grow that bond for as long as we have and the fact that you didn't ditch us over anything. I'm glad we're able to have healthy conversations and communicate with you the way that we're able to without you shutting us down or just accusing us of things you've felt we did to you because that's genuinely not something we get a lot in relationships let alone a friendship that's lasted this long. to this day I am grateful that I checked up on you when I saw that you might've been down because if I hadn't we wouldn't have made it as far as we have in life, I'm glad you love extremely similar to the way we do and you don't judge us on anything we do despite us being an asshole. we love you so much ryan, thank you for still being here.


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Pub: 09 Jul 2023 19:40 UTC
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