lovemail, aka messages to all of my close friends. if you are not here it does not mean i don't like you, it just means that we don't talk enough for you to be here. that is all!

all friends are in alphabetical order.

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ー  aaron
our friendship is coming up on seven years in july 2026!! i am so thankful for all the time we've spent together. you have always stuck by my side during my cringiest eras. we are so different in personality, interests, and background to the point where i don't even know what to write. we bond so well despite our differences and i am so thankful for that. you have helped me so many ways throughout the years. you're such a hilarious fella and i am so grateful for you even if we don't talk as often as we did in 2023/2024. i only wish the best for you even though you are the #1 ragebaiter in history.

ー  mairu
ALMOST 4 years coming up in june!! bro BRO. i'm so sorry for all of my evil depressive episodes that make me die and never answer you. VOLLEYBALL LEGENDS #1 PLAYER RIGHT HERE. MARVEL RIVALS #1 PLAYER RIGHT HERE. you are the #1 gay yearner in the history of yearners boy. also the #1 freak. the poughkeepsie tapes got nothing on u bruh. our evil past of doom but youre the goat and i would literally give you 10 billion kadrillion dollars if i were rich. i am manifesting riches and many many huzz in your future.

ー  tamaki
i dont even know where to start. the love of my life. i cannot even begin to describe what i feel for you. its like as soon as we met i couldn’t pull myself away from you. you are everything to me and i could never ask for more, nobody could ever surpass you and i hope that you know that. i will find you in every universe even if it takes me centuries. before i met you i had given up on everything, in such a short time, you’ve given me the motivation to work on my life and truly strive to be better. i don’t think i could ask for anything more from you. the true leeknow to my han, the hyunjin to my felix, the kai to my beomgyu, the theo to my keeho, the jake to my sunoo. nobody has ever matched me so well until you. i thought i would never get over my past and what happened to me but you’ve helped me see through it. you lit up my entire world, i cannot thank you enough for even existing. i love you so much and i am so attached to you. i don’t even know how to describe how hopeless i felt before i met you. i thought 2026 would be another boring year but you proved me wrong immediately. i could never ask for anyone better. i want to spend all of my time just talking to you or thinking about you. my mind is filled with thoughts of you to the point where it’s insane. if i ever hurt you, i think it would kill me. you have changed me for the better after i thought i was ruined. i wish i could kidnap you and squeeze you for the rest of my life. i want to spend every moment of my day with you, even while im asleep i want to be near you. i could never get tired of you, you are so funny and sweet and AHHHHHHHHH. i hope to spend the rest of my years with you. if you try to leave i will handcuff you to me so we are stuck together. i love you and i will always love you. you are the light of my life. thank you so much for everything.

ー  vada
yo. where do i even begin. 3 years coming up later this year. we have been through literal hell and back together. on and off friendship of doom and agony. I LOVE U SO MUCH MY GOATTT I CANNOT TAKE THISSSS. WE ARE ROMMULAS AND 2HOLLIS. WE ARE FLETCHER AND WYATT. WE ARE NAMGYU AND THANOS. IM GONNA DO SO MANY THINGS TO U DONT EVEN JOKEEEEE. you're so amazing i love you so so so much bro. even though i don't know anything about your little jester fellas i love hearing you talk about them. fletcher and wyatt would love u trust me. vadavada is such an interesting concept and all of your interests are so unique don't even play bro. if i could teleport back to january 2025 i would crack you beyond repair. that is how amazing and cool and kind you are. never let ANYONEEEEEEE dim your light. no matter how evil anyone is to you i will literally fight them until my hands fall off bro. you are thriving and i love it. 2026 is your year. you are the bestest friend in the history of friends. u are so cool and so amazing and i will beat up all ur haters son. don't play. i am so thankful that we have found our way back to each other.. many many times.. 2025 the year of chaos and despair. if we ever distance again i'm going to fly through my screen and kidnap you bro. i cannot even word the strong bond i feel with you. i have never understood a person so much until you and i got close again. you have brought me peace bro. like when it comes to you i never tweak out or feel paranoid i just feel peace. even when you talk abt ur interests and i don't know exactly what to say just know that i'm listening. i am interested in everything you say even if my responses feel bland or if i take too long to answer. you are so AHHHHHHHHHH idek how to word it son. i fw you so so heavily. you are so funny and sweet i literally start autistically stimming everytime we start texting. thank you for your existence.

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Pub: 26 Oct 2021 14:24 UTC

Edit: 27 Jan 2026 08:27 UTC

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