" I wanna die when you kiss me slowly I'd be just fine if my blood stopped flowin' . "
♱ FiNLEY ᵒʳ FiNN HE ) iT
SYSHOST 5teen ENG + FR ✮
✷ my love ꔛ
𝜗𝜚 ┈ BYi 。
i am diagnosed with auDHD
. i will not disclose all diagnosez due to my safety. i am the host & trauma/memory holder of the Invictus Syndicate. i am psychotic + an introj of furina :3 i have delusionz attached to my irlz ! i am currently NOT READY to recover !
this does NOT mean that i am anti-recovery as i am still attempting to help myself in many wayz !! i am vry proud of anyone in recovery
i am VERY prone to panic attackz so plz try not to get angry at me for thingz, instead, if i have done anything wrong just confront me kindly without attacking me, i can get very overwhelmed when ppl yell at me.
i am a super paranoid person so if ur going to inspo / copy me without asking or saying anything i will most likely message u right away & call u out ! i am vry strong abt my opinionz and will make sure everyone understandz them / my side of thingz.
i make lotz of jokez having to do with calling ppl rude namez (idiot, stupid, dumb, loser, etc). i also tend to make kms jokez esp when i die in gamez or other thingz similar, i also make some NSFW jokez but very rarely ! plz take these jokez lightly ! i may / have been told i come across as blunt or rude at timez. itz often difficult for me to perceive my tone and the way my wordz come out, so i apologize if i sound a bit harsh.
when talking to a new person i am EXTREMELY shy and will most likely be super non-talkative the whole convo. this does not mean i dont like u or dont wanna talk with u, im just very awkward & nervous around new ppl (ToT)
i age & pet regress
. plz be patient with me as i can easily become overwhelmed due to yelling and loudness, thingz like fireworks and loud bangz scare me a lot due to my hypersensitivity
. i tend to take a while/am unable to understand certain things like sarcasm, tone tagz r needed and very helpful for this reason !
i am very sensitive. i have very minor tics (rn i keep saying the word hard ) my stims
consist of meowz, hissing, flapping my armz/handz, & random squeak noisez, as for my virtual stimz
, they r mostly keyboard smashing and sending a bunch of stickerz, gifz, and emojiz !! i have very frequent maladaptive daydreamz so if i stop responding for a while that is most likely what i am doing. i put Z's at the end of certain wordz ! i speak both english & french. I sometimez talk in 3rd person :3 if this makez u uncomfy plz lmk & i can stop
i am both a multishipper
& cross-shipper
! i am okay with every LEGAL ship. i dont hide ppl if they dislike any of the thingz i ship lmao, i could care less abt that as everyone has their own opinionz esp since a lot can be reasonable, however, plz dont be an ass abt shipz.
i dont have the time or energy to start shit over animated video game / anime characterz
𝜗𝜚 ┈ PONYTOWN BYi 。
WNR = will not respond dniubf/gf = do not interact unless boyfriend / girlfriend dniulm = do not interact unless lovemail dniuid = do not interact unless i do fdni = fandom do not interact NV = non-verbal SV = semi-verbal
i am ALMOST alwayz in the hoyoverse & pjsekai areaz, however, i can also be found at the library, bakery, or at any of the picnic blanketz !! ^_^
+ ETC .
do not cover me on purpose unless we r friendz. i hate asking ppl to move bcuz im scared theyre gonna get mad at me (ToT) i will most likely just ignore it and not say anything until they move, or if im feeling brave that day ill just sit ontop of them
. do NOT be rude to me or my friendz, i will not tolerate that at all. i dont accept random friend reqz if we have never interacted / spoken with one another. i tend to sit with anyone who is sitting with my friendz at the time, if that makez u uncomfy in any way plzplz lmk and i will move :)
gross skinz such as those penis poniez PLZ DNI, itz literally a pony game u freakazoid !
i dont respond to whisperz/crownz/complimentz much bcuz i am very nervouz when speaking with otherz. just know i appreciate all complimentz & crownz very much :3 if u poke me and i go into menu that meanz im uncomfy or avoiding convo (ToT) ALL of my gifted skinz are from friendz :3 (mostly from aeris, suga, vira and marcielle)