double rina feature
I have identified with Fischl since the beginning of the game and Furina since she was leaked.
I’ve always felt the pressure to be perceived a certain way, acting confident, dramatic, loud, and entertaining because if I stop performing, there is a chance people won’t stay. There’s a loneliness behind it all, where I want real connection but hide my true feelings behind humor and exaggeration. I feel like I exist halfway between imagination and reality, tangled in my own awkwardness and overthinking.
Like Furina and Fischl, I use personality and “being a character” as a shield. I’ve done it for as long as I can remember—making myself larger than life so I don’t have to show the parts of me that feel small or too sensitive.