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easy read⠀/⠀hear out about me
ALMOST all information of me but not all
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last update:⠀6/12/26⠀mm/dd/yy
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BOWIE'S PROFILE
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Welcome fellow reader behind that screen!⠀here you will learn me and to see if you should interact,⠀these are very important and I dont wanna have a short relationship that is gonna fall apart
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!⠀DISCLAIMER⠀!
Before we start,⠀if you are going to talk bad of me behind my back.⠀reminder that you read this before and you know this will happen so dont go and spread it,⠀I will not take accountability⠀( depends )⠀for anything between us
thank you for reading lets get it started ⠀
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short summary for lazy people⠀:
im very sensitive,⠀heavy moodswings,⠀scaredy-cat,⠀clingy doormat,⠀average depressed person who is a narcissist and echoist⠀( mix feelings / push pull )⠀want something but dont / cant ask for it,⠀soft-hearted
narcissist⠀-⠀ cares about themselves craves admiration from others
echoist⠀-⠀ downs their own need fears of being special
doormat⠀-⠀let someone walk over you⠀( submissive )
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this is very long so bare with me
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identity:
My online name is mainly Bowie or Zone.⠀minor⠀aka⠀under 18.⠀my preference for pronouns are either any or no pronouns⠀( call by name )⠀she her is only allow to use irl or close.⠀petname / jokename / nickname are only allowed be used by either close connections or asked for permission.⠀( please do NOT use my in person name unless asked or met in person )⠀old names are only allowed if known before changed
( HM:⠀im neurodivergent )
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me but also me:
I am very easy going, forgiving, and submissive,⠀Im a person with TERRIBLE negative side effects aka feelings in reality when interacting i'm really warming unless we are very close im probably over expressive can be over comfortable, all of these down here are my negative side effects aka the "mind" with thats what I named it,⠀please do NOT use these against me as i will freely block you out of boundary breaking
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important:
[ ! ]⠀if I ever say⠀⠀" can you please stop / please stop / you scare me ... "⠀⠀its usually a warning sign im getting upset or gonna distant if keep pursuing.
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consistent pleading/forcing:⠀Please do not persistently ask for something as I will not be persuaded but will immediately take in this as danger or you are not trusting.⠀( non jokingly ) ( this will lower my trust meter )
- Example:⠀" If you dont i will __ "⠀⠀" im actually gonna ( non joke word ) you "⠀⠀" come on, its not like im ___ "
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- Example:⠀" If you dont i will __ "⠀⠀" im actually gonna ( non joke word ) you "⠀⠀" come on, its not like im ___ "
I heavily depend on you to seek emotional need reassurance if we are close⠀( from my perspective )⠀if you want to know how close we are,⠀you can tell if I talk to you more than other connections I have.⠀I have social anxiety offline⠀( in person )⠀and sometimes online.⠀I follow procedures⠀( not rules )⠀and think they are important to avoid mistakes and I usually follow what most people do thinking its a right choice for me⠀( I take personalitys forgot mine to fit in with others )
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cautions⠀+⠀instinct⠀:
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Being Very Distant Randomly⠀-⠀I will distant sometime from either having no topic to say,⠀being left out,⠀someone act from not what I expected them to,⠀confronted about something,⠀or overthinking⠀( paranoia )⠀it is used as a coping mechanism where I shut down to focus and calm down.
- I wont confront that you did something wrong or made me sad in some way to avoid conflict,⠀just expect the silent treatment⠀( no response ),⠀dry text,⠀or just me acting like me.
- example:⠀being ignored,⠀topic i know nothing about,⠀talking bad specifically of me⠀( jokingly or not )
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Patience⠀-⠀my patience can be long or short depending on the thing you asked me to wait for.⠀I know that some people take longer time to think,⠀do something,⠀or just forgot what they were focusing on than average people but it just irritates me sometime.⠀( no hate just saying )
- In Conversation:⠀Please dont keep me waiting for too long ill overthink that your ignoring me or not telling / keeping something from me on purpose not accidental.
- Example:⠀⠀" be right back im ___ "⠀⠀in reality they never did that but forgot and did something else for next 3 hours⠀/⠀online but ignore me⠀( on purpose )⠀/⠀CLEARLY said something but when I ask for a repeat they say⠀⠀" I didnt say anything "⠀⠀or⠀⠀" forget it "
- Doing stuff:⠀taking a long time on something very easy⠀( my perspective ),⠀people having a hard time or being indecisive picking what they want⠀( me too but its me )
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Having High Expectation⠀-⠀I think that I should be admired and pleased by people especially by those who always have view me as⠀SECOND OPTION friend⠀when their⠀" main "⠀friend goes offline,⠀if not I'll just use them for my own goal and feel guilty regret fowards later.⠀I hate having listen to people command me doing something I dont want,⠀but then again it feels like a need or else I think they will leave me or think im not good approach.⠀( certain things )
- mentioning others⠀-⠀if you are gonna talking to me in a conversation BUT ONLY mention or say⠀⠀" I miss ___ "⠀⠀" i wish ___ was here "⠀⠀" ( their name ) is/was "⠀⠀blah blah blah while speaking to me,⠀please never do that i dont wanna hear anyone else between us,⠀if you miss them sooo~ much go talk to them instead,⠀unless we are very close or in a chat with not just the 2 of us.
