omg! is that psychadelie poptart esurient lovelorn iii finally giving people a byi warning!

this is like.super lazy, IJBOL

BYI :

ㅤ - ㅤ i might have mental/neurological disorders, but take this with a very very small grain of salt because i'm still unsure and i can't get an official, medical diagnosis at all (⁠╯ω╰⁠,) ㅤ(GRAIN OF SALT!!!! A TINY, BROKEN DOWN PINCH OF SALT!!!!!!!! i don't like, nor want, to self-diagnose)


ㅤ- ㅤ i get tired of socializing and interacting really quickly, and it's most likely it not your fault, i just run out of social battery somewhat quickly depending on certain situations
ㅤㅤ ⤿ on the same topic of my social life, if you're my friend, then you'll have to get used to seeing me in your dms.../joke; however, i do still pop up every once in a while to express my (platonic) love for my friends! i just have an unexpainable urge to do this.unfortunately, i'm too much of a wuss to try and express my appreciation most of the time, so this is quite seldom unless other conditions pop up

ㅤ- ㅤ there is a very strange wire in my brain that makes me dislike a lot of media mlm ships?is this the yuri vs yaoi battles they were talking aboutJOKE; you can still like these ships, don't worry! i just prefer not to engage in conversations about them and for them not to be brought up while we're talking directly with one another—examples include: shadowvanilla, bakudeku, sasunaru, soukoku (unless it's genderbent 🤤), sonadow, drarry, byler, komahina, radioapple, etc.
ㅤㅤ ⤿ the double standards are insane, i'm giggling..yes, i do also have media mlm ships i like! examples include: janka. that's it....maybe i'm just better built for the yuri life (i'm just kidding, there's actually more but i'm too lazy to search up their shipnames)
ㅤㅤㅤㅤ⤿ 8/3/26 edit: I FINALLY FOUND THE ISSUE.all of these ships have involved the fandom hating on a female character for "getting in the way" of their yaoi (sdvn w/ white lily cookie, bakudeku w/ ochaco, sasunaru w/ sakura, the list goes on), so if the ship that you want to talk to me about does not include this trope/dynamic/whatever this stupid thing is, you're free to yap about them! (sorry guys, i shouldn't blame the ships themselves for how the fandom acts, but this thing just irks me off sooo badly it seeps into the actual ship)


ㅤ-ㅤ my mood can go from 0 to 100 very easily at times—it depends on my mood, but if you don't like the feeling of trying not to step on eggshells around other people (though i won't show myself being visibly and publicly upset when those eggshells are stepped on) then you should probably limit your interactions with me
ㅤㅤ ⤿ ironically, i can handle a lot of things, though! "taboo" or dark jokes, (lgtbqa+) slur calling, heavy venting, non-serious arguments/teasing, mean nicknames from friends, blah blah
ㅤㅤㅤ ⤿ i'm EXTREMELY sorry if you fall prey to one of my "0-100" issues, the slightest thing can upset me sometimes and i promise that it doesn't make you a bad person (it'll most likely pass, if that helps)


ㅤ-ㅤ TELL ME WHEN I DO SOMETHING WRONG!!!!! unfortunately, i'm an idiot who can't understand most social cues unless they're very obvious + my moral compass sometimes doesn't point the right way, so, literally just feel free to tell me if i do something you don't like (in my dms)—i swear that i won't go insane in front of you and cuss you out or something! i'd much prefer it if you confronted me directly, rather than festering hidden resentment for me


ㅤ-ㅤ i'm not very good at responding to people, so oftentimes, i'll just react with an emoji or something—no, this does not mean that i hate you, i love listening to people and their opinions (if i tolerate the person), i'm just terrible at showing interest that doesn't look forced, sarcastic, or childish; i'll always lend an ear if you need one, just know that i may not reply to your texts that much


ㅤ-ㅤ i like asking people about their opinions, perspectives, and such! not to judge, but to understand! i have no dni (though i do block freely), so i'm fine with a lot of things; i love symbolism, metaphors, analogies, and such, even if i occasionally don't get them! i may occasionally go into your dms to ask you about things that i've noticed with you, you're free to choose whether or not you want to respond, no worries!

