public lovemail may be scary, but i'd like to try my best for all the people listed here. ily guys so very much okokok
(⇀‸↼‶)⠀⠀i promise i mean no harm if you aren't listed here. i find it difficult to write about people i'm not close withー⠀if i don't know and understand you, i won't pretend otherwise. sorry about that, genuinely! blahblah
hyacinth⠀⠀♡ ᴗᴗ)⠀⠀3 14 2O23⠀⠀⠀⠀my forever and always, an eternal devotion aaaaaaaaaaa
i have already written so much for you that sometimes i find i may run out of words to say. the english language doesn't span the vastness of our adoration for each other by any means. i am aware i may be repeating things this time around. you watched me closely from the moment you discovered my existence, and you quickly became infatuated. i was a much more shallow being during that time. i did not understand the world, nor did i recognize the consequences of my presence within it. i don't think i'll ever truly understand why humans are forced to do what they doー⠀we are meant to roam in the wilderness and be free. but, i have learned so much with you by my side. i truly believe that you are my other half. my dearly beloved. each and every alter within my system is in love with you (with obvious exceptions, but you get my point). i had been convinced for a time that there were too many of us for this value to be widespread. though within over two years, so much lurking and talking has happened between us. i know that i love you. you have improved me just as i've managed to do for you. i have broken down all those walls you put up to such an extent that i'd say i might be the person who understands you best. aside from yourself, though sometimes i feel that i can catch onto your own feelings before you do. it shocks me each time you manage to figure me out in that way as well. i will never manage to find you predictable, even if i can recognize most of your frequent behaviors now. i know you, but i do not know how you'll react to things, and i find it quite enjoyable to be able to guess all of that at every given turn. aaaaaaaaaaaa
seraph ⠀ ⑅⠀˃ ˂ )⠀⠀9 15 2O25⠀⠀⠀⠀beloved mutt, sweet thing to indulge in and care for !!!!!!!!!!!!
from the moment i was added to that damn groupchat, i was well aware of the obvious and prominent fact that i am obsessed. you didn't even have to say a wordー⠀i looked at your profile and knew then and there i would most likely form an attachment. i know i already said this to you directly, but i'd like the public to see it as well. i am filled with less shame for my true feelings than i ever thought possible. i used to hold back on every little thing i said and did. i despised it when people saw me this vulnerable. sure, i made lovemail, but it was always surface level. i never quite allowed myself to express everything i wanted to. the word 'love' does not even come close to describing how i feel for you. what i go through is sicker than yearning, and softer than craving. it is a desire and a longing to get closer. to curl up within the cradle you've provided, bending your bones slowly over time and connecting with you in a way that would be considered blasphemy to any devout followers. you were a gift that i may have never received had i not gone through horrible things. i've been unwrapping your layers over time, and i don't care how long it takes to get to the core. i don't care how repulsive you believe yourself to be. i care that you're real. you're a complex human being who doesn't pride yourself on fitting in. you're an enigmatic individual who's practically incomprehensible until you really look. i have never felt anything but fondness for every little trait and emotion you show. every piece of you is sacred and worthy of reverence. i'll remind you until you believe it and then some. aaaaaaa