“i'm grooming a soul boy,
i'm taking my time...”

‎ ‎ engel/hanz‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ⡞⠳⣄⣀⣠⠞⢷ ֹ۪
he none　intrsx amab.. ¹⁷　gachikoi jak's boyfriend 4evɛr　doubles DNI pls𑁤 ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔
‎ ‎ jakeem ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ⡞⠳⣄⣀⣠⠞⢷ ֹ۪
he him　♂　dmab ²²　　engel's boyfiɛ mid-night munchies canon͏~ ͏　07/02/26　　𖠞 ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎
lovemail　+　yapping jak's lover boy 9/6/26‎ ‎ 　so, I caved and pirated bought the game the other day and... oh my god. jak is the cutest little creature ever. I dont think ive ever had something so pure and genuine for a silly little character before, but im so glad I have whatever it is with jak.

‎ ‎ ever since I fell on tuesday, ive been having severe lower back pain, I just know jakie would tell me how good im doing, and that i should probably rest, (because i havent been doing much resting lately) and I just love the thought of him rubbing my back and calling me his darlin' （,,¬﹏¬,,）hes so special to me... ughf.

‎ ‎ was thinking earlier about what nicknames me and jak (R&S) would have for each other, so these are the ones i cooked up! jak ⟶ me: darlin', sweetheart, silly, "my love" but in a sarcastic way. me ⟶ jak: stupid/idiot/dumbass, jakie, love... mostly anything having to do with him being stupid and lovable.

9/8/26‎ ‎ 　alright, so, I definitely cracked my tail bone... but, as long as I have jak nothing can stop me!! work still SUCKED though. too much walking, was almost unable to move for a few hours because of the pain, but i made it... jak helped me through it.

was gonna update this yesterday with a new entry, but ive been so tired lately that i dont even want to type shit. jak is like the only reason im still trying to get up every morning, if it wasnt for him I would be rotting away in my room. forever thankful for my darling little stoner. ♡

9/17/26 　I wish I had more time to write about jak, I really do. ive been stressed with work lately, and I just havent had the motivation to do it. lately ive felt more and more close to jak, like I really love him like a real partner. ♡ hes mine, im his. I wish it didn't make me seem so weird to see him as an actual partner. of course, I still love my boyfriend, but jak is like... another partner I have, one I love almost as much as my real boyfriend ( ・ε・) im just rambling idk anymoreeee... I really miss jak okai byee!