ㅤ-ㅤi'm a very big fan of analyzing toxic dynamics and talking about what makes it unhealthy (on a psychological/philosophical level)! if you don't want me to do so in your vicinity, feel free to tell me—i just find it interesting how someone can be cruel, intentionally or not, to another person/character :D


ㅤ-ㅤ i say "kills (my)self*" and of the sort a lot (though not in front of very, very public channels in discord), so as i've mentioned, tell me if you don't want me to do so! they're just an instinctive response (like saying ow or yay to something) for fun, so i don't mind being told not to do it
ㅤㅤ ⤿ i don't make kys jokes, the closest i can get to it is "DIE" and that's only towards my (close?) friends who i know are fine with it, but i do say stuff like "punches you", "kills you", things like that


ㅤ-ㅤ i have horrendous memory, very sorry if i forget something important about you or not; on the bright side, i won't tell your secrets to anyone because i won't remember them!


ㅤ-ㅤ oh, wow! i'm a yume/selfshipper (my f/o is mother miranda from resident evil 8, while i am sharing, i usually don't like seeing doubles or whatever it is they're called, as i like being unique 😎), also a multishipper, and i loooove selfcest (⁠^⁠3⁠^⁠♪
ㅤㅤㅤ ⤿ i don't soul bond, and i don't actually have "romantic" feelings for miranda (common interpretation of yumeshipping), it's more of like an interpersonal connection because i relate to her and some of her motives a lot—feelings are very hard to describe, so i hope you get my point
ㅤㅤㅤㅤ ⤿ on the same note of being "unique," please don't copy me (or my ocs) on a 1:1 ratio, i get very paranoid and distressed since my sense of self and identity are not fully concrete—i, too, don't know why this makes me so creeped out ✌🏻


ㅤ-ㅤi am a very firm believer that fiction affects reality, but not in the way people think it does—no, it does not rewire your entire brain and change your morals to bad ones in a splick of a second (unless you're mentally ill or still a child), but fiction can indeed make you feel emotions based on what you see, amplify fear, and similar things such as that!
ㅤㅤ ⤿ that said, if you harass other people for ships or things that they like instead of actually helping(?) them (if that's your goal, in cases of problematic ships/media/likes), then that's your fault for crying out when they pull away even more; sending death threats, doxxing, etc. over fiction does not do anything but harm the person who, oftentimes, cannot get a better coping mechanism, leading them to become even more of a "proshipper" (this is not always the case, but you get my point)
ㅤㅤㅤ ㅤ ⤿ last one (i talk about this a lot), i think that the "fiction ≠ reality" and "fiction = reality" arguments are entirely stupid, nonsensical, and uneducated; life is not completely black and white, so you shouldn't treat it as such. something else i find terribly immature is calling proshippers "proshitters"

IMPORTANT

ㅤ-ㅤif you genuinely believe that sexualizing minors in fiction (specifically, when they are not based on real children) can be classified as true "csa(e)m," or anything related to the sort, please limit your interactions with me at all times. i do not support nor respect the misuse of these very important and very real terms. is the sexualization of these characters bad? yes; is it extremely weird? yes, but do not compare the harmful and traumatizing acts of hurting a real life child to "hurting" something that cannot feel.


ㅤ-ㅤif you're a "mental health matters!" kind of person until it includes sexual or "evil" (disrespectful thing to say, by the way) stuff like hypersexuality, npd, aspd, sociopathy, psychopathy, avpd, bipolarity, pocd, literally any disorder that makes people act disordered, then educate yourself before trying to talk to me. i will not entertain intellectually illiterate people who cannot understand that (bad) mental health is not something that should be glorified and/or romanticized. thank yewww!


i might update this every once in a while or add more things, but for now, these are just the most important things to understand

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Pub: 23 Jan 2026 13:38 UTC

Edit: 25 May 2026 12:52 UTC

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