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- mentioning others⠀-⠀if you are gonna talking to me in a conversation BUT ONLY mention or say⠀⠀" I miss ___ "⠀⠀" i wish ___ was here "⠀⠀" ( their name ) is/was "⠀⠀blah blah blah while speaking to me,⠀please never do that i dont wanna hear anyone else between us,⠀if you miss them sooo~ much go talk to them instead,⠀unless we are very close or in a chat with not just the 2 of us.
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[ ! ]⠀hyper-sensitive emotionally⠀-⠀I have heavy mood-swing and will very EASILY cry no matter what situation am in,⠀I will cry but not in front of others obviously unless I can't take it anymore and just burst out.
- In Situation:⠀being yelled,⠀confronted,⠀talking with a stranger ill meet everyday,⠀most things upsets me even if it a little mistake it still affects me a lot.
- do NOT discipline me⠀( lalala I CANT hear you lollz )
- example:⠀" are you stupid? "⠀⠀" you __ shouldn't "⠀⠀" thats not good for you "⠀⠀or⠀⠀" dont do ___. "⠀⠀( oh my GODD bro leave me alone i cant do anything )
- disciplining will only make me not change who i am but will also encourage me to do it more often just to get attention,⠀refusing myself to back down even more,⠀or hoping you'll discipline me again so I can get worse.⠀Either way discipline me or not ill still do it,⠀only I get to change who I want to be.⠀( ill think you are annoying for that )
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- low self-esteem⠀-⠀I will blame and self criticism myself for not being perfection because it is an important goal for me,⠀small problems or someones action⠀( my perspective )⠀makes overthink a lot,⠀its only fun when im the one winning.⠀( do NOT tell me⠀" oh no one is perfect! "⠀im sliming you out deadass )
⠀ - hypocritical⠀-⠀I think if you do something bad then its bad,⠀but if i do it then its normal because its me.
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Accepting things:⠀I wont accept compliments because I think i am not worthy of it but one time compliments from strangers are fine,⠀not accept the truth despite it being real and I will always stick to my fantasy and what I believe is true.
- Others:⠀I heavily envy those people who are more smarter than me, more attractive than me, and better than me in everything⠀( Jealousy )⠀ill never accept myself dumb like others.
[ ! ]⠀( I instantly guilty too if i do something unacceptable or someone disappointed in me but its not an excuse for the stuff i did. )
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the mind:
- Self Blame / Criticism:⠀Hurting and blaming myself turn into a coping mechanism to me I feel a need if people hate me they wont turn like me,⠀I accept compliments but i prefer them to be said online in DM/TEXT,⠀in call compliments please dont.⠀I overthink a lot when something doesnt turn well for me and goes⠀" what if?... "
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I seek attention and admiration from people but also not,⠀I hate when I have attention on me I feel like an attention seeker in the room.
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- I have this thought where i usually have the opposite of what i think
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- the world revolves around me I think they should listen!⠀/⠀world doesnt revolve around me i dont deserve help or anything.
- everyone please notice me⠀/⠀please dont look im scared
- its ine they dont have to focus on me⠀/⠀why are you ignoring me?
- I hate you, go away!⠀/⠀I need you please come back.
