Hello, i just wanted to say, i really care about all of you. Yes your online friends but it doesnt mean, im heartless. Please stay strong i beg you.
Please people are there for you in real life, im your friend. But i cant do anything. I can just listen to you, give advice, and support. But thats the limit of virtual. Sometimes i wonder if your okay or not? But please do. I beg you, even if you think your a bad person, your still human. You dont deserve all those treatment, all those suffering. You are a human being. Even a good person can never be purely good. Please just please, stay strong. I might not understand what your going thru, but why put up a fight when your not planning to continue it? Continue what you fight for, a purpose to live, a comfort, love, family, friends.
Your strong enough, please dont say a person deserves to died, no one deserves to died even you, even all of us. And never tell yourself you deserve what you've been going thru all this years, every day, every night, every hour. Your not alone even if you think you are alone, even if you dont have that much friends. Its okay, time is like that, sometimes its so slow, yet so fast. In the future someone or people will be there for you.
Im so sorry if im just blabbering random words. Im so sorry. But please remember not everyone is wanting you to suffer, let someone help you, let yourself help you. Dont drown in the sorrow, loneliness, numbness, feeling you felt. Yes it isnt bad to feel those, but. It will consume you. Dont let it consume you. I beg you. Not everyone is evil, rude, mean, annoying to you. Its how you see, not see the reason why. Please stay strong.
I dont know how longer you'll be able to hang in, but hang in for yourself. For the people you dont know who cared for you, for the people that cared for you, for the people that remembered you. Please get up. And fight. Stay strong. Even the weakest can be the strongest. Yet the strongest can be the weakest if there overwhelemed, and swarmed by themselves. Please get up. Get up. Get up. Dont give up.
-1nnox. 2025-2026