Has TV always been this nice to watch . . . ?


This will affect us both. Your curiosity will lead to my demise.

Well,

You've come all this way.

I might aswell tell you.

Tell you about me, that is.

Call me MEL! Or Melon, or Melanie... or any of the names, really...

I use mainly It/She pronouns, but They/He/others is acceptable too, I guess? My gender is really weird. I'll tell ya to call me "Her" and ten seconds later, I'm mad you don't think of me as a "He". And vice versa.

I assume myself to be autistic, BPD, or a mix of the two. I'm undiagnosed and honestly just going off what others think of me and the research I do based off that. I am getting put on a long (~9 months) waitlist to get an autism evaluation. Remember to keep up the grind if you can't get an eval.

I'm the blanketself of my chimaera.

We all use "plural I" (without indication), due to it being what we're used to, plus we do all kind of lay under this blanket.
We are heavily unitic, Mel themself being made up of multiple facets, and other headmates having their "very own facet" as it gets called by them.

userbox by wonderlandsresources on tumblr

How do your facets work?

xylem sorry bud but this is my rentry go get ur own. or yk just front pls
Like Xylem said, fragments get pinpointed by our unexpected behaviors (i.e being extroverted despite us largely being very socially averted or introverted) or get associated with things we hate doing. fragments here get to become facets usually under me (Mel)
after that they. uh . evolve or whatever.
Cyanosis came from me being so stressed out that i started having ideations and boom hes there cuz of it. dudes not as angry as source but hes still peak ngl
Xylem came to defend me against our mom (unfortunately never got to)
Kona is literally the only mildly competent person here but she isnt out usually

We really only signoff in DMs with friends or if we just want to.

I'm (Mel) retrying tests for enneagram/jung(mbti) to better understand myself and my behavior.
I recently scored a main type of 4 (equal w3 w5 scores), with sp/sx/so and low health, despite being 9w1 as of a previous test.
I recently scored INTP on a jung type test despite having scored ISTP on a previous test.
I scored RLUEI / Limbic on a Global5 test.

stamp by my epic brother at github snares-of-derecho by github snares-of-derecho by github snares-of-derecho by github snares-of-derecho by github snares-of-derecho


wow so awesome to have this many stamps by my brother !

Hantengu, mixed system flag, made by my epic brother - Heartwood Sekido, mixed system flag, by our epic brother - Cyanosis Karaku, mixed system flag by epic brother - Cambium Aizetsu, mixed system flag, made by my brother - Asphodel Urogi, mixed system flag, by epic brother. my dumb sys thing has no urogi but i want the whole clone club Zohakuten, mixed system flag, made by my epic brother - Xylem

... huh. a lot of us do have plant related names.

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Pub: 18 Jun 2025 22:23 UTC

Edit: 23 Aug 2025 11:36 UTC

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