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below here are Online Info
Avoid Interacting If:
I dont really have any dnis ( do not interact ) unless it has caused me to have trauma from it.⠀BUT this doesn’t mean that I support ANY problematic people or medias,⠀I just don’t find it a problem with anyone interacting with me as long as they aren’t a weirdo/pdf who makes me uncomfortable or break boundaries,⠀anything that doesn’t affect or is related to our relationship I don’t care much if it’s outside of it.⠀yes this also means ex friends can interact too⠀( certain ones )⠀over age of 22 dni
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NO I DONT SUPPORT PROSHIPS NO I DONT SUPPORT INCEST OR KID X KID I DONT SUPPORT ANY OF THOSE PROBLEMATIC STUFF JUST BECAUSE I SAID " i have no dnis " I JUST DONT CARE WHAT THEY DO AS LONG AS IT DOESNT AFFECT ME OK LEAVE ME ALONE but yes i still care and have empathy if they are trying to heal,⠀though not an excuse for it
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Current Fandom:
Hyperfixation⠀-⠀more focused on⠀or⠀obsession
( = )⠀:⠀equal focus and liking
( ranged from liking / hyperfixation ):⠀Phighting!⠀=⠀Jujutsu Kaisen⠀>⠀A Regect⠀=⠀Limbus Company⠀>⠀TPN⠀( The Promise NeverLand )⠀=⠀SFAWTDE⠀( Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist )⠀⠀:⠀⠀ETC⠀( ask )
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Knowledge Of Certain Fandom:⠀( aka kowning lore of characters, etc )
( = )⠀:⠀knows all⠀/⠀equal knowing of it
( > )⠀:⠀ know more than this
( ranged ):⠀Phighting!⠀=⠀Aregect⠀=⠀TPN⠀( The Promise Neverland )⠀=⠀Kaiju Paradise⠀( 2021 - 2025 )⠀>⠀Jujutsu Kaisen⠀>⠀Genshin Impact⠀>⠀Fnaf⠀( Five Nights At Freddy's )⠀=⠀Forsaken⠀>⠀CRK⠀( Cookie Run Kingdom⠀2021 - 2025 )⠀>⠀Regretevator⠀>⠀SFAWTDE⠀( Searching For A Word That Doesn't Exist )⠀=⠀UU⠀( Unstable Universe )⠀=⠀Limbus Company⠀⠀:⠀⠀ETC⠀( ask )
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Im am a heavy subspace non-sharing yumeshipper/gachikoi/oshikatsu/fictionkin/selfship/whatever,⠀anyone else who like them romantically DNI unless close friend.⠀( mention of any Subspace ship that isnt Subkit or Medspace = block unless friend )
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I am chronically online and I know most memes,⠀trend,⠀controversial stuff,⠀whatever you name it⠀(unless too new)⠀very active please ask to play unless im playing with another oomfie or shutting down/sad
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I am currently? not looking for anymore friends,⠀i wanna keep it the way it is right now unless friended somehow by accident or same interest.⠀If we don’t talk much I’ll likely unfriend you no personal feelings.⠀But please still moot me up i need them.
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typology⠀( personality type )⠀:⠀Bowie's Enneagram Intro
SUB:⠀S04⠀TRI:⠀469⠀( SO4 SP6 S09 )⠀SO>SP⠀4w5
( FiNe )⠀mbti:⠀INFP-T⠀/⠀Fi-Si⠀⠀Global 5:⠀r[L]/U/an
4temp:⠀melancholy-phlegmatic⠀⠀MOTIV:⠀Mxh[I]Dxg
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e1 - perfection⠀( counter : sx1 : expressive anger )
e2 - supporter⠀( counter : sp2 : seeker non expressive )
e3 - achiever⠀( counter : sp3 : look and be ___ )
e4 - melancholy⠀( counter : sp4 : non-expressive )
e5 - withdrawn⠀( counter : sx5 : non-withdrawn? )
e6 - obedience⠀( counter : sx6 : dominant / expressive )
e7 - freedom⠀( counter : so7 : self sacrafice )
e8 - anger⠀( counter : so8 : non-personal domination )
e9 - sloth⠀( counter : so9 : high energy / non sloth )
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Head: 567⠀⠀Heart: 234⠀⠀Gut: 891
Dominant⠀( main pov )⠀>⠀Secondary⠀( support dom )⠀>⠀Blind⠀( less valued )
Self-Preservation⠀Social⠀Sexual⠀⠀( subtype range stack depend on Dom>Sec>Blind )
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if i were # subtype id be⠀...
( sp2⠀,⠀so3 sx3⠀,⠀so4 sp4 sx4 )⠀( sx5⠀,⠀sp6⠀,⠀so7 sx7 )⠀( so8 sp8⠀,⠀so9 sp9 sx9⠀so1 sp1)⠀
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most likely be Dominant:⠀e2⠀e3⠀e4⠀e6⠀e8⠀e7
most likely be Secondary:⠀e1⠀e2⠀e3⠀e4⠀e5⠀e6⠀e7⠀e8⠀e9
most likely be Blind:⠀e1⠀e3⠀e8⠀e9
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if i were a tritype id be⠀...⠀and wing with ...
average⠀469⠀( e4 sp6 e9 )⠀sad triad⠀so>sp⠀4w3
unhealthy⠀279⠀( sp2 so7 so9 )⠀positive triad⠀sp=so>sx⠀2w3
average⠀ 378⠀( so3 sx7 sp8 )⠀____⠀triad so>sx⠀3w2
unhealthy⠀629⠀( sp6 sp2 so9 )⠀caretaker traid⠀sp>so⠀6w7
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contact me on discord: Subspwce
for more info⠀+⠀ask questions
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shout out to keus⠀and⠀everyone in the cute citlin neighbor gc
and others unadded for personal reason or not very close
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