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⠀As/Bpdtism , sp/sx 694

hie . . this is like my diary or whatevr
10/9/26 — you know i wish i could be the best at everything i do it makes me upset knowing theres people better at things i consider myself to be exceptional at , like hey IM supposed to excel why am IIIII not better at this than you ?.. when i was really young i was incredibly smart, mature, and sophisticated for my age but when i grew up i think i just never got any smarter and i hit a huge roadblock and it makes me feel like shit because I know i have zero academic value and im pretty slow. im smart in every way that people dont pay attention to , thats why i wanna major in psychology because i guess i dont need much typical (?) academic intelligence. but umm i wish i were academically smarter im a retard compared to most of my peers or even people younger than me , kill Nep i guess?