Has TV always been this nice to watch . . . ?


This will affect us both. Your curiosity will lead to my demise.

Well,

You've come all this way.

I might aswell tell you.

Tell you about me, that is.

Call me MEL! Or Melon, or Melanie... or any of the names, really...

I use mainly It/She pronouns, but They/He/others is acceptable too, I guess? My gender is really weird. I'll tell ya to call me "Her" and ten seconds later, I'm mad you don't think of me as a "He". And vice versa.

I assume myself to be autistic, BPD, or a mix of the two. I'm undiagnosed and honestly just going off what others think of me and the research I do based off that.

I'm the blanketself of my chimaera.

I use plural "I" usually. It's rare for me to call "us" "we". It's I, it's me, because after all, they all use my identity as a blanket.
You're likely to have met only me, and unknowingly met one or two of my facets.

userbox by wonderlandsresources on tumblr

What's your facets like?

That's a hard question! I'm constantly learning more (and forgetting) about myself and my facets, so I change definitions often.
THINK OF ME AS AN ENA! Multiple personalities, they just come out whenever. It's not up to me to choose who's influencing my speech! Also I don't sign off for them. The facets are too "me" to be a separate fronter.

You probably won't see huge differences between me and them. Karaku (who doesn't have a page yet so I can't link him), is very close to how I act. Lots of hyena laughing at everything, BUT HE ISNT THE ME ME! ! ! Remember that!

I'm retrying tests for enneagram/mbti to better understand myself and my behavior.
I recently scored a main type of 4 (equal w3 w5 scores), with sp/sx/so and low health, despite being 9w1 as of a previous test.
I recently scored INTP on a jung type test despite having scored ISTP on a previous test.
I scored RLUEI / Limbic on a SLOAN test.

stamp by my epic brother at github snares-of-derecho by github snares-of-derecho by github snares-of-derecho by github snares-of-derecho by github snares-of-derecho


wow so awesome to have this many stamps by my brother !

Hantengu, mixed system flag, technically me because im the blanket core teehee, made by my epic brother Sekido, mixed system flag, by our epic brother Karaku, mixed system flag by epic brother Aizetsu, mixed system flag, made by my brother Urogi, mixed system flag, by epic brother. my dumb sys thing has no urogi he was let off the hook

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Pub: 18 Jun 2025 22:23 UTC
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