hello! my name's rosaline and i'm here to talk about my experiences with previous q user .llttlenlghtmares, .duckfeather, .iittiebodybigheart, .iittiekitty, .honeyimhomeee, and more alts he owned. he went by rai when i knew him, so i'm going to address him as that.
keep in mind he's already deleted, so there's no way of or need to go after him. i just want to raise awareness about what happened.
sadly, i have no screenshots since this took place over a year ago. i'm trusting that you'll believe me.

1. age gap
rai was 12 for a long period of time that i knew him, he turned 13 shortly before we broke up. i was 14. we were dating, and while, yes, i should've known better, he coerced me into the relationship. he also dated two 15 year olds and another 14 year old. this behavior is not okay.

2. sending nudes and wanting them in return
rai would send me pictures of him naked out of the blue. his breasts and such were covered in the pictures (he was transmasc), but he still sent them, without my consent. he expected me to send them back, asking for dick pics and guilt tripping me when i said no, saying i "didn't love him" and straight up ignored me. he went so far as to threatening to break up with me. this should've been a huge red flag, but i was blinded by the way he'd already groomed me. i ended up sending one picture, and never sent any more. he sent me multiple more.
i was pressured into the situation. before you say anything, he forced me. i did not consent and never would have.

3. problematic sourcedating and related things
dating for source is bad in itself, but with rai it went further. i was an irl of bill cipher from gravity falls and he was an irl of dipper pines from gravity falls. we both started dating before either of us gained said sources, but when he found out i was said character, he exploited it. he would constantly send me art of us in our source shipped together, usually sexually, and treat me like i was my source. he would go so far as trying to get me to smut rp the characters with him, to which i declined. thankfully with this, he accepted.
please note that the characters' ship is illegal. dipper pines is 12, and bill cipher is literally a nonhuman floating triangle who's older than time itself, and usually depicted as an adult. rai supported and fed into pedophilia.
p.s, i do not feed into delusions anymore.

4. traumadumping
i don't mind people venting to me or anything of the sort, when they ask consent. something rai did to me a lot is full-on traumadump about his sexual abuse, both in and out of his "memories", without my consent. i don't know how many times i woke up to a message of him going in deep detai about his assault. i never asked for that information.

this rentry is a wip, as there are parts of the relationship i may not remember off the top of my head, seeing as this did happen over a year ago. if rai affected you as well, feel free to reach out to me. i'm sorry that i can't do anything about it, but i'll be there for you.

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Pub: 14 Sep 2023 19:05 UTC

Edit: 14 Sep 2023 20:19 UTC

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